"we're home boys!" Ivy shouts as we all walk through the doors. Ivy insisted for her to hold her bags and not her guards but I think Aleixo still needs to make up.

Therefore the reason he's grunting dragging my heavy ass suitcase in as I yawn, "thanks Lexi" I ruffle his hair like a dogs and he smacks my wrist.

I go to glare at him but I'm interrupted by a dog bark followed by an angry goose growling in the distance. Damn someone pissed Goose off

"IVY!" We all flinch when Ares's shout echos through out the house and Ivy's eyes meet mine before we start walking further down the hallway. Since when does grumpy ass bitch sound this happy for anything?

"Hell no, I'm out" Mason shakes his head walking away and Athena gives a dramatic salute before following.

"I'll put these in the room" Aleixo sighs behind us.

Ivy takes a step closer to me when Goose barks again.

But what catches us by surprise is when the guys are all on the floor of the living room, Dominico leaning against the couch asleep, Nico laying on the coffee table, Ares leaning against the wall grinning at his wife.

"Jesus darling" Ivy gasps running to him and I stand there with my arms crossed when I see Sebastian leaning against the coffee table with his ass on the ground, eyes bloodshot red.

The woman from the party, the one who glared at me and had her hands all over him kneeling next to Sebastian but whenever she goes to touch him Goose growls.

"Shut up stupid dog" she snaps at him and Sebastian gasps so fucking dramatically before hugging Goose close to him and giving her a lousy glare.

My eyes fall to the cigarettes on the ground, drugs and alcohol. Damn why wasn't I invited?

She places her arms around his neck and kisses his neck and that's when my jaw clenched before I walk towards her, he is higher then my expectations and she's kissing him?

"Yeah, no" I mutter grabbing her forearm and yanking her up, seeing she's fully sober kissing down a high man's neck.

"Woah" Sebastian comments covering Goose's eyes when his blue ones land on my legs, why're men always looking at my legs?

"You. What do you want?" The girl tugs her arm away from me and I hear Dominico scoff. Hmm, let me think. Get your nasty ass away from him? Maybe?

"Your perfume makes me want to cry to my nonna" Dominico fake whines grabbing a pillow and stuffing his face into it as she gasps. Do not laugh Abby, no fucking laughing.

"Thank you, someone had to say it" Ares fake gags, pulling Ivy onto his lap and placing his head on her shoulder.

I let out a snort but cover it with a cough, damn...

"Worse then a dead body's corpse" Nico turns around on the coffee table.

"That's what I've been saying this whole time" Sebastian gasps before giggling. He fucking giggles hugging goose like he's some stuffed animal while Goose just grins enjoying all the attention.

Damn, we're both attention whores.

"Regina, leave before you scar my son" Sebastian shakes his head now fully laying on Goose. Damn, that's an insult to Ms. George. She was my bi awakening to be honest.

But what the hell is going on here?

They fully violated this bitch

"Paula, it's Paula not Regina" she snaps pulling down her skirt.

"Oh" all the guys mutter at the same time

Randomly Sebastian starts laughing historically, like he just heard the funniest joke ever as he falls to the side on top of goose. All the other guys start slowly chuckling seeing him laugh and I feel my lips tug up.

I fucking love his laugh

"What's so funny?" Paula asks and Sebastian reaches behind him smacking Nico who just laughs harder.

"Wait. Who let Regina into the house?" Ares asks lifting his head up from Ivy's shoulder only to see she's fast asleep so he freezes before his eyes widen.

"Pau-" she tries correcting him and Sebastian pokes my thigh. My eyes fall to him and meet his bloodshot red eyes, they look tired and a smile covers his lips.

"R-Remember when we watched mean girls?" He asks, choking on his words with a snort and I nod slowly. A few years ago we watched it together cause he hadn't seen it so yeah...But I'm confused how this relates.

"She reminds me of Regina George. Where's her bus at?" Sebastian asks and Goose grins, these guys high are like teenage boys...

Before I could laugh Paula let's out a annoyed huff seeing there's no attention on her.

Big bad wolf?

"I'll see you tomorrow baby" she goes to kiss him but I grab her arm again with a butter sweet smile. "He'll see you tomo-" I'm cut off

Sebastian freezes and groans, "I think not" he mutters and Nico keeps laughing until he falls off the table. Only to laugh harder smacking the rug with his hand.

"Ten seconds. I will pass out from the smell in ten seconds" Dominico raises his hand in the air with a gag and I chuckle, this is so god damn chaotic.

She stoops her foot and glared at me, "she smells like crap. It's probably her" Paula spits her words at me before stomping off. Like she also kinda spit on my face...

Why does she look like peppa pig walking off like that? Like sorry but there ain't no muddy puddles right now peppa

Sighing out of relief before the door slams shut and Ivy jumps up, "What I miss?" She asks and Ares shrugs hugging her and kissing her face, like everywhere. I roll my eyes.

"Everyone. Get the fuck up and go to your bedrooms" I grit.

Dominico freezes and looks at me with narrow eyes as Nicolas stands up, "yes ma'am yes" he bows before trying to walk off but he falls right to the floor with a loud thud.

"Okay, we're out. Have fun Abby" Ivy yawns and I gasp when she walks off not helping me. Thankfully she runs back when she forgets Ares against the wall and drags him away. One down...

"I will take a fork and stab all your dicks if you're not in your rooms in 20 seconds." I snap and Dominico gets up so fast he has to grab the couch for a second.

"Damn, bossy?" Nico asks, his voice muffled by the floor.

"That's what I said" I hear Aleixo behind me and Nico looks up before waving like a kid and falling back down.

Goose gets up and walks away not caring about anything...well thanks everyone.

"Good night, no one wake me up for 18 hours" Dominico makes sure to grab a bottle of beer before he starts walking away.

I smack his chest and yank it in my it his hands and he rolls his eyes walking off. Leaning to one side and then the other as he walks off. Fucking penguin.

"Aleixo, take Nico to his roo-" I don't even finish my words before I feel someone grab my my hand and the next second I'm in on someone's lap. A warm body engulfing me as arms wrap around me tightly.

His hard front against my back and his arms wrap around my waist, my cheeks heat up when he doesn't talk but rests his forehead against the back of my shoulder.

"Yes ma'am" Aleixo smirks helping Nico up and giving me a wink before dragging a high Nico away

Gasping lightly when his arms tighten around me, "always so bossy" he murmurs and I have no idea what to say.

God, should this feel this good?

"We should get you to bed" I whisper. He whispers something I don't make out but his hands fist my hoodie.

His hand sides up my side and my eyes flutter shut as he pulls the claw clip out of my hair, "I love your hair, Mi vida"

I freeze.

Butterflies in my stomach and for some reason I lean into his comfortable touch. 'Mi vida' his words echo through my head and I bite down on my lower lip, I think I'm hearing things, but hope im not as butterflies invade my stomach.

Holy shit

His fingers run through my hair lightly brushing it out and he pushes it all to one side, his arm keeping our bodies pressed together.

"Sebastian" I whisper lightly placing my hand over his, so warm he's so fucking warm and comfortable to be with.

He groans lightly and presses his face into the crook of my neck, "I missed you so much" he murmurs and I keep my eyes closed when I know my eye's might water up, this will not end well will it?

Staying away was the plan, still is but he is not helping or making this easy for me.

"I'm sorry" I whisper, he won't remember any of this tomorrow seeing how high he is right now.

He hums and I clear my throat before tugging his arm away and standing off his lap, the cold air hitting me as his body heat leaves me.

"Stand up, it's time to go to sleep" I mutter putting out my hand and he sighs leaning against the table.

His eyes close, dammit. I lean down and tap his knee, "can you get up? Please?" I ask and he grabs my hand interlocking out fingers before standing.

"Shit" he mutters when he starts to fall but i grunt wrapping my arm around his waist and his arm around my shoulders.

"No more smoking"

He hiccups "anything you say" he answers placing his chin on top of my head.

He leans against me as we start making our way towards the stairs, his hand starts playing with the ends of my hair and I sigh.

"Careful" I catch him a bit when he goes to trip and he chuckles.

We start walking up the stairs slowly, I really hope he doesn't fall. Because if he does then I will, technically if any one of us fall the other will to no doubt.

Metaphorically you both have

Shut up.

"Regina lied" he yawns as we walk through the hallway and I can't help the small laugh that escapes my lips. I forgot her name too, so Regina will have to do "About?"

He tells me he still has the same room as before in a small mutter before his arm pulls me closer, until my side is pressed against his and my hand is on his chest.

"You smell like heaven" he whispers

I miss Seb

I grab the door knob and push the door open a bit, only to see Goose laying in the corner of the bed asleep.

"Goose! I'm here!" Sebastian shouts and I pinch his hip glaring at him when goose shoots up from his sleep.

"Oops"

Sebastian shuts the door behind us and I basically throw him on the bed, fuck that was a workout.

Well I wish that was all that happened but when I pushed him onto the bed his arm around me only tightened and he pulls me right on top of him. One of my legs on each side of his hips and my hands on his chest as he lays flat on his back. Of course with a lazy grin on his lips.

Goose gets comfortable in the corner of the bed watching us as he cuddles the soft covers.

"Since when are you so warm?" I hear Sebastian mutter before I feel his fingers playing with the ends of my hair, I raise an eyebrow. "Cold blooded things are usually cold" he yawns.

My mouth fucking drops, "Fucking asshole" I whisper lightly smacking his chest and his eyes close but a smile is on his pretty pink lips. My eyes finding his smile as I can't but do the same. His smile is my favourite thing in the world.

...After chicken nuggets.

Biting my lip as I lean closer to him and brush some of his hair away from his forehead, would he totally kill me if I cuddled with him tonight? I was getting Regina to stop touching him but here I am now, dammit.

I clear my throat and push myself off of him, his eyes shoot open and he grabs my hand when I go to get off his bed. "Stay" he whispers. His voice raspy and his eyes tired, chasing sleep.

I go to say something but the way he looks at me makes me reconsider my words, why does he have to be so fucking adorable when he's like this?

Reminds me of my old Seb, always so happy and nice.

"Does it help if I say I'm sorry for being mean?"

My eyes snap to his deep blue ones before he pulls me back and pushes me so I'm leaning against his head board, his head is on my lap and he pulls the covers up.

My eyes are blurry, tears right at bay as Goose gets up and sits on my other side before placing his head on my thigh and his paw on my knee "It's just when my abuela told me about my parents after you left, I got so angry, and sad, everyone always chooses to leave me." he whispers.

I fucking knew it wasn't only me leaving that hurt his heart this bad, but now I'm curious as to what happened with his parents.

My eyebrows furrow and I run a hand through his hair as I pet goose, "I'd never choose to leave you, Seb. I just had to do this for myself" I mutter and he sighs.

I called him Seb, but that is when I first realise. I've been here a week now and he hasn't said my name. Not even once.

"Can you stay until I fall asleep, but then leave?" he asks and I think my heart breaks, like a plate when you drop it on the floor my head feels like it shatters and falls to my stomach and I hum not letting the tears fall from my eyes.

"So I don't hurt your heart in the morning" he adds lightly as his lips place a kiss on my thigh, my eyes fall to him and his hand on my knee. I inhale a sharp breath and lean down placing a kiss on his forehead.

Watching as his lips tilt up, "Good night, mi vida"