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I promised this girl I would give her the best night of her life.

Today is finally the day I'm gonna make it come true.

Good news: we passed the project and ended up getting a 92%! I was so relieved that we did so well because the whole time during our presentation I was stiff like a dead body and I thought we would fail, but Autumn was so professional. I couldn't understand how sophisticated she was; she didn't even look nervous! It made me admire her even more if that was possible.

I could feel the doc below me creak everytime I moved my feet. I lifted my head up and gazed at the sky. The sky was a tranquility of black with a poetry of stars scattered across it. I could always feel my soul more clearly at night; oh how the night sparked nebulas inside me.

The full moon was placed high in the sky, giving off an enchanting light like no other to the cold and darkened earth.

I smiled to myself. I wish I could go to the moon one day when I'm older. That would be so unbelievably cool.

The black lake swayed to the rythym of the wind as the moonlight lit a silver path down the middle, as if light was shined down from the gods.

Why is the night so beautiful? It's probably one of the most beautiful things to me, besides my Autumn of course.

My hands were shoved in my pant pockets. My hair was gelled back but it still blew a little bit in the wind. I was dressed somewhat nicely; I wore a white v-neck shirt, black jeans, a black leather jacket and converse. I honestly felt like I was in the movie Grease.

I pulled my phone out of my back pocket and checked the time. It was 7:35.

I shoved my phone back in my pocket and sighed. "Where is-''

"I'm here!" I heard the angelic voice of my girlfriend from behind me.

I turned around. "Hello, princes-''

My eyes widened and my pupils dialated when I got a first look at Autumn.

She curled her hair into small ringlets and they bounced every step she made towards me. It was cold, so she was wearing a black fur coat that made her look like a movie star. She had on a white bandaged dress and some nice black sandals. I looked at her chest and saw the gold necklace that I gave her for Christmas. I smiled.

"Loss of words, huh?" she teased me with a smirk on her face.

I blinked. "Sorry, you're just so beautiful. It's hard to find a proper sentence to say sometimes."

She looked at the ground and blushed. Sometimes she could be so confident until I say something and then she gets all embarrassed and innocent. It was really cute.

I kissed her cheek. "How did I get so lucky to have someone like you?"

She smiled at what I said and my heart tingled with excitement. Her smile always got me going crazy with love.

"So, are you ready to go in the boat?" I asked her, stepping aside so she could get a good view of the boat I rented for tonight's date.

When her eyes drew to the boat, she gasped in shock.

This boy is so amazing. Nobody's every treated me the way he does.

Especially now. I never thought he would go out of the ball park for a date.

Ryder rented a two seater boat to ride around the lake. Around the rim of the boat were fairy lights. A bouquet of red, pink and white roses were laying on one of the seats. There were two glasses and a bottle of champagne, and there was also a speaker connected to his phone so he could play any song.

"Well...do you like it or what?!" Ryder asked me as I stared wide-eyed at the beautiful scenery in front of me.

"I...I love it so much. Wow, you're amazing, Ryder."

I stepped in the boat, grabbed the flowers, and sat down. I patted the seat next to me, "come on lets go."

He smiled and hopped in next to me. "Anywhere with you."

He sat down and started the ignition for the boat, and we were on our way.

I didn't know how long it was, probably three hours, but we were out on the water for a very long time just chatting about everything, sipping champagne, and kissing from time to time.

The song 'What You Won't Do for Love' by Bobby Caldwell came on and it fit the moment perfectly. I closed my eyes, taking in the peacefulness of the moment.

"Autumn," Ryder said and I opened my eyes to look at him. He looked so charming that it took my breath away.

"Y-Yes?" I stuttered.

"Some people go around the world for love,

But they may never find what they dream of."

Ryder turned the ignition off so we were floating on the water. He took the flowers out of my hands and placed them on the ground so he could hold onto both of my hands.

"In my world only you make me do for love what I would not do."

"You know, I can't believe someone like you is real, and I can't believe someone like you loves me," Ryder told me.

I listened to him, not saying a word. I didn't need to; his words spoke to me in ways no one else really ever could.

"I can't believe the things I do for you."

"I've never known the true meaning of love until I met you. You mean so much more to me than anything in my life. You healed me from my brokenness and I can't thank you enough for that. Everytime I'm with you I feel alive, happy, in love, and free."

"I want to marry you someday. And after college if we're still together, I'm going to do just that." His eyes glistened and in them I could see our future together.

He let go of my hand and used his fingers to tuck my hair behind my ear. After he tucked the hair behind my ear he cupped the side of my face with his hand

"In the beginning, we were just two teenagers trying to heal eachother from one another's despairs without even knowing it. Before we dated, I remember always wanting to see your face because it made me feel complete inside. It made me want to feel love. You are the reason I want to live life to the fullest."

He kissed my lips tenderly and slowly, then he looked at me, his face a couple inches away from mine. The gold specks in his eyes glowed just as bright as the fairy lights around us. The brown in his eyes held a firey love I could see burning within his soul.

A happy tear escaped his eye and trickled down his cheek. "God, I am so in love with you."

My lip quivered like I was about to cry as I smiled. "I am so in love you with you as well, you don't even know."

We kissed and in my head, all I could think about is giving this boy everything I have. I wanted him to truly belong to me and I wanted to belong to him.

I know I was scared of ever doing what I wanted to do again, but if it's for Ryder, I will conquer any fears I have. But this time, I know I won't be taken advantage of, I know Ryder will never hurt me.

So it's finally time I show him just how much I love him.

"Ryder..."

"Yes, angel?"

"Is your mom home?" I asked curiously.

He lifted his eyebrow. "No, she's at dinner with her friends. Knowing my mom, the dinner will probably last until three in the morning."

I smiled. "Do you want to go back home?"

I think Ryder knew what I meant because he looked down at me with a worried expression. "Are you sure, Autumn?"

I nodded. "Yes. I'm ready."

Ryder turned the ignition on and started driving towards the doc. "Ok. Our hours for renting the boat are almost over anyways."

The song 'Slowly Dancing in the Dark' by Joji came on as we cruised down the lake.

I closed my eyes and let the song take over me.

***

Right when we got into Ryder's room he shut the door, locked it, and started kissing me violently.

I couldn't breathe as Ryder's mouth attacked mine with hard and dominate kisses. I tried to keep up with how fast his lips were.

He removed his lips from mine. I opened my eyes slightly, still taken aback by his hungry kisses, but I could hear him push things over and off his desk so I would have room to sit on it.

Grabbing ahold of my waist, Ryder easily picked me up and placed me on his desk.

Desire, lust and love glowed in his dark eyes as he stared into mine. He took off my fur coat and threw it onto the floor.

I gulped nervously and licked my bottom lip.

Ryder began to nibble the sensitive part right below my ear. "Do you know what I want to do to you, angel?" his seductive tone left me uneasy. I couldn't catch my breath.

Shivers ran down my spine and goose bumps rose on my skin. I closed my eyes at the feel of his soft lips. "What do you want to do?" I whispered back, not really focusing on what I was saying but rather on his nibbles.

Slowly, he ran his hands up my thighs and up to my hips. He locked his hands on my hips, sliding me even closer to his body.

"I want to taste you. It's all I can think about. I want to hear you moan my name while I pleasure you on the most intimate part of your body."

Now that got my attention. I gasped at how egar he sounded — like he's been waiting a lifetime for this moment.

Nobody's ever wanted me like Ryder. It made me want to give everything to him. I wanted to be all his and his only.

He stopped kissing the sensitive part under my ear and looked up at me with the cutest puppy eyes, but the deadliest smirk. "Will you let me?" he asked, cocking his head to the side.

Just his words were making me more and more wet and sensitive down there, and he hadn't even touched me there yet.

I needed him. He needed me. We knew that.

I nodded weakly. "Y-Yes. I'm all yours. Please take me, Ryder."

He licked his lips and grinned.

Before I could process what was happening, Ryder smashed his lips onto mine, forcing me to kiss him back really hard because of how forceful his mouth was. He kissed me like I was air and he needed to breathe.

I grabbed his brown, messy hair tightly and gasped when his tongue slid in, exploring my mouth like it was his treasure.

I could feel Ryder grasp under my thighs and lift me up. We traveled to his bed, never breaking the kiss.

Ryder threw me onto the bed and my head landed on his pillow with a thud.

I watched him rip off his shirt and unbuckle his belt. My breathing became uneasy while I bit my lip to prevent me from drooling like a dog — because dammnnn he looked so hot.

Once he took his shirt off he climbed on top of me and pinned my hands above my head.

Ryder ran his free hand down my stomach and rested it on my thigh, giving me butterflies. His brown eyes twinkled with love as he looked into my eyes and smiled. "You're so beautiful, Autumn. I love you."

To no ones surprise, I blushed madly.

"I...I love y-you too." I could barely speak.

His warm touch on my thigh went away when he used his hands to lift my dress up and off my body, exposing my white lace bra to him.

He looked down and me and I knew exactly what he was thinking. I nodded to him in approval.

Ryder nibbled and kissed my neck and jawline, leaving hickeys on my neck, and I heard the sound of my bra unclasping.

I wanted to cover myself but at the same time I wanted Ryder to see. I couldn't tell what I wanted most.

I had no time to decided what I wanted because right when my bra hit the bedroom floor, Ryder had his mouth attached to my nipple while his right hand cupped my other breast.

He used his other hand to wrap around my waist and pull me up so I was sitting on his lap as he attacked my chest.

I let my head fall back as I let out a breathless moan. I kissed the top of his head and my fingers got lost in his hair.

Once I felt him flick the tip of his tongue against my hard nipple, I clawed his back with my nails. "R-Ryder..."

He flopped me onto my back and got right back on top of me. His mouth made trails of kisses all the way down my stomach until he reached my white lace thong.

"You're still okay with this, right baby?" he said worriedly, making sure he wasn't violating me even though before I said I wanted him to.

"Yes, I am okay with it, Ry," I reassured him.

"Ok. I just don't want to hurt you or anythin-''

"Ryder," I sat up on my elbows and looked him dead in the eye, "you could never hurt me. I trust you."

He smiled and kissed my forehead. "You're right. I won't ever hurt you, my princess."

I could see him lick his lips. He looked me deeply in my eyes as his tongue flicked against my covered nether region.

I bit my lip. He was teasing me. "D-Don't tease me," I whispered faintly.

He chuckled a low chuckle and I could feel it vibrate down there since his mouth was so close. I could feel myself become wet than before, if that was even possible.

"You're so wet, love. Do I really affect you this much?" His smirk was proud and triumphant.

I nodded weakly.

His teeth clung onto the band of my panties as he slid them slowly down my legs. Once they were completely off, he tossed them to the floor.

Ryder's muscular arms hooked around my thighs in order to prevent me from closing them or moving around too much.

With a seductive smirk, he huskily said "I'm gonna make you feel so fucking good."

I gasped very loudly when his lips made contact with my nether region.

"Ryder!"

He licked me up and down fiercely like he was starving, occasionally sucking on my clit.

His open-mouthed kisses against my folds made me stiffen at how good it felt. I gripped a fistful of his messy hair and with the other hand I gripped the sheets.

I arched my back. The pleasure he was giving me — such an unexplainable feeling that made me feel like I wasn't really there. It made me feel like I was lost in a hazy paradise. He took me to a frenzy, another world.

He unhooked one arm from my thigh and used his hand to pet circles fastly as he continued to lick.

I moaned so loud. I really hoped the neighbors were not home.

"Shit. I knew you would taste good, but I never thought it would be this amazing," Ryder mumbled against me while he continued to lick but instead of petting, he stuck a finger inside me, pumping in and out.

"Oh god!" I shrieked, not expecting him to do that.

"Cum on my finger, love," Ryder demanded, sticking another finger inside me. He lowered his head and flicked his tongue repeatedly against my clit while continuing to finger.

I wanted to close my legs because it was such a pleasure-able feeling. I know that doesn't make sense but trust me, it felt way too good to be real.

I closed my eyes and moaned for the millionth time. "I'm going to cum!"

He licked me faster and fingered faster. "Please do."

I released onto his finger, breathing hard when I did so. Ryder looked me dead in the eye as he inserted his finger into his mouth, sucking on it until the liquid was gone.

"Mmm," he moaned. "So good."

I was panting like crazy. It felt so good what Ryder did to me and I wanted him to feel the exact same pleasure he gave me.

I snapped back into reality and rolled Ryder over so I was on top of him.

My lips attached like a suction cup to his jawline and neck. I sucked and kissed everywhere on his neck until I left enormous hickeys, just like he did to me.

His moans turned me on even more so with a swift movement, I pulled down his boxers and his erection popped out immediately.

I grabbed his member in my hand and flicked my tongue repeatedly against his tip.

"Don't tease," he moaned as his head fell back onto the pillow.

Pumping him with force, I wrapped my mouth around him, bobbing my head up and down.

It made me feel some type of way because of how easily I was affecting him. His moans were so sexy to my ears and I wanted to hear him moan as loud as he could.

Before he could cum, I kissed his lips. "I'm ready, Ryder."

He got on top of me. "Are you sure?" he asked me again.

I nodded. "I want this, just like you."

He positioned himself to my entrance. "Ok." Ryder kissed my lips. "Remember I love you so much."

"I love- oh!" I gasped loudly at how big he was inside of me. I felt so full and I winced at the pain.

"I'm so sorry, princess. Does it hurt too much? I'll stop if it does." Ryder seemed really worried.

I shook my head. "No, I'm okay, really. It's feeling a little better now."

"Ok," he said huskily and began to pump in and out of me.

After a couple minutes it started to feel amazing as the pain faded. I moaned and closed my eyes in pleasure as he thrusted harder and harder into me.

"Ahh, fuck," Ryder grunted.

He lowered his body so he could kiss my neck. I dug my nails into his back deeper and deeper everytime he would go deeper inside me.

"Ah, Ryder!" I screamed when I felt a knott in my stomach that was about to explode with an unexplainable pleasure.

We moaned in sync together and when his thrust became sloppy, he cried out.

"I'm gonna cum soon." But before he could, he pulled out and began to pump himself.

I opened my mouth for him and with one loud, breathless moan, Ryder cummed all over my tongue.

I swallowed the salty, wet liquid and licked my lips.

After he came, he collapsed next to me and I cuddled in his chest.

He held me tight and kissed my cheek. "I love you, Autumn, and I will say it so many more times."

I smiled. "I love you."

Before I knew Ryder, never in a million years would I have thought that I would find someone like him — not after Luke.

But then I found him, and I will never let go.

He is mine, and I am his.