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It was Thursday and me and Aaron were heading to my house

Today in Math class the teacher assigned us a project we had to do together and my dumbass suggested we go to my house to finish it

I was growing really anxious at the thought of him at my house

What if my mom was home?

She would probably act all nice and shit if she saw him, that's how she is, she makes people think that she's a great mom when in reality she's not, I just hope she doesn't get mad at me later for inviting him

Maybe she's not even here, she's usually out at this time

Aaron pulled over in front of my house as I slowly stepped out of the car heading towards the door

I hesitantly opened the door stepping in and locking it behind us

I was hoping my mom wasn't here

But that hope was gone when I heard footsteps coming down the stairs causing me to feel uneasy

Suddenly my mom appeared in front of us and her eyes were locked on Aaron

Aarons eyes darted from my mom to me with a unreadable look across his face

"Um h-hey mom, this is Aaron, me and him have to finish a project for school, I hope you don't mind me inviting him" I said hoping she wouldn't get mad at me later

"Of course not sweetheart" she replied with a fake smile on her face

"Well it's nice to meet you Aaron, you're a very good looking young man" she said as her eyes traveled down his body

"Mom-"

"You know i'm surprised someone like you would talk to my daughter, I've rarely seen anyone bother talking to her" she quickly cut me off laughing

Well that hurt

"We don't have much time on this project so can you lead me to your room Jennie" Aaron suddenly said looking at me while ignoring my mom

"Well you kids can go do your work, Jennie I'm going out somewhere but I'll be back tonight, we have something to talk about" she said making my stomach turn

"Alright" I said heading towards my room while Aaron followed

Moving into my room I stared at Aaron examining my room

Our rooms were pretty different, while his was mostly black, mine was a bit more colorful. I had a large bed in the middle of the room with a white blanket on top, there were plants everywhere including a large sage carpet on the floor as well as many posters all over my walls, and a giant bookshelf on one side of my room

Aaron headed towards my bed and sat up leaning his back against the headboard

I grabbed my backpack and moved to sit next to him against the headboard

"I'm sorry if my mom made you feel uncomfortable" I said turning to look at him

"Don't apologize for other people Jennie"

"I know im sorry"

"You say sorry way too fucking much"

"Sorr-"

"Shut up" he replied looking at me

I quietly pulled out my papers looking away from him

"I have a question" I muttered

"Hm"

"Why do you hate me?"

"I don't fucking hate you"

"Really because it seems like you do"

"Jennie just because I didn't want to be your friend doesn't mean I fucking hate you" he said turning to look at me

"Well why don't you wanna be friends with me, everyone needs a friend"

I need a friend

"Friends are fucking pointless, why would I talk to someone that's just gonna end up betraying me in the end"

"It's true everyone ends up hurting you in the end, but sometimes, I don't know I guess it's nice to know that your not completely invisible"

"Well I'd rather fucking be invisible than be with people that make me feel indivisible"

"I wouldn't make you feel invisible" I found myself saying

"Look Jennie, I'm not someone you would wanna be friends with, I've done some shit in the past that would make you regret talking to me, I'm messed up darling"

"Whatever you did, you had a reason right?"

"What?" He said with a confused look on his face

"People are the way they are based on how they were raised, and I don't think your messed up Aaron and I would still like to be your friend" I said again

He didn't respond so I turned to look at him seeing his eyes already on me with a unreadable look on his face

He was so close, I could feel his breath on my lips as we both silently held a gaze, staring at one another

I licked my lips suddenly entranced by his eyes, they were watching me with a new glint on them

His eyes darted between my eyes and lips as our breathing increased

I averted my eyes to his lips and couldn't help but wonder if they would taste the same as last time, I slowly moved forward surprising him as I softly pressed my lips to his taking my time feeling his lips against mine

He suddenly groaned as he grabbed the back of my neck with his large hand moving me closer as he deepened the kiss

I hesitantly trailed my arm up to his chest as he grabbed my waist pulling me on top on him so I was straddling him

He pressed his forehead against mine looking into my eyes as he trailed my bottom lip with his thumb

"Why do you make me feel like this?" he suddenly said with a raspy voice

"Do you understand what you do to me Jennie" he said suddenly grabbing my hips and rolling them down towards the large dent in his pants causing my breath to increase

"Can I take these off?" He refers to my jeans when I nod, he's tugging them off, I lift my hips shifting onto my knees to help him take my jeans and underwear off. "Fuck" he whispers and that word alone sets off an explosion of butterflies in my stomach

He undoes his belt and slides his jeans off but suddenly he lifts me up and sets me down on his thigh

"Use me baby, your gonna make yourself feel good and your gonna fucking use me"

I suck in a breath when Aaron suddenly controls my hips lowering me down onto his thigh

"I d-dont know"

"Grind" he tells me, he grips my skin bringing my hips forwards causing me to whimper from the sensation. "Yeah just like that"

"Aaron", I whimper as he grabs my throat smashing my lips back to his

I place my hand in his hair as I tug and begin to roll my hips. "Like this?"

"God your doing so good keep going" he praises me as I look at him, gasping at the pleasure building

I grind harder and it makes me pant, I could feel his thigh grow slippery underneath my movements

I lift my my eyes up seeing that his gaze was already on mine, I roll my head back only to feel him kissing my throat

I moan as lightly as possible placing a hand on his shoulder gripping it tightly as my nails dig into his skin

He starts kissing me again but I suddenly feel his hands at the hem of my t shirt as he slowly starts taking It off

My scars

I suddenly panic pushing myself away from him

He cant see my scars he'll think I'm disgusting

He looks at me with a confused look across his face as I bring my legs up to my chest avoiding his gaze

"Im so sorry i-"

"Jennie look at me"

Suddenly I feel his arm wrapping around my wrist as he pulls my head against his chest

"I'm sorry I didn-"

"Jennie if you don't feel comfortable than we don't have to do anything stop apologizing for no fucking reason" he says while wrapping an arm around my waist

"Your not mad?"

"Why the fuck would I be mad" he said looking down at me while throwing the blanket up over us

Because the last guy left when I didn't give him what he wanted

"I don't know" I muttered

I slowly relax into him, he feels so warm and comforting

"What are we doing Aaron" I suddenly ask

"I'm not sure Jennie"

"Maybe we shouldn't be doing this"

"Maybe" he whispers as I slowly drift off to sleep to him stroking my hair

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