Is this really happening?? Is Jin really holding my hand and leading me to the girls bathroom? It was so strong, so firm, so comforting that I completely melted. I found myself letting go though. My hands were getting really wet from the sweat but Jin kept grabbing it back and rubbing my thumb with his. My heart was racing a million times a second right now. This was the best feeling ever! I never wanted it to end.

In all my day dreams I always imagined him sweeping me off my feet and looking me deep in my eyes and say "god I never realized how beautiful you are"

I know it won't happen because I look like I'd break him if he ever tried picking me up. But I can still dream about it.

I couldn't get my eyes off his beautiful ass though. It's like god created him so perfectly. How can someone be this sexy? And he's touching me. He's actually touching me. I was cheering so hard it hurt my face..BUT I didn't care. I couldn't help it.

We stopped by the girls bathroom and he took my book bag from me. "Here I'll hold this and wait for you" he said twirling my bag around his shoulder like it didn't weight 50 pounds from the books.

I nodded excitedly and raced in. I looked at myself in the full size mirror and fixed my hair a bit. I attempted to remove my sweater but the sweat pouring out my armpit made me rethink that thought. God I looked like a sweaty mess. This is why I hate gym.

I grabbed some paper towels and tried to dry my armpits. But new sweat poured out because of nerves. God I smelled disgusting. I don't know how he didn't die from my horrendous smell.

I gave up trying to look decent. I am ugly...there is no denying that. My eyes were puffy from the crying before and my knees looked like a dog bit off it. God I didn't look appealing at all.

"Hey"

My head flinched back and I spotted Jin at the entrance staring right at me. I placed my hand on my heart and wondered how long he was standing there. As if reading my thoughts he whispered "I've been standing here the whole time..thought you knew"

So he witnessed everything? Me wiping my armpits, and everything? I really wanted to die right now.

"Look" he said raising his arms up. There were small stains in his armpit area as well. "We are human, we sweat, that's just what we do.."

I slowly smiled and he actually walked inside and pulled out two bandaids from out his pocket. He then grabbed a couple paper towels and dabbed them with water before cleaning up my scratches.

He's touching my knee! He's touching my knee! Oh my god! Oh my god! Oh my god!

"You are so clumsy" he whispered

I laughed a little nervously as he placed the bandaids on. I'm surprised he wasn't disgusted at how ugly my huge knees were.

Once he was finally done he rose up. He patted my head as if I was a child and looked into my eyes. My heart dropped and I looked away hating eye contact.

He didn't question it. He just backed away and nervously rubbed his arm. "So..you alright?"

I nodded slowly "thank you, for everything..you really didn't have to do that, but I'm glad you did"

"Yeah...Cool..but..um..look I'm really sorry about what Dylan said..he's an asshole and even though it was a joke..I know how devastating it was for you. Quinn..you did not deserve that, you know, the name calling..it was totally rude..and I actually wanted to ask you something?"

My heart was racing so fast it hurt to breathe. This was the longest attention I ever got from jin. He usually passed me like a ghost in our middle school years. But now...he's looking at me like he has feelings for me

"Yeah..what is it?"

His face turned all serious and it was like he was having a hard time letting it out. I started to get self conscious and looked down. Jin finally grabbed my hand and lead me out the girls bathroom.

We caught a few outsiders attention.....especially our classmates who were walking in after the mile walk the coach forced them to do.

I wanted to leave! I wanted to leave sooo bad at this point. And once the bell rang for second period I got excited. Yes! I made it past gym!

"Quinn...

I straightened up and gave Jin my full attention "yeah?"

"Do you want to..I mean...do you want to go out to dinner with me someday? Maybe tomorrow?" He said with such force I immediately could hear his bluff. It was like he was forced to say those things. It caught me by so much surprise I was speechless. The boy that didn't notice me for three years..is asking me out? Why? How can a good looking boy like Jin ask such an ugly girl like me? I got my answer when I heard laughter. It was his three friends. They were all looking at us with such amusement.

My face suddenly turned dark.

Oh I see..this is another joke. He was just pretending to be nice to me..all for jokes.

My emotions went from happy to rage in a matter of seconds. I blacked out already feeling devastated. I stared back at Jin and he was smiling at me waiting for my answer.

This is way too good to be true. If he wanted to play me he could have at least done it right...now he looks like a complete dick. I lifted my hand up and without thinking I striked him in the face with such power he flew to the wall and slid down with such force, I heard some girls screaming.

I didn't realize what I had done until all his friends went to his aid. Dylan looked at me with such anger "you fat bitch! What did you do!?"

I turned around and all eyes were on me. Full of hatred and disgust from every student I turned to see. I dropped my book bag as Jin's friends helped him up. There was a huge red mark on his face and he looked at me stunned. He didn't look angry..just shocked.

"Just..just stay away from me..all of you..leave me alone!" I said

Dylan let Jin go and stepped forward "excuse me?! You slapped him for no reason and he was just trying to help your ugly ass! What's the matter with you? you fat whale!" He yelled so loud that everyone soon started chanting "whale"

So mortified I ran out of there forgetting my book bag.

"Quinn wait!" Jin called out

But I kept running. I bumped into a few people but that didn't stop me. I looked for the nearest girls bathroom far from the gym and flew in there with no hesitation. I was suppose to be on my way to second period which was Art but I just couldn't. Not after I slapped the hottest boy in school. My crush. The boy of my dreams. I suddenly was filled with so much guilt, it hurt. I couldn't stop replaying what just had happened. I slapped Jin because I thought he was messing with me.

But what if he was serious? What if he really wanted to go on a date and I just screwed it up?

I quickly pulled out my phone to text Cindy..but then that's when I remembered I left it inside my bookbag!

Whatever. I wasn't going to go back there and face Jin. No way in hell. They could steal my phone if they wanted. I have a flip phone so I wasn't worried. But then again I needed my bag...it had my schedule and everything in it.

I started balling out crying. I screwed up. I realized that now. There is no way he would want to date me now.

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I think about thirty minutes passed before I finally left the bathroom and walked to the library. I picked a spot far away from people and just sat there. I tried not to think about the incident with Jin.

Third period came and I watched the clock counting down the minutes before lunch. There were a lot of students coming in staring at me. Like I don't get it...yes I'm fat..I get that, but why continue on staring!? It's annoying.

A couple of cute senior guys didn't notice me until they sat two chair beside me. Once they did though they immediately stood up and left. My self esteem was killed at this point.

Once lunch finally arrived I got up and made my way to the cafeteria by myself. I wanted to make sure I'd be there a few minutes early so I could find an empty table.

Students piled in a few minutes later with groups of friends. I roamed through those people for Cindy. I still didn't know what happened to her. I hope they didn't suspend her on the first day. I'll feel like shit if that ever happened. I was so nervous I didn't even get up to get food. And also I didn't want people looking at me making rude comments. Like fat people get hungry too..what do they expect me to do? Starve myself?

my stomach growled in hunger as I looked everywhere for Cindy.

"This seat taken?"

I followed the voice and almost got the soul ripped out of me when I was face to face with Jin again. The side of his face looked really...awful. It was so red and it affected his eye too..cause he kept twitching it. God his face was making me want to cry. "Jin I am so sorry! I really didn't mean to hit you-

"It's fine" he said now sitting across from me. He had a tray of food in his hands. When he realized I didn't have a plate he scooted his to me. "Oh no..I don't deserve your kind gesture..I really don't deserve it"

He shook his head "Quinn take the food"

"But-

"Take. The. Food."

I looked at the plate and spotted a nice hamburger with some delicious curly fries. They smelled like heaven. But I just couldn't. "I can't..I'm on a diet" I lied already remembering Dylan calling me a whale.

"Diet? Why?"

I slumped my shoulders "like your friend said-

"Look forget what Dylan said okay. I think you look beautiful, he was wrong for what he said to you and-

"He was just defending you Jin...I mean, I did slap you..I'm sorry" I said already whimpering

Jin's face relaxed as he sat back and sighed. He rubbed the area I slapped and smiled "it doesn't hurt, I promise it doesn't..."

He was obviously lying because his eye was twitching like crazy when he touched it.

"Why did you hit me anyways..?"

I shrugged "I thought you were messing with me when you asked to go on a date..."

"Why would I?"

"Well you don't know me, and I mean look at me. Why would someone like you want to date someone like me? I am a whale like your friend said" I informed showing him the rolls on my arms.

What the hell was I doing? Why am I showing him my freaking rolls?

Jin frowned and set my arm down "like I said, you look fine..and I still want to take you out"

I couldn't even pay attention to what he was saying because literally all eyes were on us. All the girls gave me such hateful glares as the men gave me dirty looks. I started to get really paranoid and Jin noticed this. He looked around and as soon as he did that, people stopped staring. "Look, you're not giving me a chance here Quinn...

"How can you like me when you don't even know me?" I asked

He frowned "I think I should be asking you that"

"What?" I said almost losing my voice

He changed his frown to a slight smile "I mean you made it obvious that you had a crush on me for a while now Quinn"

My feet started shaking. Did I make it that obvious?! So many questions filled my head and I strongly wanted to ask him how he knew. Did everyone know?

"And I'm saying that because every notebook you have in your book bag has my name and last name in it" he said pulling out my book bag from the floor and sliding it to me.

My eyes almost popped out from it's socket. Well he found my book bag but..He looked at my things! He looked at the hundred pages of his name in most of my notebook pages.What the hell?! This was not the first impression I wanted him to have of me. I bet he thinks I'm a creep now.

"Don't worry..I'm flattered that you fancy me. It's quite cute" He said smiling. But then his automatically turned serious before he said "so now we got that out the way, I know you like me, and I like you..so want to go to dinner with me tomorrow?" He said so calmly it had me replaying it in my head.

This still didn't make sense. All these years I was dying for Jin to ask me this but..it just didn't feel real

"But why?"

"Why what?"

I looked down "why do you like me?"

When I didn't hear a response I slowly looked up. He had one hand rested on the cheek I didn't touch and he stared at me with great amusement. "Well, I'll tell you once you tell me why you like me"

His response made me shut my lips faster then any one of us can breathe. It caught me by surprise and I didn't expect that. My insides were filling with happiness. Maybe this wasn't too good to be true. But it still felt too sudden and unexpected.

"What..what about your girlfriend?" I whispered

He raised his eyebrow and almost laughed "don't worry about her..it's over between us"

Before I could let out the biggest smile ever. Roxy popped out of no where. She had a tray in her hands while her friends were behind her.

I call them her puppets. They copy everything she does and she walks over them like they are nothing. Her puppets were both blue-eyed blonde beauties with preppy attitudes. They were known as the school sluts. Like Roxy, they only slept with popular boys. They never learn how to close their legs. My heart would not stop racing as I stared at Roxy standing above Jin like a predator and just stayed there silently giving him the most daring look until he finally noticed. He didn't look scared like I expected, just a little uncomfortable as he tried to scoot away but Roxy grabbed his shoulder with such force "what's over?" She asked