It's been two weeks since I started my job and for once I don't feel like a failure. I've been working hard and organised everything. I created a new system so even after I go home it'll be easier for them to keep on top of everything. Evie was really impressed, Ace told me I'm a genius and Needles, well. Needles has been avoiding me, which in a way is good because whenever I see him I practically drool over him. I keep remembering the kiss and how his strong arms felt wrapped around me. The only problem is Evie keeps getting pissed at the way he's treating me, I tell her it's fine, but she won't listen.

After I went to the club with aunt AJ after my first day my dad called. Scarlett has posted more pictures on my Instagram, which is totally great for getting revenge on Kyle and my ex-friends, but my dad wasn't happy that I was partying when this is meant to be a punishment. Aunt AJ explained that it was to celebrate my first day in my new job and that I've been on my best behaviour and working hard, which seemed to calm him down. If they only knew what I did, they wouldn't be happy.

I'm starting to feel like I fit in here. Evie and Scarlett have become good friends already and even though I'm a lot younger than the other girls, they're still friendly and talk to me like I'm one of them. Aunt AJ and Chris have given me freedom I didn't get at home, but at the same time I feel comfortable living with them. Apart from hearing them have sex every night and morning. I heard Chris have nightmares the other night. It's nothing new to me, I used to sleep over at grandmas and watch my grandpa hunting with an umbrella at night. Forty five years after being at war my grandpa still can't let go and spends his nights back in the jungle looking for Vietcong.

It doesn't scare me that Chris has nightmares, if anything I feel bad for him that he's suffering, but the following morning he was nervous if I had heard and how I would react, I told him I understand and he doesn't scare me, which seemed to relax him a little.

Today is my day off and I'm finally getting chance to use the huge kitchen in the clubhouse. I used to love baking with grandma so the job I had back in Texas at the bakery seemed ideal. Until I tried to improve the recipes to make stuff taste better, the old bat fired me for meddling. All I wanted to do was make it better for the customers and she would've got more money. Of course my dad thought it was my fault and it was just the beginning of my slippery slope into disappointment. But it doesn't matter, I'm going to prove him wrong.

"What's going on in here?" Cordelia asks as she enters the kitchen.

"I'm baking. This kitchen is amazing." I smile as I pull the sheet out of the oven

"Yeah me and Izzy went a little crazy on the equipment and it rarely gets used." She giggles "What are you making?"

"Double chocolate fudge cookies, chocolate brioche, eclairs and raspberry and white chocolate cupcakes." I smile "can you tell I like chocolate?"

"Oh man I'm gonna get fat, it looks incredible." Cordelia says as she looks at the freshly baked cookies. She pulls out her cell and within seconds the kitchen fills up.

"Oh my god this is amazing." Izzy smiles. I hear the timer on my cell ding and turn to pull chocolate chip cookies from the oven

"Once these cool I made them for the kids." I say as I put them out to cool

"Forget the kids, man this is good." Circuit says with a mouth full of cookie

"What's going on in here?" I look up and see Needles walk in

"Molly baked and it's all awesome." Sonny replies. He looks down when he sees me and grabs a cookie, mumbling a thanks before leaving

"Man he's been acting weird lately, what's up with him?" Izzy asks and I make my self busy doing the dishes

"I don't know, either he isn't getting laid or it's girl trouble." Cordelia shrugs

"How's his grandma doing? She hasn't fallen again has she?" Izzy asks

"Last I heard she's still good." Killer replies.

"Ok I need the recipe for these." Indigo says as she eats a cupcake

"And this." Her husband Bullet says as he eats a slice of brioche. I love watching people enjoy my food. My favourite memories are of me and my grandma dancing in the kitchen, flour everywhere while we made treats for the boys. She taught me everything I know. I find baking comforting now, and with all the drama in my life I think I'll be spending all my days off in this kitchen.

"You can start cooking at home." Chris says as he takes another eclair

"No way Doc, she can come live here and cook for all of us everyday." Circuit replies.

"With a kitchen like this I'll be baking as often as I can." I smile

"I knew I liked you." Cordelia replies

"How's the job going?" Izzy asks

"She's doing great, apart from Needles being an ass all the time." Evie interrupts

"If he's giving you a hard time I'll talk to him." Aunt AJ says

"No don't, it's fine." I reply

"He's always been fun to work with, I don't know what's gotten into him these past few weeks." Evie shrugs. If they're starting to notice then it could be a problem. What if they confront him and he tells them what happened? Oh god that would be a disaster. I like it here already I don't want Aunt AJ to be disappointed in me and send me back to my angry parents.

I need to talk to Needles and get him to stop before we get found out.