A/N : I hope you guys don't mind late night updates.

I was a little drifted after completing Tutor and the current covid situation is not helping with anything.

Even my health is also not at it's best, I am a bit sick and will be testing for covid because you never know.

Why were you

scrubbing off my

number from the wall?

Message not sent

Why do you even

care about me?

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Hi...

woah!

What's the matter

today.....

You

texted me first.

I wanted to

know something

Yeah?

What is it?

why did you

stay after school to

scrub off my details

from that wall.

well....

I don't

want you to assume

things......

but I

will still tell you

if you want to know

I really

didn't want another

guy to harass you

like the one last

night.... it's really

traumatizing for

any girl.

Thank you

But I am

dissapointed

You saw

me, alone at the lab

scrubbing the shit

out of that wall for

hours but still you

didn't have the guts

to show yourself.

What a

coward, or maybe

just ego?

I am sorry

You are right,

I am a coward for

sure.

Thank you

Jungkook, and I

am sorry....

You

think I am taking

any of that?

I don't

even know why I

worked so hard for

you, when you are

just there hiding

behind this number

and having fun out

of all these.

I am extremely

sorry. I know I dissapoint

people, that's why I

stay away from them

yeah

now you sound like

one of those whiny

teenagers who think

it's dope and cool to

act like a sociopath

and fuck up their

mental health just

because of their

perspective.

you guys

are either think that

seeking help or talking

to others will be bad

for their mysterious

image, or either you

guys expect people to

help you without you

telling them anything.

People are not mind

readers.

mental

health is a serious

issue, but suppressing

it doesn't help anyone,

not you, no one. You

are not doing any good

to you.

What do

you want me to

do then?

Talk more,

open up about your

problem, be a little free.

It's not

that hard, you can

tell me about your

problems, I don't

even know your name.

but I don't

want people to burden

up with up my

emotions.

here

we go again.....

My lecture

was of no use, I get it.

You would still continue

be like that. Trust me,

it's not hard for me to

tell that something is

off with you when I

text you. You delete

your texts several times,

ignore my questions,

get angry real quick,

fumble with your words.

I.... didn't

expect you to notice

all that...

yes,

I did notice....

anyone in my

place would.

What do

you want me

to tell you?

It's not

that hard to open up.

just start

with talking about

yourself, you don't

have to tell me your

identity if you are not

comfortable with it.

Like how would you

introduce yourself to

a stranger.

I am 18.

A normal high

school student in

Busan who wants

to study and get to

a good university

at Seoul and leave

my house. I have

friends around me,

but I am mostly alone.

I like music, my favorite

artist is The Weeknd.

I don't really have any

other hobbies. I don't

like taking pictures.

that

was good enough.

why do

you want to go to

Seoul? Why not stay

here in Busan? There

are tons of good

universities here too.

I don't

wanna stay here....

why?

Busan is not bad

as a city....

come on,

don't hesitate. You can

tell me. I am your friend.

Friend? Really?

but I was

so rude to you ...

I believe

you had reasons for that.

Don't

worry.... tell me

I don't want

to stay with my

mother.....

I guess that's

enough for today,

I am not prepared

to tell anything more

about me or my family

now.

it's alright,

you at least tried.

Want

to meet? Anytime

soon.....

maybe

after a few days?

Sure,

Good Night

Good Night