I was currently in the kitchen eating breakfast before school starts. Cohen isn't feeling to good so he's getting the day of and my parents have already gone to work because they both had an early meeting.

Because I'm not aloud to drive the car I'm supposed to get the bus today but I hate the bus. I might text one of the girls to pick me up.

I was just finishing up eating my cereal when I get another text saying she was outside.

I opened the door to see a white Audi TT parked up. I went around and got in the passenger side.

"Hi thanks for picking me up" a smile made its way onto my face.

"It's not a problem" Mila said then drove of to school.

The car ride was fun we talked about random things and not soon after we were parked up in the school car park.

We both got out and walked to the main door where Charlotte , Ellie and Raven were waiting.

"Hey girlie hi Mila" Charlotte said then continued. "So there is a party tonight at Amber Bradley's house we in"

Everyone said yes then looked at me.

"Uh I don't know, it's a school night" I asked unsure of whether I should go.

"Come on it will be fun we can all get dressed up together" Ellie tried to convince me.

The last time I went to a party it didn't end up good for me.

But maybe it will be different this time because I've got the girls.

"Okay" I said and all four girls smiled brightly.

The morning went slow. I had the most boring lessons on earth. It was now dinner and me and Raven were sat on our table waiting for the others.

As I was half way though my chips when I felt someone's presence beside me. I turned to look and it was Ace and Elliot.

"Oh it's you" I said then turned away.

I saw Charlotte getting a little flushed in the face and then saw Elliot sat beside her admiring her.

Aw their so cute.

As I was taking another chip I saw a hand in the box grabbing a handful I quickly slapped it away and glared at Ace.

"Hey get of my chips" I scowled at him.

"You mean fries" he tried to correct me.

"No I mean chips" he's such an idiot.

"There fries not chips" he tried again. Honestly does he just love winding me up.

"I'm not arguing over chips now go away" I then began eating my chips for the second time.

I looked up from my chip box to find the whole table looking at me and Ace.

Okayyy creepy.

"You coming to the party" Ace asked me when I Looked at him.

"Yes" after I had answers him Ace and Elliot both stood up and walked of.

When they were gone all the girls mouths started moving instantly.

"Guys one at a time I know you love me but I'm deaf" I stopped them all so I could focus on one.

I looked at Ellie and she then began saying "okay what the fuck was that?"

I looked at her confused before she then moved her mouth again. "Ace just came over sat down and asked if you were going to the party" I just nodded.

Then Charlotte tapped me and said " he's never done that to anyone. He doesn't even speak to anyone other than Ethan and Elliot"

"He's probably planning something" I corrected them.

"Maybe" Charlotte said with a wink.

After 5th period we all went home. Mila dropped me of and we all agreed to meet at Ellies at 6 to get ready because she has the biggest room.

I walked through the door and began walking to my room.

On my way I knocked on Cohen's room to check how he's doing.

"Hey how you feeling" I asked as he turned to look at me from his bed.

"Like shit" he signed back.

"Oh have you got paracetamol" I signed and he nodded.

"Okay well I'm going out at 6 and won't be home till late I've already checked with mum and it's fine. If you need me find me" I signed and waited until he said okay and then walked out and into my room.

It's 3 so I have 3 hours to relax and watch Netflix.

After one episode of 13 reasons why I got hungry so I went downstairs to the kitchen.

I made ramen noodles and carried them back upstairs to my room.

Two more episodes later it was 5:30 and I quickly jumped up to go to my closet to find something to wear for tonight. I decided on an outfit that I won't put on until I get to Ellie's.

My mums going to drive me to Ellie's.

I quickly sprint down stairs and call for my mum.

Once we're both in the car we drive to her house.

Once we get there my mum turns to me and signs "have fun be safe and don't come home too late" I kiss her cheek and say bye.

I walk up to her door and knock on. The door opens and all the girls hug me smiling. They drag me up the stairs and into Ellie's room.

Oh my god it's huge. She had a massive dressing table full of makeup. And a ginormous bed.

"Okay first we do our makeup. We go full glam" Charlotte said.

We all took a seat at different parts of the room doing our makeup. I decided on doing a natural eyeshadow and red lipstick.

An hour later everyone's makeup was done and they all looked like models. I can't say the same about me I'm like the ugly duckling compared to these four girls.

"Oh my gosh Stells you look freaking unreal" the first lie I've read since I've been with these girls.

"Thank you. You look gorgeous. You all look gorgeous" it was true they did look amazing. Can't say the same about me.

"Now let's all do our hair" Raven said to us all getting her hair things out of her bag.

"Guys should I leave my hair curly or straighten it" I asked them not knowing what to do.

"Leave it curly girl you look amazing with it natural" Charlotte stated and everyone nodded their heads in agreement.

So I left my hip length curly hair down but took a little hair from both sides and pinned it at the back of my head.

Charlotte and Raven put their hair up and Ellie and Mila left theirs down.

It was now 8:00pm and we're not going to the party until 9:00.

We started putting our outfits on. Mine was a red mesh bodysuit with velvet matching outfit over the top. I paired it with my black heels.

Everyone was dressed and ready to go. Charlotte had a short blue dress on.

Mila had a black skirt and black cami crop top on.

Ellie had a pair of denim shorts and Yellow tube top.

Raven had a mesh long sleeved top with a black lace bra underneath and dark blue jeans.

Everyone wearing heels.

"We look amazing" Ellie's mouth opened a bit wider probably shouting the words.

"Guys it's 9:30 we should go" I said which got all their attention.

we were all outside getting into the car I got in the passenger seat. Charlotte was driving and the other three in the back.

About 15 minutes later we stopped at a house that was packed with teens. Some already drunk dancing.

We got out and made our way to the filled house. Inside it stunk of alcohol, weed and sweaty bodies.

The four girls and I made it into the kitchen and found the alcohol. Mila handed everyone a shot which we all took.

I have had alcohol before and I'm not afraid of drinking but I know my limit and when to stop.

I knew the music was load because I could feel the vibration through the floor.

After another shot Charlotte turned to me and said "let's dance" I nodded and she grabbed my hand taking me to the dance floor.

I actually liked parties because it's the only way I can dance to the vibration of the music.

Me and Char danced together for a while. Enjoying ourselves. At one point Charlotte went to go get us some more drinks and i stayed put dancing.

I felt someone's hands wrap around my waist and start grinding on me. I tried to get out of their grip but they wouldn't let go. I glanced up at the person and it was a boy about 2 years older then me with blonde hair.

His hand started to make its way down near my ass and his other started going up to my boobs. I tried to pry his hands of me but again they wouldn't budge.

If it couldn't get any worse it did he slowly started taking steps backwards away from the dance floor and towards the stairs.

I felt tears in my eyes scared of what's about to happen.

"No" I tried to shout. I don't know whether I did. "Get of me" I swung my body everywhere trying to get out of his grip.

He pulled us halfway up the steps before I felt his grip being release. I fell on to the step crying.

I looked towards where the boy had been dragged of me to see Ace beating the shit out of him. He had the blonde boy up against the wall by his neck and was punching the life out of him.

But all I could do was think about his dirty hands on me touching me in places where I didn't give him consent to.

I just sat there with my knees up to my chest and cried.

I felt someone touch my arm and flinched. I looked up and it was Ace.

"I'm taking you home" is all his lips said and I just nodded.