Roxy stood in the front giving me the most ice cold look. Her facial expression did not move at all. She just stood there. Like a lunatic. Even the teacher was a bit confused. "Excuse me? Your name?" The teacher asked walking over to the star struck Roxy. In return Roxy bounced back and looked at the teacher up and down with pure disgust. I really think she has something against fat people because she was giving our teacher the same look she gave me. "Do you want to sit down so I can start with class?" She asked. Roxy gave her a sneer "sit down? Me? I'll sit down when I want to alright?! You're not my mother, you're not my dad, you're not my-

"Okayyy Roxy chill with that mouth" a guy said coming up behind Roxy.

I sank down in my seat when I spotted him.

Jin's friend; Dylan. The one that called me a whale. Oh kill me. He was soon joined by the other two red headed brothers. His followers. I watched as Dylan grabbed Roxy's shirt and led the group to the back. Didn't take long for them to spot Jin and I. And like I expected Dylan was holding in a really strong chuckle.

Jin I could tell was trying hard not to look their way but Dylan wouldn't allow It. He left his group and strutted to us. He gave Jin his hand to shake but Jin refused it. So instead Dylan grabbed a seat right in front of him, he turned his chair to face us "how are you Quinn?" He whispered

I didn't speak. I found my palms getting sweaty from this anxiety. He was really cute, but just had a horrible personality that made him ugly. I honestly wish he would drop dead. I would not shed a tear. "No answer?" Dylan asked

"Young man, turn around" the teacher pleaded to Dylan. But he didn't even acknowledge her. He kept his gaze at me. I watched as his eyes searched my body; analyzing every inch of it to the point I thought I would faint. He was truly making me uncomfortable. Jin suddenly kicked his chair and ordered him to turn around. All Dylan did was chuckle and nod over to his friends who were all in the way back. Roxy still had that cold glare on her face. No matter how hard I tried not to look, it's like I could still see it. "Wanna sit over there with the group?" Dylan asked Jin in which he just shook his head

"Quinn can join too-

"No-

"Why? Is it cause I called her a whale?" Dylan said almost laughing. I could see he was trying to act serious and play dumb.

I don't understand. Why do people find this so amusing? Okay I don't fit in..so what? I can't help it!

"Dylan...stop" was all Jin said

"Stop What?" His friend said showing a little bit of irritation. His face soon relaxed once he turned to me again. I knew I was giving him a hateful look. In return he smiled and stood up in front of everyone "alright Quinn fine! I apologize for calling you a whale. It was a fucking joke!! Why so sensitive? You know what will fix this? A big ole long dick right inside you, maybe that will give you a sense of humor" he blurted out in front of the whole class.

Appalled I stared at my brother for any kind of help, but he was more into his phone then giving me any time of day. It didn't take long for everyone to start laughing. Roxy had the most obnoxious laugh. She stood up and pointed at me yelling out "whale!"

The only people that didn't join in were my brother, the teacher, and Jin.

I finally had it and stood up. I soon got mortified when my belly was stuck to the desk. It made a bigger scene and a rupture of laughter continued. The teacher couldn't even calm everyone down. Once I got out, I didn't even grab my book bag. I just raced out of the classroom. The teacher can suspend me for skipping, I don't care. I just needed to get out of there. I will never show my face at this crappy school ever again.

I ran past some staff memebers. Of course they called out for me but I refused to answer. I just kept running until I made it outside. What next? I can't walk home. I'd die within the first five minutes. So what do I do? I can't go back to class. Not after that.

"Quinn!"

I flinched and spotted Jin make it out the doors. One hand had my bookbag and the other was moist with blood. He gestured for me to follow him and I was about to decline until I saw him hop on a motorcycle "come on!" He ordered

I didn't think twice. I started flying towards him. He gave me a helmet while he placed his on. He hopped on the bike and ordered me to get on "ummm what?"

"You heard me, get on."

"I weigh more then your bike. Don't you think-

"Get on the fucking bike" he said so sternly it immediately gave me goosebumps. The way he said it just had my stomach in knots. I nodded and hopped on; making us almost fall over. "Hold on to me" he whispered.

My heart dropped. Is this really happening right now? Without another second to spare I placed both arms around his waist. I'm really touching him. I'm actually touching skin with him. I could feel his rock hard abs as I snuggled closer. I was so engulfed in this moment I forgot I never rode on a motorcycle before. Once he started it, I panicked. I didn't have a chance to say something because we sped off. I started screaming for dear life; clutching him so tight I could feel his body aching to let out a breath. "Quinn you're okay-

I shut my eyes and shook my head "don't let me fall" I said

His whole body started shaking indicating his laughs. I calmed down but still shut my eyes. It was not until we stopped at a red light that I popped my eyes open. I could see our reflection on the car next to us. The small Toyota was full of teenage girls; probably skipping school as well.

There was four of them. All giving me a look of envy. I smiled and held Jin tighter. He looked so cute with his helmet on. I watched our reflection some more. God I did look like a whale hugging up on the hottest boy at the school. If I was a tad bit smaller, it would be perfect. I made it my mission to start losing weight.

I'll try anything. Even if that means starving myself.

As I gave Jin directions to my house, I started feeling on his body. Hey...my hands had a mind of it's own. Besides I knew this was the only time I had a chance to do this. He felt just like I dreamed. Warm, hard but soft at the same time. He came to my rescue again and I couldn't be more then appreciative.

Once we finally made it to my house, he helped me off the motorcycle. I didn't want to leave without thanking him. He smiled and nodded. I asked what happened to his hand and he just shrugged and said "Dylan deserved it."

He actually fought his best friend for me?

Did he feel bad for me like everyone else?

I slowly frowned and nodded "well he's right...I do need to lose weight, maybe then-

"No you don't-

I looked up and felt more like crap "you can't look at me and not see that I'm fat. Because I am-

He rolled his eyes "oh dear god shut up-

"No..no I will not shut up. No matter how many times you call me beautiful, we both know it's not true. Just like your girlfriend said..maybe it would be better if I just dropped......

...dead" I whispered almost shedding a tear at the last word. I really didn't want to cry in front of him again. Yeah he saved me today but he can't save me forever. To really think he liked me....

Who would like a girl like me? Not even my own brother likes me.

Jin parked his motorcycle and took of his helmet, shaking his long golden locks in the process. "We are not going to do this alright-

"Well you're not fat! I don't even think you would last if you were in my shoes! You're perfect..and I'm just..." my words trailed off because I just didn't want to breakdown in front of him. So I sighed and whispered "thanks for everything"

I started walking away trying hard not to look back. Once I touched my door knob I heard him yell out "Hey...so when do you want me to pick you up?"

Stunned I turned around "what?"

He placed both hands around his mouth and yelled out "when do you want me to pick you up?Remember we have a date, or did you forget?"

Our date? Took me a few seconds to remember. Jin, the hottest boy in school wants to take me out. I really really really wanted to say yes. But....I just couldn't. I can already picture the future harassment I'll endure once the whole school finds out. I would be doing him a favor by saying no. So that's what I did.

"No, I'm sorry" I said shoving my home key inside the lock.

Did I really just say no to Jin?

Once I managed to get the door open, a hand caught the door. I turned to face Jin. I held my breath when I realized how close he was to me. His lips were literally inches away from mine. I immediately felt sweat pour out my armpits and forehead. I knew I looked like a blob; but I didn't flinch. I watched as his beautiful blue eyes stared into mine. He was so close I could see his pupils dilate. God he had such beautiful eyes. They were slowly turning color; like a cat. I could stare into them forever.

With one swift move he pulled out my book-bag from behind him "here"

My face fell in disappointment. I really thought he was going to kiss me. I slowly took my book bag from his fingertips. A book fell out from it.

Like a gentleman he slowly bent down while still having his amazing eyes on me. Before handing it to me, he read the title and mouthed

"Seducing Mr Perfect"

My heart instantly dropped and I felt like I was going to shit bricks.

He started turning the pages. I tried to grab for the book but he turned his back to me and started reading some words "Behind me, I can feel Jin's roughness of his jeans against my legs, and the sensation of my burning skin against his pants sends a wave of yearning through my body...." he started

I snatched my written book from his fingertips while he tried to retrieve it. "You wrote that about me didn't you?" He said grabbing my book

"No!"

"But the main characters name is mine. Come on, don't lie to me Quinn" he chuckled

I started shaking in embarrassment. "I'm..I'm sorry..I just...

He placed a finger to my lips; shutting me up instantly. Once he knew I wouldn't make a peep he smiled and continued "..... His body presses flush against mine, and his lips find my neck where he lightly kisses me....

"Okay okay! I wrote it about you! Please don't torture me, I'm mortified enough" I begged

Yes I wrote my very own erotic novels. I just never thought Jin would read one about him! I wish I would just die right now. The book was about us. How we were destined for each other. The only difference was that we were both popular. I wasn't fat, I wasn't a loser. I was perfect in my story.

Tall, skinny, and beautiful.

Writing books took the pain I was enduring in my fucked up life. But now that Jin knew that I've dreamed about having sex with him just makes me not want to write anymore.

"So you like that huh? You like me that much to write a story about me-

I couldn't deny it now. So I stayed quiet.

His grin grew wider as he flipped pages. He seemed very intrigued.

It was getting a little chilly so I invited him in. He didn't even take a look around my house. He was too busy reading my book. "Wow, you describe me as a prince or something."

You are a prince, I thought in my head as I made him a glass of water. He didn't even drink it. He just set it down on the dining room table and chuckled "I honestly never knew you were this...freaky.."

I felt my face hot in embarrassment.

His smile soon turned upside down as he flipped to the last page. It was a drawing. A very embarrassing drawing might I add. It was a picture of me and him. On the bed. Naked.

I was pretty sure he would be weirded out at this point but he just slowly shut the book "why did you draw yourself so deadly thin?....

"It's not deadly thin....

He opened the book again and showed me "Yes it is. You literally have no hips...what's wrong with you Quinn?-

"You already know." I said voice already trembling. All my life I've been bullied. So him pretending everything is fine just set me off.

"Quinn...

I had enough. I found myself taking off my sweat shirt followed by my shirt. I stood in front of him with only my bra on. His eyes widened as all the rolls fell on top of each other. I'll be damned if he wants to pretend like everything is okay with my body when it's not. "I'm unhealthy! I'm ugly, everyone knows this." My voice started cracking, but this time I wasn't ashamed. "Yes I like you, I like you a lot. Do you honestly think I believe you want to go out with me? Jin....you don't want me. I know you don't. And it's okay...."

I sighed

"...because no one wants me, and I'm fine with that.....I'm fine being alone."

I found myself getting hysterical. I covered my mouth to hide to cries but I just couldn't. Who am I kidding? I'm Over Weight for my age. No one will ever want me

I heard Jin walk over to me. I couldn't see a thing because of my blurry vision. But I knew I looked a total mess. I felt him grab both my hips and pull me close. He leaned in and brushed my lips lightly with his "I want you" he whispered

I stepped back not believing him but he proved me wrong as he leaned in for a real kiss.

I always pictured our first to be perfect; today wasn't the day. My tears were soaking his lips and I didn't know if he found it appealing or not. His lips started dancing across the space between my neck and shoulder, sending chills all over my body. It was not until my leg felt the hardness on him that I came to reality. Was I about to lose my virginity to the boy of my dreams?

He suddenly stopped.

Disappointed I searched his face for answers.

All he did was give me a half smile. "You're perfect..

"I'm not..."

"You are perfect"

I wiped my eyes and shook my head "Jin...

"Quinn..you are perfect...for me"