"Matt!" I screamed.

He literally bolted out the door; crossing the street like a mad man. He almost got run over by a car. I had to really run after him and I was so unhappy about that. I needed to go to work in a few hours, I did not expect to see my brothers beating the crap out of each other. But this time, Matt surely deserved those punches to the face. He put hands on Quinn and Junior...

He was definitely turning out like dad. And I didn't like it.

Where did my sweet little brother go.

Once I caught up to him, I touched his arm and he slapped me so hard. I was steaming, I was about to slap him back but I stopped myself once I spotted tears in his eyes. "What's wrong with me? Why can't I ever be loved back?"

I didn't even hesitate "you choked the spirit out of Quinn and now you're questioning why no one loves you? Have you gone insane?"

He wiped his eyes "I didn't mean to alright." He made himself comfortable on a nearby tree. "She's just....I love her. I went and got help, the minute I step out of that stupid hospital, she had the audacity to ask for a divorce like I'm trash. After everything I've done to help her, she just wants to throw me out. Is it that easy for people to give up on me?" He said now staring at me "I didn't mean to touch Junior or Quinn. I admit I have anger problems, and I want to fix things"

Fix things? I honestly don't think Quinn would be able to be in the same room as him after everything that happened. Besides...he basically threatened them; stating that he was worst then dad.

it still gives me shivers.

I tried so hard to bite my tongue on making things worse. He was already shattered and I didn't want to make it worse, even though this was totally his fault. "Alright, just breathe, okay. I'll try and talk to Jin and-

He jumped back from the tree and shook his head violently. "He isn't my brother alright. You heard him"

"You know he didn't mean that. You were choking the fuck out of Quinn, how do you think he felt"

His face softened "he's has always been popular. Jin this, Jin that. Everyone wanted him." He went back to leaning on the tree "everyone wanted you too Jason...no one wanted me. And the one girl that loves me for me hates me...."

"Stop"

"Stop what? You think Quinn was the only one that was bullied? I was too"

There was no way. Jin and I always beat up kids that tried to make fun of little Matt. No one dared to make fun of him in front of us.

"I didn't have to see the bullying but my ears functioned well on hearing them. I was always the blind kid. The undesirable one. You and Jin had everything; girls, friends....while I was the socially awkward younger brother"

I thought life was getting better, never in a million years did I think he would ever compare us to himself. But why was he speaking about it now? "Matt, I-

"You don't know what bullying does to a person."

Matt wasn't ugly. In fact, he was the best looking out of all of us. So the fact he kept saying he was undesirable was his own insecurities talking. Girls wanted him, but because of how he felt about himself, he never opened himself.

As if reading my mind he said "I opened up to Quinn cause she reminds me of mom; she's so kind, smart..I didn't want to fall in love with her..or hurt her." He shoved his fists in his pockets and bent his head down in despair "...but I did...I just want to make things right. I feel incredibly awful"

He was already trying to make his way around me to get back to the house. But I stopped himself. "Okay you're doing too much now. Just let things calm down for a second. I'll try to get Jin and we can all talk." I stared at my little brother; his depressed facial expression could make anybody feel sad. I hated seeing him like this. "Do you think she hates me?"

I didn't know that answer. I felt like she was more scared of him. But then again, he hurt Junior, I don't know what I would do if I had a kid and one of my brother physically hurt them.

"Just wait here, I'll go and try to talk to Jin"

His face brightened and he nodded "please do, and express my apologies. I never wanted to hurt them"

I slowly nodded and started making my way across the street. I only made a couple of steps and already heard yelling.

Sophia and Quinn were going at it; they were screaming at each other while Dream stared from inside the car. God I knew it! I knew it was bad to bring Sophia. But Jin said he had something he had to tell Quinn, and it involved Sophia. My first thought was that Jin proposed to Sophia. I mean the girl looks in love. So I was not surprised when I saw the two women bickering. "Oh Jesus Christ" I said running over to them.

Jin saw me first, he literally started begging to me "please tell Sophia to move" he said clutching on to Junior who was desperately trying to get out of his hold. That little boy did not like his father. Dream was literally shaking in her seat. I felt so bad for that poor kid. "What's going on anyways?"

"She won't get the hell out of the car! We want to take Junior to the hospital but she won't move" Quinn said; voice booming. She looked so desperate. It was hard to watch her break down.

"Make me move! I will not get out of the way, I'll go with Jin and you can stay your fat ass back inside the house" Sophia said on the edge of tears herself. "Hey! Don't call her that! You hear me?" Jin said coming to Quinns defense.

Sophia looked appalled. She was literally blocking the drivers door "are you seriously defending her right now? After all she did to you? She almost made you kill your self because she couldn't keep her fat ass legs closed!"

I gave Jin the "I told you so" look

Someone like Sophia will never change. She will and forever be a bitch. I do not like females like that. How can you sleep at night knowing you hurt someone?

Jin you could tell had enough of that nonsense. He placed Junior down and stepped in Sophia's face "move"

"No!" She blurted out "She's fat and a whore Jin. You know it's true that's why you're getting so angry. You're with me now and I'll be damned if you choose her over me again! So just tell Quinn to go back inside and we can go to the hospital without her"

Is this bitch crazy?

I turned back around and spotted Matt racing back to us. Oh no! Oh no!

"She's not fat!" Junior screamed back.

"Yes She is! Your mom is fat! It's the truth, she has no one else to blame but herself"

Junior started crying and Jin picked the crying boy up. "When I come back from the hospital, I want you to pack all your things and get the hell out of the apartment. Alright?"

I started laughing. Finally!

Sophia's jaw dropped "you're dumping me? Again? Over some whale?"

Quinn got in her face "move" Sophia stood her ground and challenge her.

"Or what?!"

Quinn rolled up her sleeve and I knew what was coming. So I did what anyone would do. Cheer her on. "Do it! Do it!"

She decked Sophia straight in the jaw. Her head flew back and hit my drivers window; cracking it instantly. I saw Dream in the back of the seat jump back. My window was cracked but I couldn't hide the giggles. Damn, Sophia had so many training as a soldier but can't even take Quinn? That's a shame. I looked for my brother and he was running down the street with Junior still in his arms. "Are you seriously going to run all the way to the hospital!" I yelled back.

He didn't answer, so I grabbed Sophia off the floor and opened the drivers door for Quinn "hurry up and catch up to him before he hurts himself"

The guy came out of a coma not that long ago and he's really planning on running all the way to the hospital? He's crazy.

Quinn hesitated for a moment. She held on to her stomach. I didn't even realize Matt was right next to me. "I don't feel too good" she whispered. Before I could even ask what was wrong, she threw up on Sophia and I; well I used Sophia as a shield.

Green puke was all over her, she started screaming. I covered my nose and held her back from trying to attack Quinn. "Are you alright?" Matt whispered.

Quinn nodded, got in the car and drove to Jin. He got in, and before you know it, my car disappeared.

Sophia jumped from my arms and started cursing at me.

Who the fuck?

"Alright listen, I'm not my brothers alright. I will curse the hell out of you"

"And I'll slap the fuck out of you"

"And I'll slap you back. So do it." I challenged meaning my words. Doesn't matter if she was a female, if she hits me, I'm knocking her the fuck out. Matt held his nose and said "you should go and take a shower, you smell horrendous"

"And you're a woman beater!"

Matt frowned "and you just got dumped and-

I slapped my hands over his mouth. I didn't want him to make her cry because she looked like she was about to. He was blind so he couldn't see it. She started shaking in fury wiping the puke off of her. Then she bursted out crying "he's so cruel! How can he get me pregnant and go off with Quinn after all she did to him!"

"How long ago did you sleep with my brother?" Jin said on our way back home.

I was expecting the worse once we got to the hospital. Jin didn't want to get Matt in trouble so he had to make some type of lie to save his ass. Junior had no scratches on him, in fact, he was not hurt. I don't think Matt even tried when he kicked him, but still..I would never forgive him.

Jin then encouraged me to see a doctor because I kept throwing up.

We found out I was a few weeks pregnant.

He didn't comment on it until we were back inside the car. We haven't spoken in so long I didn't even know how to talk to him. I didn't like him witnessing me all fat and gross. Everything was just so awkward. But one thing I didn't want to do was beg for him. He was happy, and I didn't want to hurt him any more. So I just told him the truth "we stopped having sex after he went all crazy. So not that long ago"

He clenched his jaw and kept his eyes focused on the steering wheel. I looked over at the children. Dream was fast asleep but Junior was wide awake. It was as if he was waiting for Jin to do something hurtful towards me. So he was all alert. Junior didn't even want to be around his father in the emergency room.

It broke my heart

I sighed "Are you upset with me?"

He shrugged. "Should I?"

I didn't like how he was acting like he didn't care. It only made me more upset. I tried hard not to clench my fists because they still hurt when I decked Sophia. It felt so nice to cause harm to her. Especially since she was calling me fat in front of my children.

Words can't describe the embarrassment

Once he stopped at a red light, he looked over at me. "I have to apologize to you"

Shocked I said "why?"

His blue eyes skimmed my body before stopping at my stomach "I haven't been the best guy to be around. I can understand why you didn't want to tell me, I'm sorry for overreacting-

"Jin, you didn't overreact. Any guy would be upset, I totally deserved it"

He didn't say anything for a long time. He stared at Dream and Junior before gazing back at me "I wouldn't want my daughter being treated like that; ignoring you was childish, and I'm sorry. I thought maybe...

"Maybe what?"

He sighed and sank in his seat "maybe if you hated me, then it would give you and Matt a better chance of being together. Even if that meant...losing you."

"What?" I said

"I've never seen my brother like that. There is no doubt he loves you. Anyone can see it. I don't want to see him heart broken, especially during this time. I know he was treating you right before I came back in the picture, you can't doubt that right?"

He's right. He never treated me or the kids bad. He always did above and beyond. But still...he laid hands on Junior. "But I don't want to lose you Quinn"

He touched my arm and Junior immediately started shrieking. Jin laughed "and I also want to get this little man back on his good side. Hurts that he hates me." He said trying to tickle Junior. But his son just gave him a death glare. Jin focused his attention back on my stomach "if it's Matt baby, I'm sure he would be happy-

My heart dropped. I didn't even want to hear about Matt. But there was one thing that bothered me "are you going to talk to him?" I said

He nodded "of course, he's my brother." He paused for a second before continuing on driving. "So..about Sophia...

I didn't want to hear that name either. Whatever was going on between them I didn't want to be apart of it. I wasn't mad, I had no right to be mad. I slept with his brother so he had every right to sleep with whoever he pleased. "I get it Jin, I mean the girl is gorgeous...not like me" I said staring at my huge stomach. He stared at me from the corner of his eyes before rolling his eyes "Quinn...

"She is you can't deny it. Tall, skinny, healthy, I can understand why you started dating her. She's beautiful"

Long pause

He cleared his throat "She's not you..."

I tried hard to cover my belly but he took my hands away "I never stopped loving you Quinn...belly and all" he chuckled.

My heart started racing, I looked out the window to keep from staring at him. I didn't want him to see me blush.

"Sophia is pregnant" he whispered

I looked at him so fast. I slapped his hand away from my belly. Pregnant? Sophia pregnant? By him? So this is what he does? I had to clutch under my seat so I wouldn't pounce on him. He didn't even wait, but moved on that quick and got a an evil witch like her pregnant! I mean I can understand dating him, but actually getting her pregnant?? I was so angry I started shaking. He kept looking over at me "do you hate me?"

I bit the inside of my mouth and nodded "I do at the moment. But don't worry, it will pass." I pinched myself before continuing "I want you to be happy-

"You make me happy"

Not happy enough for you to get my enemy pregnant

I sank in my seat already getting frustrated that I wasn't home yet. No wonder she was going crazy. I didn't know who to feel bad for.

We were silent until he pulled up to the townhouse. I leaped out my seat so damn quick, I almost sprained my ankle. I picked up Junior while he got Dream. If Sophia is really pregnant, that means..her kid...and my kids...will be.....related?!!!

I felt like I was going to throw up. She is a bully! And I despised her existence.

"Quinn talk to me" Jin said following me upstairs. I felt like crying, I felt like screaming...it's like I can't escape disappointment! New drama always comes about. I can never escape it.

Once the kids were in their room, I bolted downstairs and opened the door for him. "She needs you Jin, more then me right now"

He raises one of his eyebrows "Quinn-

I shook my head and kept my voice steady. "I'll be fine. Just make sure she's okay...please? Then we can talk okay."

He stayed quiet for a few seconds. "Yeah, alright" his phone started vibrating, he checked it real quick before placing it back inside his pocket "I'm going to go talk to Matt then I'll see her. If you hate me, I completely understand. I didn't like my actions either but-

"I understand. Really I do" I said opening the door wider. "We will talk. I promise"

He made his way to the door. He motioned for my hand and I allowed him to pull me in for a hug. I love you, I never meant to hurt you". I could only respond with a "dido"

This guys pull out game is so weak! He should have used condoms for gods sake. No! Not even! He shouldn't even had sex with her!

Jin kissed my forehead "I'll be back"

I ended up calling an Uber. We dropped Sophia at her place. She was still crying a waterfall, and I didn't know how to make things better. God Jin! Has that guy ever heard of safe sex??

He can't pull out for the life of him! Now he got this girl pregnant. She will give him hell, I can already picture it. Thank god I was single and had no kids.

Once we made it back to the apartment, Matt could not keep still. "I need to see her."

He kept saying "she's pregnant, I think I got her pregnant"

His emotions were a mixture of excited and worry. He always wanted to be a dad. Always.

"Have you and Jin ever heard of condoms? Now two women are pregnant, and we don't even know if Quinns baby is yours-

"I'm pretty sure it's mine."

I didn't want to hear any details. I couldn't even drink my milk without feeling the need to gag. The image of Matt ejaculating in Quinn, had me feeling uncomfortable. "You're disgusting, it's always something new with you. Just wait here and wait for Jin..."

He shook his head "no, I have to see her first before I tell you guys what happened"

"What?"

"With mom."

I placed my cup down and stared at my shaking brother. "What are you talking about?"

He ignored me and called an Uber. "Hello, What are you talking about?" I said walking around the counter. "Listen just trust me. It will explain everything. I just need to see her now."

"But Jin is on his way back home-

"Just keep him here. I'll be back"

The Uber came within ten minutes and he was gone. Jin came five minutes later. He was pretty much upset that Matt left without talking to him first. This is too much. I had to rest and try to calm the rising headache that evolved In my head. I can understand why men turn gay. This is too much drama and it didn't even have anything to do with me.

"God instead of talking to me about his issue, he goes back to Quinn behind my back?" Jin said crossing his arms. "Oh please shut up for a second. I already missed work because of you two...so just calm down"

"Calm down?" He said getting in my face "What was the last thing he said to you?"

I sighed "something about mom"

Jin frowned "mom?"

I nodded. I explained to him the conversation we had when I visited him at the hospital. Whatever he's hiding or keeping from us, might be the answer as to why he's totally losing his mind. "I'm pretty sure, once he tells us...everything will be figured out"

Jin stayed silent. I opened up my eyes and questioned it. "You...you don't think...

"Think what?"

He sat down and gave me a horrified expression "he had anything to do with mom's death? I mean...he did like playing with fire when we were younger"

That's crazy! Yes Matt loved fire and guns as a kid. But there is no way in hell he could hurt a fly. Besides..he's blind. So Jin must be crazy to even think that.

My brother slowly shook his head "the thought of it sounds impossible, I'm sorry for even bringing that up"

I relaxed and nodded. "Yeah. You're stupid. He's blind for gods sakes"

His phone started to ring. He answered it and immediately I could hear Dreams screams. Jin put the phone on speaker. "What?" He said

"Fire! The house is on fire"

Jin and I bolted up "what!" We both screamed.

Dream was hysterical on the phone. "I heard a gun shot and Junior and I are in the closet. And now, there's fire!"