lmao the title of this chapter is so dramatic but i've been getting a lot of comments and messages about my actual experience and now that i'm FINALLY in a good place I think imma share it.

if you're not interested, you can just skip this but i'll also try to make this as brief as possible. this whole story lasted a good 4-5 years so having to dilute that in one page is gonna be hard. imma try tho.

so like I said everything after the break up before the proposal never happened in real life.

firstly the Aera in my life wasn't my sister but my best friend. When she was together with the Taehyung in my life, she made it very clear that she was just using him for a fling so I didn't think anything of it when I got together with him until she told me to back off... but I didn't because we were already together and that's the part I admit I broke the girl code lmao but he deserved to be treated better anyway so I didn't leave him.

after some complications (family disagreeing, etc) I did end up asking for a break even though it was more of a mutual break up. this is the part where the aera in my life got realllly fucked up. she did tell lies but not only to the guy but the entire class and the students that were a year above us.

the guy believed her (idk what were the lies she told till this day) and he stopped speaking to me completely while she ended up bullying me along with my entire class.

I had to stop going to school for a few months and since it was after my exams my family didn't mind that and I only went back to school the next year. we were in different classes and never really saw much of each other so the bullying died down.

the taehyung in my life ended up apologising and we began talking again and admitted he still had feeling for me but the next month or so he got tgt w another girl so... trash. I reconnected w the jae in my life because he truly was apologetic (stupid? yes.) but after going back and forth with him and his toxicity (he actually was an addict and also really did cheat w a girl named maya lmao) I finally broke off all contact w him this year.

he still tries to message me every now and then but I don't respond and i'm finally in a place where I don't need either of them or any man for that matter. im happy and single!!!

to all the people reading this, never settle for less. never think a person who treats you bad is better than having no one at all because that's not true. I truly believe there is someone out there for all of you who will treat you like you deserved to be treated. if you don't even want to be in a relationship that's completely fine and valid too. Don't let society make you think you need someone. y'all are independent and strong ass humans.