"GET OUT OF MY SIGHT ! I DONT WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE" he pushed me again , but this time hard , really hard ..

And this time , all of them started to laugh , every single person started laughing as if I was some kind of clown , I felt taken a back and humiliated..and jungkook , jungkook just stood there without any expression ...

At that time , I wanted the ground to open and swallow me up ..

I came here with so much hope in my heart and mine and all of it was shattered in a blink of an eye just by his stone cold tone ..

I looked around me , observing all the laughing faces ..

now I ll definitely become the target..

I looked back at him , he stood tall , like the sarcastic monstrosity , his razor sharp nose , rigid and broad framework , eyes with grilling gaze , enough to freeze even the warmest of the hearts at a glance , he was my best friend but now he was totally unbothered by all those laughs , this was not the jungkook I knew .

The jungkook I knew stood by me , took my side , supported me but this was a completely different person ..

What happened to you jungkook? What made you like this.

Fires of fury and hatred were smoldering in his doe eyes as he weighed the pros and cons of the various and creative means available to him for exacting revenge.

"Hey hey chill jungkook!" Someone interrupted as they lend me their hand

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"Jimin." My voice came out weak as I gulped the nerve that has clotted in my throat .

I took his hand but someone pulled it back .

"Yah jungkook-ah!" Jimin complained to jungkook who was now looking at him with anger

"Let's go jimin." Despite his various complains jungkook forcefully took jimin away.

Staying strong and trying to push whatever happened just now , I stood up as I dusted my clothes.

Ignoring all the laughs that were yet to subside , I quietly made my way inside the building , pretending not to listen to all the comments and remarks that were being passed on me , I desperately looked for a bathroom , I needed to go because the tears were already threatening to fall at bay ..

Finally finding a bathroom I went inside but much to my chagrin , it was a boys bathroom.

Seems like I didn't properly see the sign

"Sorry!"

"Hey hey hey!" A guy jerked my sleeve pulling me back

"Where you going ? Why don't you give me a jump too just like you did with jungkook."

Wait what?! What do they mean ?

"Let me go please."

"Aniyo , your hair is beautiful , mind if I touch them?" He took a strand of my hair and started to play with it

"Please leave m—."

"Tch tch tch steve" A deep voice interrupted

"I am disappointed in your taste , I thought you were better than that." He pointed towards me.

"Jungkook!"

Letting go of my hair strand , Steve gave me a disgusted look and went outside.

I glanced at jungkook who was standing there with a appalled look and all the hurt came back , whatever he did earlier , everything , it all came back , the tears that were threatening to fall at bay finally started to flow down as I let it all out ..

My knees felt weak as I backed towards the wall finally crying .

"W-why ? Why jungkook why?" I cried

"W-why? Why jungkook why?" She sobbed rubbing her eyes .

Heart:what are you gaining from all of this?

My heart flinched at the sight in front of me , I had left her completely vulnerable.

"Why did you become like this?" She spoke in whispers, finally looking in my eyes and then it all came back , my heart that was just wavering now , stoned itself ...

She deserves it

With slow yet gentle steps , she approached me slowly .

No ! I won't fall for those tears , that's how they gain pity .

"You deserve it !" And with that being said , I pushed my way past her and left ..

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With a heavy heart I made my way out of the gate as a car stopped by me

"Hey y/n" it was my brother hobi

I looked at him , at this point I just wanted to hug him and let it all out , tell him whatever happened but I didn't want to worry him , he already had a lot on his mind.

"Hey y/n what happened? Why do you look like you will cry any moment" he asked with concern in his voice

"Uh! No it's nothing." I put up a forceful smile as I made my way towards the car.

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On our way to our house , hobi oppa asked many questions from me .

"So how was jungkook!" He asked.

"He seemed well."

"Seemed?" He asked "didn't you talk to him?" He asked with suspicion.

"I did!i did! , he is fine."

"Sooo.?"

"So what?"

"meeting each other after soo long , I thought you would have a lot to tell me , but instead of you , it's me who is asking everything , that's not like you." He said

"We did , he told me a lot of things about him , and I did too ."

"Was he upset?" Oppa asked and all the flashbacks from earlier came back in my mind and I gulped at the thought.

"Yea a bit but I made it up to him."

"Really?thats good ! I am glad, I am happy for you."

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Please oppa , not anymore , don't ask more questions, I will end up crying , I don't want to remember all that..I thought to myself and well after that he really didn't ask me anymore questions.

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"Hey mom I am back" I called out to her as I made my way towards her room ..

I knocked her room

"Come in" I heard a weak feeble voice , I opened the door and got inside.

"Hey mom , how are you?" I asked her as I sat on the bed opposite to her.

I couldn't help but notice , how weak and pale she looked , after Dad died she completely stopped taking care of herself , that's how depress she had become.

I hope we get lucky with the doctor this time .

"I am fine." She smiled before continuing "how was your day?" She asked looking in my eyes.

"It was good." I forced a smile as I looked down , she forced my chin upwards until I was looking back in her eyes "what's wrong?" She asked

"Nothing" I said

"I am your mother , I can just tell by looking in your eyes."

"Nothing mom , I am just tired , really!"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes Mom."

"You can share anything with me , you know right.?!"

"Yes mom." I said as I hugged her , I could almost feel her heartbeat .

I hid my face in the crook of her neck as all the incidents that happened earlier flooded back in my mind.

No , God please , not now

Jungkook shutting me off so rudely , his cold icy expressions , everybody laughing and then whatever happened in the bathroom..

The tears finally started to fall again and my mother was quick to notice my silent whispers ..

"What's wrong baby?" My mother asked pulling me back as her eyebrows furrowed in concern

"Nothing !"

"Tell me , did something happen today?"

"No , I just miss Dad."

"Oh it's alright sweety, I know it's hard , I miss him too." Her eyes got wet and a single tear escaped her eyes.

"But he is in a better place now , that's what you always tell me right?" She spoke as her voice wavered to which I nodded .

"It's alright , I am here for both of you ." She said as she pulled me back in a hug .

I won't say that I was felling better but yes I felt a bit lighter.

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*mobile rings"

*messagefrom unknown*

Unknown: Hello y/n ?

Who is this?

Me: sorry but I didn't recognise you

Unknown: I know what happened with you today!

Huh?! How does he know ? Who is it ?

Me: who are you?

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