Sania pov

My eyes are burning because of my all crying last night. I opened my eyes with so much difficulty, because direct sunlight was entering in my room through curtains. I saw me and Sierra Jaan were fully cuddled up. She was literally sleeping on me...Her head was on my chest, and she was sleeping with her mouth slightly open...

I smiled at her, and tried to wake her up by calling her name,"Sierra Jaan wake up Chanda (my moon)" I called her lovingly..she moved a little and hugged me more tightly.."Come on Sierra Jaan, we have to go for shopping today" I caressed her hair lovingly and reminded her..I know she will instantly wake up on the mention of shopping..

"Mumma good molninn (morning)" Sierra said, her eyes were still closed because she was very sleepy...Aww my baby😘😘😘... I took her in my arms and said, "My Jaan is so tired...that she cant even open her eyes" I said and kissed her cheeks."Mumma I wan tu go shopinn (I want to go shopping) she said cutely still in my arms.

"Jaan we will surely go, but for that you have to wake up first Chanda" I told her. She looked at me confused and asked,

"Mumma wat ish (what is) Chanda..?" I smiled at her and said, "Chanda means ..You are my beautiful moon Sierra jaan" I answered her question and smiled at her lovingly..

She kissed my face and said "Mumma you give me sho many quete namsh (so many cute names)" to which I giggled and said.. "Because I love you my little Jaan" I told and took her towards bathroom for morning routine.

I brushed her teeth and gave her a bath..I put ointment on her bruises and made her wear a cute peach top with white tides..

Mashallah my baby was looking so cute..But something was missing..I thought for some while and went towards my wardrobe..I bought a white coloured matching clip and

Tadaa..!!

My Jaan was ready, "Mashallah my little Jaan is so beautiful" I said and kissed her to which she smiled showing me her three small teeths..

I made her sit on the bed and went to get ready...I decided to wear a white pakistani suit today, which was very pretty..

I took a bath and changed to that dress, My hair were still wet so I left them open. I came out and stood in front of the dressing mirror.

I was busy applying my cream and was brushing my hair.. I then saw through the mirror that Sierra was looking at me with wide eyes..

I turned towards her, and she said, "Mumma you ale sho boutiphool (are so beautiful)" I smiled at her, She then continued, "You have sho loung haiel (so long hair).." thats when I realised ohh, she saw me without hijab for the first time.."Thankyou my Jaan, but my betu is more beautiful" I smiled and said. She smiled brightly at my comment..

Whole time she was just starring at me, while I was getting ready.. I lightly wore my hijab as I was going down and I knew Rehan must be there..

I carried Sierra in my arms and descended downstairs..I went towards kitchen and saw dirty dishes in the wash basin, That means Rehan already had breakfast and went office.

I felt sad that he did not even waited for us and went without greeting us...I made breakfast for me and Sierra, and we sat on the dining table.."Mumma, whele (where) is dadda..?" asked Sierra as she did not find Rehan...

"Sierra Jaan, your dadda is a big businessman, he gets very busy with office work..thats why he went to office early today.." I tried to explain her but her face fell and she looked so sad..

"Dont worry Jaan we will go for shopping, till then your dadda will come home.." I tried to uplift her mood but she said, "No mumma, Shieala (Sierra) will go with you and alsho (also) dadda"

I nodded my head and said, "Okey Jaan as you say, let your dadda come then we will go together.." before I could complete, she started jumping on the chair due to excitement..I laughed looking at her reaction..She really loves Rehan alott..

My head started paining because I tied my wet hair..So I thought that, 'Rehan is not at home...He will come by evening...so, till then I can remove my hijab and let my hair dry..'

I agreed with my thoughts and removed my hijab..I left my hair open and they reached till my waist. I always loved my hair since childhood, My Chachi was so jealous of my long hair that she many times forced me to cut them..but I never obeyed her because my hair reminds me of my mother..

She also used to have same long hair like me..I came out of my thoughts and went to continue with my household chores...

I also had some banking work so I completed it..Whole time Sierra was trying to gain my attention..I mentally noted to buy her some colouring books and toys, so she does not get bored...

After my work was done I played with Sierra Jaan for sometime and then headed towards kitchen to make lunch...

I decided to make Biryani today as I got to know from Rizwan that Rehan loves it alott..

I started cooking and I must say, it us pretty dificult to make...This man does not like any easy going things, he likes all complicated things..he is so difficult to understand..

I was busy making, when i noticed I did not see Sierra since 10 minutes. I panicked and directly ran towards my room where she was playing...As i reached I saw she was sleeping on the bed, all curled up. I released a breath, I did not know I was holding...

'She might have got tired..' I thought and kissed her on her forehead and placed cushions around her so that she does not fall while sleeping..

I again continued my cooking. I was getting bored and was missing Sierra's presence. So started singing song and swayed my body with the lyrics..It is my one habit which I do while cooking, I dont know why but it just feels good to dance and cook.

I was singing song "Closer" and was swaying my body while cooking.

But suddenly my finger got cut and blood started oozing out from the cut..

I hissed in pain, but suddenly I felt a hand holding my injured finger, I looked up and found Rehan standing there angrily...But wait..when did he came back...?

He dragged me with him, and placed my hand under the tap.. As running water was passing through my skin I was getting burning sensation, so I again hissed, due to pain...

"Can't you for once, take care of yourself...?" He said angrily looking at me.. I looked down and said, "I was busy cooking and did not paid attention towards knife.." I muttered in a soft voice.

He again dragged me.. but this time towards living room, then he made me sit on sofa and then went to get first aid box..

He came back with first aid box and started cleaning my wound, "Rehan its okey..its just a small cut.." I tried to reason him..

"Shut up" he growled and I flinched due to his loud voice..

"How can you be so careless Sania..?" He looked at me angrily and said..

I did not say anything but kept looking down..He cleaned my finger and then bandaged it..

I had tears in my eyes, because of the way he shouted at me, and told me to shut up..I was going to cry but tried to control my tears..

But one tear escaped from my eye..because I was very hurt..

While applying he glanced at me, and as soon as he saw my tear, he stopped applying and said, "Don't cry Sania.." his voice much softer than before...

I could not control and cried even more and said, "It was not my fault but you shouted at me.."

He wiped my tear and cupped my face...

"This is the place I slapped you right.." he asked referring to my right cheek...

I looked at him confused, but still managed to nod my head a little..

He caressed and then kissed on my cheek and said, "Im so sorry, I wont do it again.."

I completely frozed in my place..I could not move an inch..I was so shocked because of his sudden kiss...

He then removed a strand of hair from my face and said,"You are looking so beautiful in this dress..And your open hair are addition to the beauty.."

My cheeks immediately turned red and I was a blushing mess..

And then realisation hit me like a truck...

Shitt...!! shit.. He saw me without hijab...He saw my hair...

I was battling with my own thoughts and did not realised when he completed my dressing and went...

I just stood there dumbfounded in the same place..I did not know what exactly happened, in just couple of minutes..

I know he is my husband, and he has all right to see me without hijab,

But he does not consider me as his Wife, therefore I decided to not show my hair to him until he completely accepts me..

But I guess I myself messed up things, because he saw me...Ughhh..!!

Umm...A part of me wanted this moment to be with my whole presence of mind..and with my consent..

But...

A part of me also liked the way he complimented me..He even apologized to me..So its ok..

But that does not mean, I will stop wearing my hijab in front of him..I will still continue to wear it..yeah..that is perfect.. But that scene is again and again playing in my mind...I am getting so shy..I hid my face in my palms, and thought Uhhh..!! I am going to get mad...

Soon Biryani was made, and It smelled amazing..I hope Rehan will like it aswell...

I quickly wore my hijab, and tried to wake Sierra, because she did not had anything after breakfast..

I also told her that dadda is home..So she immediately woke up.

I also called Rehan for lunch, he just nodded at me, as an answer.

I put the dishes on the dining table and Rehan came and settled..

On seeing Rehan, Sierra gave a thousand watt smile like a lightening bulb...She went on his lap and said, "Dadda, Shieala (Sierra) mished you (missed

you) she said so sweetly...

"Dadda missed you too my princess.." Rehan said and kissed her forehead..

"Sania you were going to take Sierra for shopping..why did'nt you guys go..?" Rehan enquired looking at me..

"Rehan, Sierra wants you to accompany us for shopping.."I said.

"Me..no, no, no I will not go with you.. you girls will take lots and lots of time.." Rehan said..

"Peashh dadda (please dadda)" said Sierra pleadingly..

He nodded his head in a no and said, "No way.."

"Please, Rehan.." I said and showed him my puppy eyes. But he still motioned a no...

This heartless man...Will not listen easily..

"Please Rehan come with us, See Sierra Jaan is on the verge of crying" as i said, Sierra started crying as if she got a clue..

My daughter is like me...Smartyy😎😎..hehe :)

Rehan made Sierra stop crying and agreed to come with us..

I and Sierra were so happy. I told Sierra to thank dadda..

"Thunkbu dadda (thankyou dadda)" Sierra said and told me also to thank him..

I was so over whelmed with the situation that even I said, "thankyou dadda" just like Sierra... but then realised what I said..I kept hand on my mouth and looked towards him..

He had his signature smirk on his handsome face and said, "I dont mind being your babygirl.."

I understood the meaning behind his words and looked down shyly.. My cheeks turned pink due to blushing...

I looked towards Sierra and she was busy playing with the fork, I thanked Allah she did not hear..Otherwise what, I would have explained to her..

Rehan saw me looking at her and laughed at my reaction..

Whyy..? just whyy..do I make fool of myself everytime...Rehann this is not done...

I thought in my mind and looked towards Rehan, who was still looking at me and laughing..

I looked towards Sierra and started feeding her, then I remembered I should ask him if he liked biryani...This will also distract him, and the topic will be changed...Wow Sania you are quiet smart...Im impressed..I mentally gave myself a rewad for brillant idea and asked Rehan...

"Rehan did you liked the Biryani..?" I hope he says yes..i was continuously thinking in my mind...

"It is okeish...means not that bad.. it is eatable" He said crushing my hopes... my face fell at the choice of his words..

He did the same thing that day also, when I asked him about my Saree..

I felt disappointed 'like comeon man if you will tell me some good words.. your height will not get short..' but why do I expect good words from this 'Mr Arrogant..'

I kept my thoughts aside, and just nodded at him...I did not show him that his words affect me...'I have to be strong to make our marriage work...' I thought in my mind...

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