"I'm sorry about this." Aunt AJ says as she loads her car

"Honestly it's fine, I'm happy here." I smile

"If you need anything Chris will help you. You won't be able to contact me but if there's an emergency have Scarlett call her brother." She explains

"Honestly, I've packed my stuff, I'll just work, go to Nonnas and sleep above the shop, I'll be fine." I reply

"I don't mind if you go to Scars, but make sure some one from the mc is watching over you." She says before pulling me into a hug

"When I get back we'll have a girls day at the salon and catch up." She smiles. I watch as she climbs into the drivers seat and drives away, I can still hear the heavy metal music even when she's out of site.

I make my way back in the house and sit at the kitchen table with my breakfast

"Thank you for understanding." Chris says as he leans against the counter with a coffee cup in his hand

"No problem, I've seen my Grandpas PTSD, so I'm not a stranger to it, if it makes you comfortable I'm happy staying at the shop while aunt AJ is gone." I shrug.

"Do you want me to come check on you? I can bring you food?" He asks

"No, it's fine, I'll run to the store after work." I reply. The last thing I need is him showing up while I'm alone with Jacob. He reaches into his back pocket and pulls out his wallet

"Here's some cash for food." He says as he places some bills on the table

"You don't have to do that." I reply

"I want to, it's the least I can do." He nods

"I need to get to the clinic, you have my number, call me if you need anything." He says before grabbing his keys and leaving.

I quickly finish my breakfast, grab the bag I packed last night and my cello and load up my car before driving to the shop. I'm so excited to spend the next few nights alone with Jacob. I had never shared a bed with anyone before and wrapped up in Jacobs arms I felt so warm and safe, I've never slept better. I'm excited to have sex again too, my first time was incredible and intense and that was with me being unsure and nervous, I can't imagine how it will feel when I'm not nervous.

I grab my bag out of my car and make my way to the shop, no one is here yet so I head straight upstairs to the apartment to dump my bag.

"What's a beautiful girl like you doing up here all alone?" I hear his voice behind me but I don't turn around

"Waiting for you." I smile as I feel him step up behind me. I sigh as his lips brush against my neck, his arm wrapping around my waist.

"You know we have a little time before the others will get here." He whispers huskily

"Good." I say as I turn to face him. I want to try to be more confident, I know I have zero experience and he has lots, but I don't want him to get fed up with me not knowing what to do, so this morning it's my turn to take the lead. I hope.

I press my lips to his as I explore his chest with my hands. Even over his shirt I can feel every plane of muscle. He grabs my ass in both hands and pulls my body against his, I can feel he's already hard. I move away from his lips and under his beard to kiss his neck, let's see if he likes it as much as I do. When he groans I know he does and I continue as my hands travel lower, until I find his belt.

"What are you doing?" He asks as he stops me unzipping his fly

"I want to make you feel good, like you did for me." I reply

"You don't have to. I get pleasure by making you come." He says

"But I want to." I pout, he releases my hands and I fall to my knees in front of him. I unzip his jeans and let them fall to his ankles before gently moving his tented boxer briefs over his hard on and down his thighs, I don't want to hurt him and kill the mood.

I may have stayed up last night reading a blog on how to do this, because I didn't want him to see me as an inexperienced teenager, I want to do to him what he's been doing to me, or at least try. But if anyone found out I would die of embarrassment.

"Just start slow, take it easy... oh!" I run my tongue along his length, cutting off what he was saying, before swirling my tongue around the tip. I wrap my lips around the top and suck lightly as I swirl my tongue again

"Fuck." He curses as his hands tangle in my hair. With Kyle I could barely feel him in my mouth but with Jacob I'm nervous I won't be able to take him. I begin to pump, taking more of him each time and swirling my tongue on the way up. I take a breath through my nose and take him until I feel him at the back of my throat. I wrap my hand around what I can't take and begin to pump my hand and my mouth together.

"Oh fuck Molly that's good, fuck!" He groans as his hips begin to thrust towards me. I hollow my cheeks and let him thrust into my mouth, teasing him with my tongue. He thrusts faster, but I can take it, he's not thrusting too deep. Then he suddenly stops

"You better stop if you don't want me to come." He groans but no way, he didn't stop for me, I'm not stopping for him. I suck and pump him into my mouth, using my hand too as his grip on my hair tightens

"Fuck!" He roars as I feel his body tense and he releases into my mouth. I keep going until his body relaxes and I sit back on my heels.

"Jesus Christ Molly." He says breathlessly looking down at me. He immediately pulls me to my feet and his lips crash against mine. He walks me backwards and I try not to giggle at the sound of his belt on the floor as he shuffles. I feel the bed behind me, but before he can lower me onto it I pull back

"Better get to work." I smirk as I look at the clock on the wall. He groans as I slip out of his hold and begin walking towards the door

"At least you still have your underwear." I say without turning back as I hear him get dressed

"You wait until tonight. You're all mine tonight and I'm gonna make you scream." He growls making my body shiver in anticipation.