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Looking over to my left she was quietly sitting in the passenger seat on our way back to school

I'm still not sure why I brought her to that cliff with me

I don't even fucking know why I decided to talk to her today

There was just something about her that felt so compelling

"Aaron" I heard her say all of a sudden

"What"

"Can we get ice cream on the way?" She hesitantly asked

"No"

"Please Aaron I promise I'll stop talking to you if you get me ice cream"

But I don't want you to stop talking to me

"I said no Jennie"

She sighed as she fell back in her seat

"God your annoying you know that" she suddenly said

"Same goes for you love" I said turning my gaze back to her

She's so pretty

She had Light brown hair and hazel eyes as well as a heart shaped face with full pink lips

I couldn't help but wonder how those lips would look wrapped around my di-

Not the time Aaron

Arriving back to school I parked the car and headed towards the football field

Hearing her footsteps behind me I turned back around and looked down at her

"What do you want"

"Wel-l the bells not gonna ring yet so I was wondering if I could walk with you" she said causing me to grow confused

Did she really want to be around me?

Not many people notice me or talk to me so why did she?

We sat down at the benches next to each other staring out at the field

"Aaron?"

I turned my eyes back to her seeing she already had hers on mine

"Um I have a question"

"What is it?"

"I was um wondering if you wanna be um friends?" She hesitantly asked

Yes

"No"

"Oh, um alright" she softly said

A few minutes passed by and I noticed her standing up from her seat

"Im gonna start heading to class, um I'm sorry if I've been annoying yo-"

"Your not fucking annoying Jennie" I quickly cut her off

Before she can respond I got up and walked away from her

She wanted to be my friend?

I ended up leaving school and headed back to the cliff I took Jennie too earlier

I usually go there when there's a lot on my mind

Reaching the cliff I got out my car and walked towards the edge

I sat down hanging my feet off the edge while staring down at the ocean

I need to stay away from Jennie

I cant allow myself to get too close to her just for her too end up leaving, because that's what every fucking person does

They act like they care about you and let you get attached to them, but in the end they go away

It's a shame that those very people you protect and care for are the first ones to turn there fucking backs on you

I mean, all my life I had been worrying about other people, worrying about their well-being, but while I was out caring for others, who the fuck was out for me?

No one was, and that was my first step into reality

Because no one is able to save me but myself

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