"We have to operate or she is unlikely to survive" The doctor informed

I was terrified by the news and then I immediately looked at Jungkook. His face was pale, light drop of sweat forming on his forehead as he had a completely expressionless face.

My heart broke at the sight of him. He is really like a younger brother to me and Y/N is like my younger sister. Seeing them like this is really tormenting.

"If that is needed please begin the process!" Baekhyun said making all of us look at him

Jungkook still did not divert his eyes from Y/N. It was visible in his eyes that he was painfully guilty. Slowly a drop of shining gloss fell from his eyes. He started to let out his emotions slowly through his tears.

I went over to him and patted him on the back but he did not move an inch. All the boy's got worried as they escorted Jungkook out of the room with struggle. It's like he has lost control of himself and is like a statue glued to his spot.

The doctors started to hurry to prepare the equipments. Jungkook remained standing still. It was a horrible sight to watch for us. We heard a thudding sound suddenly. All of us looked back, and saw Jungkook on his knees, with hands spread on the floor like it's trying to print on it. We were so lost in witnessing the sight of the doctor's hurry, we forgot about Jungkook behind us. We ran over to him.

Hoseok shook him but he did not reply. He shook him a few more times but nothing worked, he was still as emotionless as he was before. We all heaved a sigh and sat there silent.

"They are all lying" Jungkook whispered suddenly

We all looked at him

"T-They are all lying hyung! It's not possible! Remember she promised not to leave me! We all know Y/N always keeps her promise right?" Jungkook stated

"Jungkook..." Jimin whispered in pain

"T-They are not efficient, we should shift Y/N! I will make sure she gets the best treatment" He blabbered

"This is the best hospital in the state" A voice spoke from behind

The thought of Y/N leaving me made my heartbeat almost stop. I could not accept the fact that she has to operate again and if not she won't survive. I started to blabber that this hospital was not good enough, I mean it is not or else there would be no way that Lina could have entered and done this to Y/N. Undoubtedly the security is horrible.

"This is the best hospital in state" A voice spoke from behind

I turned and saw Baekhyun hyung standing there with a painful look. I stood up wiping my tears.

"N-No hyung, their security is horrible, or else how did Lina g-" I was cut off by Baekhyun hyung

"It's not the hospital Jungkook, it's my sister's terrible luck....I guess this is it...I am about to loose her" Baekhyun hyung said letting out his tears as he sat on the chair.

Everyone went to comfort him. I stood there in disbelief. How could everyone lose hope this easily? Y/N is a strong girl, I always addressed her as my strength. She won't lose to death so easily. I am absolutely determined about the fact that I will be right.

The operation started and I again stood in front of the operation theatre with determination that she will survive. Everyone else has lost hope.

But I won't.

I was frustrated over everything but what pained most was Jungkook's state. All the boy's have the same situation. The youngest going through a hard time is really an unbearable sight to watch for us. Since I was the closest to Jungkook, I felt worse as if I had guided him well none of these would have happened. So I am partly at fault too.

I was standing away from everyone by the window of the hospital. Witnessing the city lights illuminating as my tears dropped silently. I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked back to see Lia standing there with glossy eyes.

"You okay?" She asked

I looked away towards the window from her not wanting to admit that I am suffering.

"You know you have to stay strong" She said standing beside me

"How can I stay strong? It is just excruciating to see Jungkook like this! He is like my brother" I said

"If you fall weak then Jungkook won't have any mental support. He needs you guys to have his back or he won't be able to go through this" Lia said

Listening to her words made me think she is right. I can't fall weak but still something in me made me want to challenge her.

"Then why are you falling weak?" I asked seeing the tears in her eyes

"I have no reason to be strong, my frie-sister is fighting for death and I can do nothing about it.. I can only feel guilty for not helping her in the time she needed me" She said

She suddenly broke down into tears. She put her hand in her mouth to prevent any loud sob from coming out as we are still in the hospital. I felt my heart sink at the sight in front of me. I hugged her.

She buried her head in my chest as I felt my shirt material dampen from the tears. She hugged me tight as I did the same. We were crying continuously.

I was feeling weak and so was she and we needed this.

Suddenly the door of the operation theatre creaked open after 2 hours. We immediately and went towards everyone.

There stood the doctor with a tired expression.

"How is she?" Baekhyun asked

"She...."

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It's been 2 months and Y/N is still in a coma. That day after the operation the doctors could save Y/N but she had not woken up from the coma. We moved Y/N to the apartment after the incident as it was not safe to keep her in the hospital after that incident. The doctor comes everyday and a nurse is always on watch. I was sitting beside her while my hands were intertwined with hers when the girls and hyung's came in.

"Hey Jungkook" Lia said

I just nodded at them and looked back at Y/N. She was still pale and hooked up in machines but still she was glorious. We walked out to the living room not wanting to make a chaos around Y/N

"Hey your birthday is coming up tomorrow and we think you should celebrate, I mean its a special day right?" Hoseok said

"Special day. Screw that special day" I scoffed

"Why Jungkook? I mean you should celebrate" Jimin said

"No day is special for me, if she is not here" I said tears building in my eyes

"Atleast do it for us Jungkook" Namjoon said

My expression softened at his request. But I could not leave her, not like this just because we want to celebrate my birthday.

"I am sorry hyung but I can't" I replied

"Why not?" Yunhee asked whining

That's when I lost it and screamed at her.

"WHICH PART OF ME SAYING I CAN'T LEAVE HER DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND!?!" I screamed as she flinched

"You are really something Jungkook! We are get trying to help you and you scream at us?!" She spat back

"Well I don't need your fucking help!!" I spat back

"Stop acting like your just protecting her. Do not forget the fact that you initiated all this in the first place!! That also for no good reason. We want to help you refresh your mind and just for the sake of respect please do so" She said

I stood silent as whatever she said was right. I felt terrible, I looked down to my feet in guilt.

"I'm sorry.." I whispered

"It's fine Jungkook.." Yoongi said giving a look to Yunhee

"So? Will you?" Taehyung hyung asked

I thought about it for a second and decided to do it for them.

"Fine! But in one condition"

"What?" Taehyung asked again

"Don't expect me to go around laughing, I will just attend" I declared

They all sighed and agreed.

"And try too enjoy too!" Someone said

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