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She wants to stay. That's the best thing I've heard all day. I'm not making her choose between me and her family and I can keep her. I'm in love with her. I know it's fast, that's why I haven't told her yet, but from the first time I saw her I knew she would be mine.

"I want to know what happened with your ex. You told Nonna but you won't tell me." I say as we sit on the couch eating Chinese food

"I don't want you to think less of me." She sighs looking down

"I would never think less of you, I l... care about you a lot." I reply, she sighs before turning to face me, crossing her legs on the couch

"At my high school I didn't really have many friends, I didn't really fit in. I was a band geek, but I didn't want to join the band so I didn't fit in there either. Just before graduation I met Kyle, he was in the same year as my older brother. He said all the right things, gave me attention I never had and I was an idiot to fall for it." She sighs. I place my hand on hers on her knee to reassure her

"We used to go to his friends frat parties. My dad hated it because I was sneaking out and out past curfew. I had just been fired from my job too. Then one party he took me up to a bedroom and tried to have sex with me. When I said I wasn't ready he said I had to give him something so I.... god this is embarrassing." She groans as she buries her face in her hands

"I did.... stuff." She says with flushed cheeks "then he took me home and I thought nothing of it. But then the next party when he took me to the bedroom five of his friends were there. He told me I'd be doing it for all of them. Then he showed me a video I didn't know he took of me doing it to him." Tears form in her eyes and I pick her up pulling her into my lap and wrapping my arms around her

"Tell me he didn't force you." I growl

"No. We argued but then he called me a frigid bitch and took me home. On the way home the car gets pulled over by the police and I find out he's driving a stolen car. He tried to say it was my car and I got arrested too. So my dad had to pick me up from jail and pull strings to avoid me getting in trouble." She explains

"That's not so bad. I don't get why your dad sent you away." I reply

"Because the day after I got arrested Kyle put the video online and my whole town saw it. My family, our neighbours, people from my school all saw it. My dad was so angry he wouldn't let me explain and now he thinks I knew I was being filmed and Kyle told people I slept with him and his friends at the party. When I left the house people would point and laugh. I humiliated my family, so my dad sent me away until it died down." She sobs

"Well I don't think any less of you, but I want to pound Kyles skull in for what he did to you." I reply

"You don't?" She asks looking up at me

"No, he took advantage of you, none of it was your fault, you didn't do anything wrong, you just didn't see Kyle for the asshole he was until it was too late." I reply

"Thank you." She smiles before wrapping her arms around my neck.

"You've been so kind to me, I'm so lucky I met you." She smiles looking down at me. I wrap my hand around the back of her head and pull her down until our lips meet. Each time we kiss she seems more relaxed and confident and I groan as her tongue teases my bottom lip, asking for access I happily give. She sighs as our tongues move together, tasting and teasing each other as I turn and lower her onto the couch and settle between her thighs.

She moans softly as I grind against her my hands roaming her body. I reach the hem of her sweater and lift it, bringing my lips back to hers as soon as the material is out of my way. My hand cups her breast as my thumb teases her nipple through the thin lace bra and she gasps against my lips. I kiss along her jaw and down to the sensitive spot on her neck.

"Jacob." She sighs as her hands roam my back. I continue my journey until I kiss along the swell of her breasts. I reach under her and unfasten her bra, pulling it out of the way. Finally, her breasts bare in front of me. Her nails dig into my back as I flick my tongue over the sensitive bud. She moans softly and grinds against me as I swirl my tongue and suck lightly as my fingers tease her other nipple.

"Oh god that feels good." She sighs as her head rolls back and I swap to give the other breast equal attention. I love how sensitive she is to my touch, but then I guess this is all new to her

"Remember to tell me if you need me to stop." I remind her

"I don't want you to." She says before biting her lip

"You don't want me to stop?" I clarify and she nods

"Are you sure you're ready? I can wait, I don't care when we have sex." I say as I hover above her. Although I do have the worst blue balls I've ever had in my life, I'm surprised I'm not dragging them on the damn floor.

"I'm ready. The way I feel about you I want you to be my first, I'm just nervous." She explains. I'm not just gonna be her first, I'm gonna be the only man who ever touches her.

"Stay the night, I don't want to do this and then kick you out the door, I want you to stay with me." I say

"I can't Aunt AJ won't let me." She replies

"Tell her you're with me." I smirk

"Oh yeah, hey aunt AJ not coming home tonight because Needles is popping my cherry, bye." She jokes and then blushes and I laugh

"We need to tell her about us."

"I will, soon, I promise."

"Well how about tonight you tell her you're staying with Nonna because Amy got called away?" I ask

"Ok, I'll stay." She nods. She texts Addy and Addy replies that it's fine. I hate lying to my friend, but we'll tell her soon, together.

I pull her to me and she wraps her legs around my waist as I stand and carry her over to the bed. I lay her down and slip off my cut and shirt before climbing on top of her. I want her first time to be good, not rushed, and take care of her. Not like my first time which was up against a wall around back of the high school on lunch break.

"I'm on the injection... for birth control, I thought you should know." She blushes under me

"Well I haven't slept with anyone since I last got tested, but I'm still happy to use a condom." I reply casually, trying to make her feel less nervous.

"I trust you." She smiles. I wrap her in my arms as I kiss her softly, lovingly. She sighs as I feel her relax under my touch. I take my time exploring her body with my lips and fingers as I remove her skirt and panties, I've been dying to see her naked and under me and now she is, she's perfect, so beautiful. I lick, bite, taste and tease every inch of her skin until she's writhing under me and she gasps when I glide my finger through her folds, I can tell how much she wants me.

I settle between her thighs and hook her leg over my shoulder before swiping my tongue over her, circling her clit. I tease her clit with my tongue as I slide a finger inside of her

"Jacob." She gasps. Fuck I love hearing her say my name. Her hips lift off the bed and I hold them down with my free arm. I add another finger and work her at a steady rhythm between my fingers and my tongue. She gasps and moans loudly as she writhes against my face and I can feel she's close, I speed up my movements and seconds later she cries out as her orgasm hits. I help her ride it out before pulling away and standing beside her. I kick off my boots before unzipping my jeans and sliding them down with my boxers. I stifle my laughter when her eyes bulge at the sight of me, naked and hard in front of her. I climb back on top of her and I can feel her whole body is tense

"Relax Molly." I whisper softly as I brush my fingers over her cheek

"Is... is it going to hurt?" She asks

"Maybe a little at first, but I'll go slow and be gentle. If you need me to stop just say and I will." I reply before kissing her softly. I take a little time kissing her, until I feel her relax a little. I guide myself to her entrance and push in just a little.

"Oh my god you're huge." She gasps against my lips

"Gee thanks." I wink at her chuckling and she giggles, relaxing more. I slowly push into her, taking my time, stopping to let her adjust, until I'm buried inside of her to the hilt. Fuck she's so tight, it's going to take more than baseball to stop me exploding instantly, I need to last, to make it good for her first.

"You feel ok?" I ask and she nods. I press my lips to hers before I pull back and thrust back in slowly.

"Tell me if it's too much." I whisper and she nods again. I take her hands in mine and interlace our fingers as I kiss her softly and roll my hips against her. This isn't fucking, this is making love, slow, gentle and loving as I show her how I feel. She wraps her legs around me and I feel her moving herself, lifting her hips slightly to meet mine as I thrust in. I speed up a little, making sure I'm not hurting her. Fuck this feels so good, perfect, her body was made for me.

"Jacob." She gasps, I feel her walls gripping me and I know she's close

"Let go and come for me." I whisper in her ear. I let go of her hands and grip her hip as I thrust, then I feel her body begin to shake and her walls grip me as her head rolls back, her lips parted as she grips my forearm. She goes deathly silent as she rides her orgasm and I can't hold back anymore as I groan through my climax, burying my face in her neck.

"Are you alright?" I ask as I come down from my high, I look down at her and she nods breathlessly

"That was.... intense." She says biting her lip, I lean down and kiss her softly before gently climbing off of her.

"Are you hurting?" I ask as I lie beside her and pull her against me

"No, I'm ok. Was... was it ok for you?" She asks nervously

"It was fucking perfect Molly." I smile as I wrap my arm around her and she rests her head on my chest, with her arm over my stomach. Within minutes I can tell she's fallen asleep and I lie back with my woman in my arms as I fall asleep.