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I can't take it anymore...I just can't....but why....why....do I still....love him.....??? Why does my heart hurt so much......why??? I held my head as I cried........

I screamed into my knees as tears began falling uncontrollably......

At that moment....I remember he was hurt.....I left him with blood on his face.......is he in pain? Is he okay?? Doe she know how to clean his wounds??? All these thought ran in my mind as I got up and wiped my tears......I need to...go back....I need to help him......

I looked at my door as I placed my hand on the door knob.....I took a deep breath as I lightly opened the door to enter his room.....

As I opened the door....I saw him......there he was....the love of my life....sitting on the bed as he tried his wipe his wound from his face.....he couldn't do it.......

I slowly walked up to him....as I gently grabbed the cotton from him.....

"L-l-ent me do it..." I said as I wiped a tear from my face.......

"Y/n........" he said as he looked at me in shock....

"It's okay......let me help you......." I said as I looked down and sat beside him......

I tried to clean my wounds on my face but I couldn't do it.....i was in so much pain....but I could have cared less about the pain right now.....my mind was only on y/n....for some reason all the bad things I did to her is haunting me right now.....my heart pains every time I remember the pain I brought to her.......

As I raised my hands to place the cotton to the wound a small..soft hand grabbed the cotton from me....As I looked up I saw y/n....her eyes were red....she had tears coming from her eyes.....I felt as if my heart just broke.......why am I like this??

"L-l-let me help you..." she said....

"Y/n......" I said.....

I was dumbfounded.....she still came back to me after that.....she never left me.....my heart began racing as she sat beside me.....I gulped....Is this what true love feels like???

I lightly pressed the cotton against the wound....

"Ahh" he softly said as I held my hand....

I didn't say anything....I held his hand as I loved it away.....I continued to clean all his wounds......

"Y/n......" he softly said as he looked down at my hand where I still held onto him.....

"Oh sorry...." I said as I removed my hand from his....

"No...leave it...." he said as he grabbed back my hand......

"Taehyung......" I said.....

"Y/n....I'm...sorry...." he said as he looked down....

I looked up in shock at him.....as a single tear left my eye....

"Y/n...I'm sorry....for everything....all the pain...I c-c-caused.....I'm s-s-sorry" he said as tears began falling from his eyes....

"Taehyung....what's wrong...." I said as he slowly placed his head on my shoulder.....

"I'm sorry y/n....I'm sorry....." he said over and over again......

As he said those words...my heart broke.....I lightly pulled him into a hug....before I knew it he wrapped his arms around my waist as he pulled me closer.....he buried his head into my shoulders as he said.....

"Please forgive me....please.....I only brought pain and sorrow to you.....I never treated you right....you deserved better.....I'm not good good you....."

"Taehyung......no.....don't say that...." I said as tears began falling from my eyes.....I passed my fingers through his hair.....

"I'm not the one for you y/n...I'm not....." he said again as I felt his tears soaking my clothes

"Taehyung...stop....." I said once more....

"But y/n....." he try to say but I cut him off....

"Taehyung....I only I said.....

"W-w-what....?" He said as he slowly pulled back.......

I looked down as I tried to avoid eye contact......

"You w-w-what...?" He asked

"I-I- l-love you...." I said as tears began falling for my eyes..I tried to avoid eye contact.....but....

As I looked up I saw him smiling....as tears filled into his eyes....

He pulled me into the tightest hug.....

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