I was left alone in his now our room.I rolled my eyes to take a proper look of the splendid architectural master work .The square room was more gigantic than my previous house.The walls were painted in white and grey which were clearly depicting my husband's taste.

Classy yet sober.

There was huge window on the north walls with white translucent curtains was the place I liked the most which had an adjacent balcony.Beside the window there was a walk in closet and a door most probably the bathroom beside the closet.

The walls were simply empty except few paintings and his pictures with her family mostly his grandparents on two walls,not much to her surprise because she was here as his wife because his grandfather wished.

There was a large screen just in the opposite wall to the king size bed.The bed sheets were also of grey and black defining his dark character.My eyes were not ready to believe on the illusive reality of my surroundings.

After scanning the room my thoughts again drifted to my new life as a Shekhawat.It was my first night with my husband.I was in a myriad of miscellaneous thoughts .What should I do?Wait for my not so caring husband who clearly dislikes me or sleep before he come.

My whole body was sweating in nervousness in a chilly weather.I was numb .I didn't want to give him another reason to hate me more by even a mere stupidity of mine.

My chain of thoughts was broken by a loud slamming of the door.It was so intense that my whole body shook and I flinched few inches back

from my place .

My heart started beating maniacally .It would jump out of my body if it wasn't protected by the strong rib cage.He was there ,I could feel his presence by the angered huffing of him.

I timidly made an attempt to match his brown eyes which became intensively dark.I knew he isn't a man whom I can persuade or try to win his attention.He can skillfully preserve his ego and hatred that sprouted

for me.He would never give a

chance to me .

His state was devastated with few buttons of his shirt opened and tie hanging loosely.His hairs were messy .It sliced my heart into pieces..

But the most scary thing was his beautiful brown eyes were lava red.Anger was oozing out from them.

Before I can register anything,he clutched my by her shoulders.It pained me as his grip was as strong as iron.

"You bloody gold digger...how dare you to.. manipulate my grandfather..ha tell me..if you want my money.. then simply told me..all you had to do was just warm my bed for a single night..I had pay you enough to spend your life... without doing anything.."he spatted venom in his slurry voice.

The alcohol had taken away his senses completely what I assumed because still my heart www saying that he couldn't disgrace a woman with such words or I wasn't aware of his colourful life.

Fresh tears rolled down from my eyes.My dreams shattered into million pieces by his words.

"Mr. Shekhawat..it's..it's..yo..your.. grand.. father wish ..that..w..we.. should..ge..get.. married.."I somehow gathered the small amount of courage I had and replied like a prey.

"Yeah..how can forget that you spell the charms of your innocence on him..and he imposed you on me..right..?"he laughed dangerously.

"I.. didn't manipulate..him.."I answered slowly yet firmly.The man who claimed the place of my husband,who took the oath of preserving my pride ,who promised me to give me the respect was ripping off without any hesitation.

But my words did the opposite,he quickly grabbed my forearm trying his best to hurt me .His strong grip literally crushed my bones.

"Ahh Mr. Shekhawat leave me... you're hurting me..Ahh.."I winced as the pain was becoming miserable.

"shut..up..just shup you bloody liar..do you really think that you worth to be my wife...."he said and started dragging me towards the mirror.

"Have you ever seen your reflection..? You're just a piece of dreg..you know my bed mates they have all the womanly charm you barely stand for.."he mocked me.

"You're nobody to me..do you get that..whoever you are..I have fulfilled my grandpa's promise of marrying the girl of his choice that's it..now get lost of my sight.. don't you ever dare to step inside my room..okay you filthy woman.."he shouted for the last time.

His legs were shaking badly .

I stood their emotionless .My fate again ditched me like always.My life partner called me by different names.

For a moment if I think with his point of view,like me he is too forced into this marriage.He hates me because

he couldn't marry a girl

of his choice.

But the allegations he imposed on me?He called me a gold digger.A little part of it is true.Yes I need money for my family ,indeed I badly need the certain amount of money for my mother's treatment and my brother's education but it didn't mean that I am a gold digger because I didn't marry him for the sake of my own desire of living a luxurious life.

Money is the last thing I give the least preference .

Did I really deserve such loathe and hatred for doing nothing..?

I listened to his every insult just for the sake of the promise I had given

to the old man.

"I said GET OUT OF MY ROOM..."he shouted piercing my eardrums.

"But where will I go..I..I don't know.. anything about..this.. place.."I idiotically asked him as if he would answer in a decent manner!

"I don't care just fade away from my sight if you want me not to hurt you just get lost..."he said jerking his head in frustration.

I understood there was no use to argue with him on this topic.Sooner he will kick me out of his room better I should leave saving my leftover

self respect.

I took a last glance of his face which he tilted to other side.I smiled sadly on my fate who made a joke of me that night.I could not see my future neither good not bad.

There was just uncertainty where

this meaningless relationship will lead us.I knew he will too suffer the consequences.He has to present me

as his better half to the world .Take me to the social or corporate events where spouse's presence is expected.

My body and mind was too weak to retaliate to the man turned monster any more so I slowly basically with baby steps dragged out of OUR ROOM.

He closed the door behind me not caring to ask me to spend the night in the numberless rooms of the castle.

I had everything but nothing!

Ultimately my dam of patience broke down.The tears I had controlled for the sake of my loved ones cascaded down my eyes without my permission.I fell down on the cold floor taking the support of the wall.

The darkness of the gargantuan castle was my companion for the rest of the hours of night as well as my life.I should learn to live with this fact

of my life.

I didn't know whom to ask for giving me a lone corner where I could hide myself from the dissuading stares of the family whose I become an unwanted member .

I was badly missing the motherly lap of my mother and the million dollar smile of my brother which can erase my pains and worries in no time.

I cried and cried until my eyes gave up and I fallen asleep in any hour of the longest night of my life.