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Walking away from my locker I felt the need to hurt someone

Why the fuck did I feel like this

When I saw Jennie leaving the cafeteria I noticed some ugly ass dude laughing next to her

Why was he laughing

Why was he even fucking talking to her

Why did I even care, it's not like I like Jennie, but seeing that guy walking with her and smiling made me furious and I don't even fucking know why

Do I like her?

No you don't Aaron

But something about her was so alluring, I'd probably never admit it but talking to her felt nice

People usually avoided me especially after what happened last year

She probably wouldn't talk to me after she finds out who I really am

I'm not someone she would wanna be near, she's too good for me

I'm not someone that deserves friends or comfort from anyone, I don't deserve anything

Sometimes I think I want to disappear but all I really want is to be found

Leaning against the wall outside the school I suddenly spotted Jennie walking out of the school with a smile on her face as the same guy walked next to her

I grew more tense at the thought of him making her smile

She met my eyes and quickly looked away passing by but I grabbed her wrist pulling her back in front of me

As we both silently held a gaze I glanced over her figure, she was wearing a simple green dress but she still managed to look gorgeous

What the fuck am I saying

"Um Jennie do you know him" the dumb fuck said looking at me

"Yea I do, do you need something Aaron" she said with a confused look on her face

"I'm dropping you off home"

"Um it's fine I can walk home it's not that far"

"Im dropping you off Jennie"

"Dude she said she's fine" the guy spoke again

"Was I fucking talking to you" I said averting my eyes from Jennie to him

"Jennie if you want I can take you home instead" he said

"Look perm boy it's better you fucking go right now" I said turning my eyes back to Jennie

"Perm? My curls are 100 percent natural!" He muttered with a look of anger across his face

"Look guys it's fine I can walk home" Jennie suddenly said darting her eyes between me and him

"No lets go" I said as I grabbed her wrist pulling her away

"Jennie I forgot to give you my number!" He yelled as we walked towards my car

"Go throw you self of a fucking cliff ugly lookin as-"

"Aaron! You don't have to be so rude it's not nice" she suddenly said as we got in the car

"Who was he"

"Just a new friend I made today" she said as I started the engine

"Yeah a friend" I uttered staring at her

"Are you jealous Aaron?" She said turning to meet my stare

Yes

"No, why the fuck would I be jealous"

"Then why were you so mean to him"

"Cause he's fucking ugly his face pisses me off"

"That's not very nice"

"Who said I was nice darling"

"Well you can at least try to be, you don't have to be mean to everyone you know"

"I don't like people Jennie so I'm not going to try and get along with them"

"Neither do I, people treated me like shit, but you don't see me walking around and being a bitch now do you?" She said staring out the window

I quickly looking away from her not responding

I didn't know how to respond

"That's what I thought" she muttered

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SORRY I DIDN'T UPDATE YESTERDAY I WAS IN A AIRPLANE AND IT BLEW UP AND I HAD TO SWIM THROUGH THE PACIFIC OCEAN AND MY FAMILY ALL DROWNED😩😩