He didn't speak for a while .It seemed he was trying to calm him down first and then continue with our conversation but I was not in a mood to let him go without a proper explanation.Getting up from the bed I wiped my tears and looked directly into his surprise filled eyes.

May be I was just a woman in his life whom he could display to the world but I am not intended to be a trophy wife only.

Marrying him wasn't my choice but a deal I had accepted to save my family but I fell in love with this man according to my wish .

"Randhir..I thought you really wanted to give us a chance but you again proved me wrong..."I sniffed but still continued,"I would be just a mere toy with whom you can play anytime...but I am not greater one who will let you go easily..."

"Sanyukta.. enough of your non sense..I am not saying anything then it doesn't mean I will hear your baseless allegations..."he said in a frustrating tone while running his fingers through his dense hairs.

"This must be seeming rubbish to you..hell why not I am your that innocent wife whom you can fool anytime you want..to safeguard your

bed tales.."my voice dropped sarcasm.

"Enough Sanyukta you have spoke more than required .May be whatever you heard was right but it doesn't mean you got the right to judge me or my character on that basis.."he yelled this time and grabbed my hand in his furious grip.

"Leave me Randhir..we're over..this relationship is over.. You're free from me..go and get yourself a perfect woman who will satisfy your needs.."I tried to free myself from him.

"I don't give you this right to decide about Us..do you get that.."he whispered dangerously his eyes were blazing which also added fuel to my anger as well.

In spite of being ashamed of his deeds,he was spatting back at me .Finally my tears gave up and I

sat down on the bed clutching

my head .

"I am begging you Randhir..please don't make me a pawn of your game..I can't bear all this..I...I would die.. please don't break me on such extent that I would end up my lif..."I couldn't speak further as his rough lips shut my mouth .

His grip tightened around my waist that I started feeling suffocated.He was chewing my lips mercilessly.I felt extreme pain oozing out of my lips but it was nothing compare to the pain I was feeling in my heart.

After a minute he departed and wiped the blood drop from my swollen lips using his thumb.

"I am sorry..but please never utter such words again.."he spoke in a serious voice.

"That's not my answer..Randhir.."I said not bothering about his concern for me.

"I thought you have started trusting me.."he said with a sad chuckle.

"And I thought you brought me here to give us a chance ,to give me my right and respect of being your wife ...but I was just an excuse in fact it was your and that bitch Livy's plan to enjoy your secret honeymoon.."I shouted my lungs out.

"Sanyukta... You're not in your sense it's better if we'll talk about it in the morning.."he said getting up from

the floor but I held his wrist .

"No Randhir in fact I got my senses back now.. till now I was blinded by your fake generosity..."I greeted my teeth.

"Sanyukta I am telling you for the last time..end this conversation right here..or else it will be our last conversation as husband and wife.."he said slowly .

"Then let it be our last conversation.. because I don't want to force myself in this meaningless marriage..which is nothing but a safety valve for you.."I kept shouting though my throat was scratched.

"Okay..you want answer right..til now I was thinking that somewhere in your heart you trust me but I think I shouldn't build up our future..when this relation is nothing but a glass castle on a straw built foundation.."he took a long deep breath and then said,"My mother wants to throw you out of my life thats why she told Livy to cast her charms upon me so that you will leave me and she will get the opportunity to hitch me with a girl born with silver spoon in her mouth..".

"What did you just say..?"I repeated like a complete stupid.

"What you heard Sanyukta..I was telling this only to Livy..when you came there and jump on a conclusion that I am cheating on you.."he curtly replied and went inside the bathroom.

Shit.. Sanyukta what have you done..?He cares for you . Can't you see that morever you must learn trusting your partner but you broke his heart .He could have easily cheated on you yet he proved his loyalty as a husband.

The wife who loved her husband madly inside me ,cursed me for my sinful stupidity.I waited for him to appear and moment later he came back after changing into his night robe.

"I..I..am sorry.."I murmured guiltily not daring to look at him.

"Sleep Sanyukta it's too late.."he coldly said and laid facing his back to me.

"Randhir..please once listen to me..if somebody else might be on my place he or she would think the same..and I am ashamed f for it.."I begged but he didn't move

"No Sanyukta it only shows how greatly you trust your life partner..and thanks for showing my value in your life.."he laughed bitterly.

"Randhir please..at least for once..listen to me.."I pleaded amidst my sobs thus he sighed and turned

to me.

"I am sorry.."I whispered.

"Sanyukta...I am not angry.."he said sitting up and wiped my tears."In fact I am hurt..that you didn't trust me for a once..I accept my past gives you a hard time to believe on me but no marriage can work for a longer period if there is no mutual trust between the two people and exactly the same happened with you..".

"I know I have done a mistake .I believe on my rational mind rather than listening to you..but I..I.."I lost the words to convey the different things that was going inside me like

a storm.

"You're feeling guilty of your mistake..right..?"he asked.

I nodded my head slowly without looking at him.I was feeling pathetic and disappointed by myself.

"Strawberry just forget everything..what is done can never be corrected..so there is no use of crying over the split milk..hmm.."he said pulling me on his lap.

"Still I am sorry for my stupity..I promise I will never do this again.."I mumbled and dropped my body on his chest.

"You will be forgiven only..if..you accept my one condition .."he smirked and gave me a hard tug causing us to fall on the bed . He was completely over me whereas I gulped hard not knowing what must be his condition.

"Condition...?"I confusingly stared

at him in the faint neon yellow light .He gazed at me with a smile playing on his lips.

"Strawberry.. so my condition is..."he paused and tucked my hairs behind my ears that were sprawled on my face.I bit my bottom lip to hide my nervousness.

"You should know about my needs.."saying this he bent down and captured my lips for a tender passionate kiss.I was taken aback by his unexpected change of mood .A minute ago he was sitting on a volcano and now worshipping me with all love and care he had .

My heart was hammering against my rib cage.What was wrong with me?I always wished for it.Now when my wish was granting ,I felt anxious.

The lowering of my zipper brought me back on the real world when I felt his cold fingers my bra unclasping as well.Second later I was lying with no barrier under his predatory gaze but there was no lust in his dark orbs.

"Tell me to stop if you don't feel comfortable..."he said craning his face up from my chest.

I wanted to say that I couldn't stop him even if I wanted because my heart and body wouldn't allow me

to do so .He devoured my shoulders with dewy kisses giving a clench in my core.Though the room was fully air conditioned but his passionate kisses were increasing the temperature inside my body.

"F**k..stop Sanyukta.."he breathed as I begin to kiss his adam's apple and way down his carved chest while removing his shirt off his body.He wrapped his hands on my waist and pushed his rock hard member on my desired area.

I bite his skin just above his college bone where I knew he felt weak and would certainly take the charge.And exactly same happened.With a quick swirl he changed our position and I was pinned on the mattress.

"Sanyukta..."he groaned gazing at my naked frame with lust this time but my eyes widended to the size of the saucers when I found him throwing his boxers in the corner of the room.

"The night will be long..Mrs. Shekhawat.."saying this he again pondered over me taking my right breast into his warm mouth.I scratched his back in heavenly pleasure.His hands were stroking my arms and nape.

My heart beat rose as he took my lips into a heated kiss while coming between my legs but he was in a mood to tease me .I bite his lips in frustration.

"Randhir.."I begged so shy to tell him what I needed.He smiled understanding my unsaid words.

"Look into my eyes Sanyu.."he said locking our hands."Do you trust me..?"

I blinked my eyes .

Slowly and gradually he entered me taking all the Insecurities and complaints I had against him.He gave me delicate strokes taking care that I hadn't experienced all these things before.He claimed my soul and body .

I kissed him with all passion and love I could devour into the moment.He took me into the forbidden land of ecstasy .With passing seconds I felt a fire ball forming in the pit of my stomach which grew bigger bigger and ......

"I love you..Randhir..."

I screamed feeling something exploded thus I realised that I reached on my climax.