It's been a few hours and my parents said he could spend the night because of curfew, they also said we can't sleep in my room together.

They say it's because the bed isn't big enough for both of us, there's no point in arguing it

Once I hear my parents go to their room I wait about 10 minutes and then me and Billy go downstairs and lay on the coach

"Pick a movie" Billy says,

"Fine" I grab the remote and turn on IT, it looked scary and it gives me an excuse to cuddle Billy when I'm "scared"

I lay on his shoulder and his arm wraps around me, I try to stay awake to watch the movie but I'm so tired, today was exhausting. Everytime I drift off I get jump scared and wake back up. When the movie is over Billy takes his arm off me and goes to lay down but I wrap my arms around him and lay on top of him, he doesn't seem to mind and at some point I fall asleep

• • •

Throughout the night I have a nightmare about the dead boys and wake up sweating and crying.

I shoot up and curl into a ball, hyperventilating, I try to not disturb Billy

"What's wrong?" Billy asks, I feel bad for waking him

"I-I just had a bad dream" I say, trying to play it off

"You're gonna be ok, nothing can hurt you when I'm here" He says as he hugs me and kisses my head

I wanna speak but I can't, I just sit there, the pressure and warmth of Billy helps me calm down.

Once I'm done having a meltdown I lay back down to go to sleep, again.

I can finally speak again,

"I'm sorry" I say, and I mean it, I shouldn't have made Billy stay the night

"Don't apologize, it's not your fault" Billy says while he wraps his arms around me and squeezes me, but not tight enough to hurt, just enough that I feel grounded.

• • •

I wake up to the smell of coffee and eggs, I sit up and realize that Billy isn't here, hopefully he didn't leave

"Good morning sunshine" I hear Billy say as he walks over to me with iced coffee and eggs, I think he feels bad for me

"I hope you like eggs" he says and he hands me the plate and drink,

"T-Thankyou, this is really sweet" I say as I blush, no ones ever done anything like this for me

"You're welcome" he pauses "So, wanna maybe go to the fair tonight? The sheriff is still letting that go on" He blushes a little as he asks

"I-I would love too" I say as I take a bite of the egg, it's actually pretty good, I was expecting it to be awful, no offence Billy

"Okay, see you then" He says as he grabs his bag and goes for the door

"You're leaving?" I say,

"Yeah I have all of my work at home, don't wanna fail my senior year" He says before leaving, kind of upset that he had to go but it's fine.

Shit, what time is the fair

I check google and it says 6-10, which means, I have to be ready by 6 and expect Billy to be here between 6-10, it would be nice if he could give me specific times.