"You're gonna regret that" He chuckles

I keep the knife there for a moment, do I really wanna know who he is? What if he's the principal, or my dad, or Billy, or maybe he really is just some random person I've never met.

"Whats wrong? I can do it for you if you're to scared" He chuckles again

"Just shut up" I blurt out

I start to slowly lift the mask but I stop once his lips are revealed, I've already seen this, but do I really want to do this?

"Do you wanna makeout or soemthing?" He grins

My hand starts shaking,

"You want me to do this" I say

"Yeah, do it and you'll understand why?" He whispers

"Why should I? I don't want you, I don't care who you are. Just leave me alone" I say as my voice starts to break and my eyes tear up

"You don't want me?" He mocks me

I shake my head

"Then why're you crying about me?" He asks

"B-Because I actually liked you for a moment. And I thought that maybe, you liked me back" I pause to hold my tears in "Clearly I was wrong" I say as I lower the knife, the mask comes with it

"W-ait y/n. I like you too, p-please don't leave me" He says as his voice starts to crack

"Just get out, I never wanna see you again" I say as a tear rolls down my cheek

I flip the knife around so the blade is on my hand and the handle faces him

He gently grabs it as he walks past me and goes to my window

"Goodbye y/n" He says, I hear him start to cry but I don't care

"Goodbye" I say as I watch him leave

Once he's gone I shut my window and lay face first onto my bed

I scream into my pillow, why do I even care, he's horrible, I wish I never said those things, I do wanna see him again, but it's better if I don't

After awhile I finally calm down enough to look at my phone, there's nothing, I turn my phone off and lay my head back down

I hear my door creek open

"Y/n, are you ok? I-I heard you crying but I thought it was better to wait until I came in" Billy says as he enters my room

"B-Billy?" I ask, I think I heard wrong

"Yeah, you told me to stop knocking" He says

"Oh, Thankyou for not knocking" I say jokingly, trying to make myself not cry

"What happened" He says, closing my door and walking over to me

"I'd rather not talk about it" I say as I feel another tear roll down my cheek

"Ok, do you want a hug?" He asks

"Mhm" I mumble as I sit up

He hugs me tightly and his warmth calms me

"I'm sorry for crying so much around you" I say, trying to laugh it off but I'm low key embarrassed about it

"It's ok, I will always be here for you, no matter what" He whispers

"Thankyou" I whisper back

After another minute I feel his grip loosen so I let go

"Sorry, my side is still hurting" He grunts

"It's ok, do you want me to look at it?" I ask,

"I feel like you've proven yourself to be unreliable when it comes to this stuff" He giggles

"You're still not funny" I say as I lay down and cover my eyes

I feel him crawl onto my bed and lay beside me

I lay my head on his chest and he wraps his arm around me while everything else just fades away

• • •

I slowly open my eyes, it's still dark in my room and I still feel Billy here. I can tell he's asleep because his breathing is calm and he slightly snores, not enough to be annoying but enough that I can hear it

I grab my phone to check the time

*4:57am*

I didn't mean to fall asleep that fast, I really need to stop sleeping every time me and Billy hangout, whatever

"Are you awake?" I whisper

No response

"Ok" I whisper again as I slowly get up

I walk out of my room and down to the kitchen, I get water even though I'm not thirsty, I just wanted to get out of bed and move some

I go back upstairs and Billy is still there sleeping, I lay back down and curl up beside him once again

• • •

I wake up as I feel Billy getting up from my bed

"W-Where are you going" I mumble

"I have to go home, I'm going on a family trip tomorrow, for 3 days" He says, to fast for my brain to process

"What?" I ask, confused

"I know I should've told you sooner but I didn't know when was a good time" He says, trying to sound more upbeat than before

"So you thought just leaving and not letting me know was the best option?" I'm being passive aggressive

"Well- Not exactly, I was just gonna wait till later" He says

"Can you at least stay for a few more minutes?" I ask, looking at him in the eyes

"Fine, but not to long" He says as he lays back down and hugs me

After a couple of minutes I loosen my grip and look at him

"What am I supposed to do while you're gone? I have no friends" I'm not joking

"I don't know, watch Netflix" He laughs

"Shut up" I say as I lean in to kiss him,

After a moment he gets on top of me and holds my hands down with his. He starts to lightly kiss my neck, slowly moving up to my ear

"I have to go now" He whispers once he gets to my ear

He pulls away but still holds me down

"You can't just do that to someone" I say, as a joke obviously

"Sorry" He says as he lets go of me and stands up

He needs to stop doing that to me

"I will see you in a few days" He says before walking out my room

What the fuck am I supposed to do for 3 days without him, or is it 4 days?

Either way it's to much