I slowly wake up and think of the night before, about everything that just happened, I don't even know what I'm supposed to do think.

Atleast I get to see Billy tonight, he didn't give me a time to go over, like usual. I also don't remember his address so I will just have to hope I can figure it out.

I lay there for a while, trying to fall back asleep, but I can't.

I eventually decide to check my phone before getting up, I have a text from my mom

"Hey y/n, your dad and I would like to have a family dinner tonight. We have to talk about something" The message says

I'm seeing Billy tonight so I can't

"I can't, I'm going to Billy's tonight" I reply

She replies fast

"You're gonna have to go after." She says

She only uses periods when she's mad, which means something bad happened

I should probably let Billy know,

I click on his contact and call him

"Hi" He says as he answers the phone

"Hey, my parents want to have a family dinner tonight so I'm gonna have to come over to your place late, if that's ok" I say, I hope he isn't upset

"Yes of course, I'll see you later" He says before hanging up

I hate how he just hangs up so suddenly, like what the hell

I finally decide to get up and get ready for the day,

• • •

I've been nervous all day, my parents won't tell me what they wanna talk about and I'm kind of nervous about seeing Billy later, maybe he just wants to hangout and spend time together

It's almost 7:00 so I assume my parents will be home soon, I go up to my room and lay in my bed, I wanna go to sleep but I can't, I wonder why my parents want to talk about stuff, maybe it's nothing, maybe the curfew is being lifted or something.

After a few more minutes I hear the door open

"Y/n! We're home!" I hear my mom shout

"Ok!" I shout back

I get up and go downstairs, I see my parents at the table with pizza

"Hey" They both say awkwardly

"So what happened?" I ask, I already know it's bad but I just wanna get this over with

"We're getting a divorce" My mom says, avoiding eye contact

I don't know how to react

"Oh- ok, can I go to Billy's now?" I ask, I don't know what else there is to say

"Uh- Yeah, are you sure you don't wanna talk about it?" My mom asks

"Yes I'm sure, bye, love y'all" I say as I quickly walk out of the kitchen, I put my shoes on and don't tie them, I just wanna leave

I get in my car and start driving, I start to tear up, I don't get why I care considering they're never home and barley talk to me or each other when they are.

I try to silence my mind as I drive, I turn the radio on full blast, the songs suck but it's working.

After about 30 minutes of blasting music I finally find my way to Billy's house, I turn my car off and sit there in the driveway for a minute.

I finally decide to get out of my car, I walk up to the door and knock, I takes about 2 seconds before Billy opens the door

"Hey" Billy says as he opens the door,

"Hey" I say back

"Uh come in" He says, stepping away from the door

I walk inside and his house is beautiful,

"Your house is so pretty" I say, mesmerized by everything

"Thank you, follow me" He says as he closes the door and starts to walk away

I follow behind him, he takes me through a hallway and we get to a room, I assume it's his

"This is my room, I hope you like it" He says nervously

I was right, it's his room

"I love it" I say as I look around, there's so many plants and tapestries. Everything is matching, but in a good way, I've never seen a man that actually has style. It's like a Pinterest room,

"Thank you" He says, he sits on his bed and I join him, there's awkward silence for a moment

"My parents are getting a divorce" I blurt out, I don't know why I said that,

"Oh, are you ok?" He asks, sounding confused

"I think I am. I knew it was gonna happen eventually" I say looking down at my lap because I wanna cry but there's no point, I'm not even sad about it,

"Ok, I'm here for you if you wanna talk about it" He says, grabbing my hand.

"Thank you" I say, looking back up at him.

There's some silence for a few seconds.

He lets go of my hand and puts his hand on my waist, slowly moving it up until he wraps it around my throat, I gasp before pushes me down onto the bed.

He climbs on top of me,

"I missed you" he says as he pushes his hand a little harder, his grip is very tight around my neck, I can't speak but I can breathe.

He starts to kiss me, after a few seconds I feel his grip loosen and his hand come off my neck, he starts kissing my neck, I let out a few small moans and after a minute of this he sits up and takes his shirt off, I also take mine off at the same time.

He runs his hands up and and down my torso for a second,

"You're so perfect" He whispers before he starts kissing my chest, I wrap my arms around him and moan as he bites me hard, he starts leaving bite marks and hickeys all over my chest and neck, I know my parents will be pissed but I don't care, it feels amazing

I feel his hand move down to my waistline, and slowly brush over my crotch, several times,

He moves back up to my face and starts kissing me while he undoes my jeans, I feel him pull down the zipper before he pulls my pants down and starts rubbing my crotch again, this time he isn't just brushing over it and his hand is warm. I slightly moan into his mouth

"You're getting so worked up already" He says as he pulls away and takes his hand away with him

I flip us around and sit on top of him, I can feel his bulge under me as I run my fingers along his abs

"Do you want a turn?" I ask, moving my hands closer to his pants

"Yes" He whispers as he puts his hands on my waist and pulls me towards him