After he left I lay on the bed still holding his shirt

Dear God please take me now!

I just slept with the twin of the man I loved!

It's absurd to feel the same towards Domenic now!

Stupid!stupid!

Recognized me...meaning he knew I liked his brother!and yet he did that!

That bastard!

I really hope I don't see him again!

I was planning to give my first to Domenic but that player took it!

Im sure it does not mean anything to him!

I just wasted the special moment of losing my first!

I lost something very important to him again!

My first kiss and now this!

I layed on the bed getting depressed with my own thoughts for hours staring at the ceiling while Imstill wrapped with the blanket.

Then a ring pulled me to my sanity

I grabbed my bag on the the floor and took out my phone

"Hello?"

"Where are you child?" My favorite maid asked in panic

"Your husband will be arriving soon!"

I shut my eyes remembering the marriage.I am meeting my soon to be husband today!

"Yeah I'll be there" I said trying very hard to not sound panicked then hunged up

I stood up and looked around for my dress

A smile of relief painted on my lips seeing it on the floor.I let the man's shirt fall from my hand and walked to pick my dress up.

I quickly put it on but it was ripped.

I mentally cringed as my brain thought of theories when and how than man tore it.

I quickly took it off and stared at his shirt.

So thats why he offered his shirt.

I put it in against my will.I have no other choice.

His scent enwrapoed the shirt.It sent disapproving feeling down my spine.

It only covers half of my thighs

That could work...Fuck it!I don't have a choice!

I put on my heels and dialed Nana's number

"Nana I need you to come pick me up.It has to be you" I emphasized,I can't let the male drivers pick me up dressed like this!

"I'll text you the place and can you please bring some coffee and some advil?"

"Okay okay I'm coming" She replied in a hurry

***

I waited for her while I leaned on the wall outside the hotel

As the car halted,Nana's shocked face was instantly seen,her eyes looked at me from head to toe then run her eyes around just in case anyone is around.

Thankfully I hid myself a little further away from the crowd.

"Come in quickly!" She rushed.It is very visible she has many questions in mind.

"What did you do?" She asked while her eyes looked at me in the rearview mirror

"I made a very big mistake" I replied loathing myself and that man

"You are meeting your husband to be hija!and you did this?" She scolded

I just stayed quiet drinking the coffee

I heard her sigh and drove me home

***

We got home and she pulled me to my room quickly and got me ready for the meeting

"The master said you will spend time with your soon to be husband today and later at dinner you will discuss the marriage with your father" she said while she dried my wet hair

She dressed and put make up on me quickly.

"You're ready" she informed walking me to the mirror

I wore a black turtle neck and long sleeved black dress with a cut on the behind exposing some of my back.My waist length hair was straightened and tied in a low ponytail

"I let you wear that to hide the bruises on your chest good thing it covered the ones on your back" she said in an upset tone fixing the make up box

Great!I have marks to remind me ...

I thought

Nana exited the room.

Nana is very good at make up and fixing hair.She is very skilled.

She returned with an agitated face

"He's here" she said and looked at me with unreadable eyes

I started to walk out but she held me back and stared at me like she wanted to say something

Just a while ago she was excited and now she looked bothered

"Andrea it's time to come out" Lina said entering the room rushing.She escorted me out.

I felt my heart raced as my feet seemed to oppose to descend the stairs as I take a step.

I entered the living room and my soul jumped out of my body

No...

The first thing I want now is to run out of this room

What the fuck?!

I can't help but to curse at my ill fated life

A man stood before me his black eyes looked at me while mouth twitched into a victorious smile.He has been bothering me with his words of love for years!

Now that explains Nana bothered face

"Andrea...you look beautiful" the 59 years old man who is 35 years older than me said

I stepped back disgusted that his hand will touch me

"Surprised fiore?"he asked in a wide smile

I cannot believe my father arranged me to this pig!

" the car is ready sir"one of the maids said

I shook my head

"Im not coming with you" I said firmly

"Come on,you have to learn to love me,we will be married really soon" he said in a disgusting smile

"Never you pig" I sneered causing his face to straighten,he signaled one of his men

I screamed as one of the carried me on their shoulder and took me out to the car,I pounded hard on his back but my weak hands seemed to have no effect

I felt my tears demanding to scape from my eyes but I held it,I will not cry infront of this man!

I cannot believe my father has fed me to my predator's mouth!

The door shut beside me as the other side opened and Fabian came in

I wedged myself to the farthest end of the car and kept my eyes out of the window

***

The car took us to an arena where ballerinas performed privately having only the two of us watching.

I used to loved watching ballet shows but now I hate being here.The show was very slow.I want it to end!

The music played and the man beside me enjoyed while I prayed for the ground to just swallow me

After the show he took me for horse riding

As he says ,something he enjoyed

Everytime his eyes lay on me I feel like Im violated

"What?!" I asked him is great shock with greater refusal looking at the horse before me

"You don't know how to ride a horse so I thought I will teach you" he said caressing the horse

Poor horse

I pitied the horse seeing his hand touch her

Seeing him touch the horse it made me terribly frightened

"No I-Im good" I declined walking away but before I could walk away my fathers men blocked my way

"Move away" I ordered but my words landed on deaf ears

"I said move away!" I shouted but suffered the same fate

Later I felt a man carry me again and put me on the horse with Fabian

I felt chills of disgust ran down my spine

I hugged myself seeing his two arms hold the control infront of me

"I told you I will have you soon" he whispered

I squeaked seeing his hand hold my stomach and slid its way up to my breast,but before it could touch it I pushed him off the horse

I looked at him groaning and rolling on the ground

"Master!" The men shojtef seeing him and before a man can hold the horse I am on I grabbed the control and jerked it up and down causing the horse to run in a thundering speed and exited the fenced area

I don't care if I get hurt!all I want is to get away or better of fall and die...I don't want to marry that man!Death is surely better than having that man touch you!

Horse care takers with lassos and some men chased me

As I've seen my father horse ride before he whips the horse to have speed,having no whip I kicked my leg but instead of running the horse made a sound and rose his front legs causing me to fall

I hit the ground nothing in my mind but the lost hope of running away this time

"Maam!" My father's men rushed

As I was carried on one man's back I felt a sharp pain in my ankles

I will not cry

I thought to myself again and again

I will keep running away from that man until my death!if I have to

***

"I will not marry him!" I said firmly to my father

"Please I beg you" I begged but he showed the same expression

"He promised to give you a good life,shower you with diamonds and golds,he is a goodman.He will take care of you" He replied

My ears did not believe what I just heard

"He was married twice Papa!"

"Enough of this Andrea!give the man a chance!those women left him!" His voice roared

"He is not a good man papa!he is a pervert !" I said,with the years with him being around I would know

"He will give you a good life" father replied

My face straightened as my foot weakened seeing his face thoroughly

"Did he pay you?" I asked

I fell on the ground seeing his eyes weaken

"You sold me out?" Tears stream down my cheeks looking at this man I call my father

He let out a sigh

"Fine I will give you a chance...I will give you a day starting tomorrow to find a man who can top the riches Fabian can give you.You are dismissed"he said

I sat on the ground still in shock,I can't feel the pain in my ankles,the pain in my chest is greater

My father sold me out to a man 35 years older than me.

A day...how am I gonna find a man richer than Fabian in a day?

This chance of his is not a chance,it's a way to prove his point that Fabian is good for me

Its like giving me a hole I don't fit in to save myself...