It's been two days since Adrian left and he already sent me a detailed article explaining how a girl should touch herself, followed by several links to porn videos which he thought I would like. The way he speaks about what he wants is very direct and many times he caught me by surprise, but at the same time I like it. I like a man who knows what he wants. Although he could be a little more subtle about it...

And he was right about the videos, I do like them but fingering myself just isn't working. He stated it clearly that he wants me to do it until he comes and I didn't object. But now that I actually have to do it it's so much pressure. It hurts a lot and I cannot get myself to insert a finger in.

So far I've always been playing with my clit only and imagining things to make myself cum. When I watch videos he sent me I cum much faster but I am too scared to try more. The area around the entrance hurts me and I assume it's my hymen. For some reason popping it with my own finger seems more painful, and even though the pain might not be strong, I still can't bring myself to do it. I want him to do it. In the article he sent it says that it's less painful and more relaxing if you do it yourself but for me it's the opposite.

That is why I chose to wait for him to come back and do it himself. It's his job.

Ellen went to his house three times already, today being the third time. She will be done a little before I finish work at the library, and then we'll go together to pick her son up from the kindergarten. After that we'll take him for an ice cream and she'll tell me everything she found out so far.

In the meantime I took some pictures to post because after the last one, my account blew up. Many people started following me and liking my pictures. Some told me that I'm really pretty and it flattered me since I never thought of myself as very pretty but only average. Posting pictures on social media isn't something very important to me but I'm enjoying it. That is why I'm giving it so much time.

Apart from that, nothing much happened. Scarlett and I ignored each other at the club, both wanting to keep our jobs. Tom wasn't coming because he went out of town to visit his mother. No one asked me for a private dance but I noticed that more men took a seat in front of my stage since Adrian wasn't there.

Lately I've been wondering whether Adrian will eventually expect me to quit and find a different kind of job. I honestly wouldn't like that because I enjoy dancing and I like the environment at that club. Above everything I like the people around me, they are my friends. I am aware that pole dancing isn't a decent dancing job but I try to make it the most decent possible. On the other hand I can understand someone being bothered by their partner dancing half naked in front of people so if things get serious with him, I might have to change my job.

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"His mother is a major bitch who only likes rich people, but his brother...the hottest man alive!" Ellen exclaimed excitedly, squeaking on the last bit. I smiled at her enthusiasm and took a sip of my cappuccino.

"Describe him." I wanted her to tell me more. So far she mentioned that they live in a huge house but she will get to that later, and that his dad is nice and humble. But his mother however....not so much.

"Two years younger than Adrian, very very charming and sexy... He always chats with me and doesn't look down on the fact that I'm there to clean." She paused for a second turning around to see if Sam was still sitting on the swing a few meters away. Seeing he's fine, she turned around and continued. "I didn't mean to put my nose where it doesn't belong but I accidentally mentioned you in one of our chats."

"In what context?" I asked, curious to find out. It might seem stalkerish but since Adrian doesn't open much about his personal life, every detail I can find out about his family or friends sparks my interest.

"It slipped that I know Adrian, he asked how and I mentioned that I met him through you. He got really inquisitive but not in a bad way. He asked me to bring you along one day." She shrugged it off but I was intrigued by the last part. Why did he get so curious, I am not even that serious with Adrian yet...

"Wait but shouldn't he ask Adrian to introduce us, why you?" It really didn't make sense and Ellen didn't seem to have given it much thought. She was more focused on other things.

"Umm I don't know but he asked us to stay for lunch next weekend. He did mention something about Adrian not introducing his girlfriends to him. So maybe that's why?" She tried to figure the reason and it sounded somewhat logical. He couldn't know how serious we are if Adrian didn't tell him anything and he found out briefly through Ellen.

Sam interrupted our conversation because he finished playing and wanted to go home. We decided to do it and bought him an ice cream on the way back because as soon as he saw the playground at the dessert shop we went to, he forgot all about ice cream. He is such a sweet and well behaved boy.

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The weekend arrived and today I'm supposed to go to Adrian's house. His brother kept on insisting more and put pressure on Ellen to make sure we come. It's honestly weird how much importance he is giving it. A part of me wanted to call and tell Adrian all about it, but the curious part of me wanted to go and meet him. Adrian himself wouldn't take me there and this might be the only way to actually find out more about him. Besides, he doesn't introduce his girlfriends to his brother so telling him that he invited us might irritate him. I don't think there is harm in going, it's just his brother.

I dressed plainly but nicely and did minimal makeup. I really don't know what to expect from his brother because he probably knows what mine and Ellen's job is. Maybe he has prejudice but according to what she said, he doesn't seem to be repelled by anything about her. Perhaps he doesn't care.

Sam's babysitter arrived so Ellen and I could leave. It's quite early and she will do the cleaning first, then we will have lunch. I wanted to go later when she's done but it's really far so it is easier if she gives me a ride.

I was on my phone not paying attention to the surroundings. Suddenly the car stopped and Ellen announced we were there. I quickly sent the message I was typing and after locking my phone, I looked up. It's a fucking castle...

It took me a whole minute to take in the sight in front of me. The tall gate surrounding the large garden was opened allowing Ellen and me to enter. Adrian's family house is practically a mansion.

The facade looked freshly painted and it seemed as though grass was perfectly equal everywhere. Each flower was in its full bloom and not a single petal had fallen off. The trees were planted in geometrical shapes with benches placed in shadows they created. It looked like paradise.

Ellen was already used to the wonderful sight but I couldn't stop staring and turning around to look at everything. The house resembled chateaus in the Loire region in France.

Just as I was trying to figure out the architecture, a man showed up at the door. Judging by his facial features and height I immediately figured it was his brother. They look alike a lot but his brother has darker hair.

We got out of the car and he approached us with a big charming smile on his face. He reached out a hand in order to shake mine.

"Julian, it's pleasure to meet you."

I placed my hand in his and he gripped tightly. Unable to pull it out due to his strong hold, I was forced to say my name and mimic his expression.

Suddenly I started having doubts. Something about his smile and the way he looked at me told me this was a bad idea...