Alexa's POV

I hear the door close so I stand up and look behind me and see her standing there.

My eyes almost pop out of my face as I see how beautiful she looks in what she's wearing.

She's wearing a beautiful red dress that goes all the way down to her cleavage and is very flowy that goes all the way down to her knees.

She has high heels that are about a inch and a half tall, which would make it towards it's harder for me to kiss her. (Lol)

She has a very pretty golden bracelet on with small butterflies on them, and a couple of rings on, she than has a necklace that hangs just a between her collar bones and it still has a single little extra piece where is goes all the way down to her cleavage.

And than another necklace but this one is a choker necklace, and than she has earrings that matches her long necklace cause they dangle a bit, and than she has two studs in her other two piercings, her hair down and a little wavy.

And her face beautiful, with no makeup just the way I like it.

I look in her gorgeous blue eyes and see her blush and her eyes dilate and than her blush get even redder and her eyes dilate even more which I'm sure made mine dilate as well.

I smile as she walks down the stars all shy, as she gets to the last couple of steps I put my hand out and help her down like the gentlewoman that I am.

"You look.. absolutely stunning" she smiles all shyly and my heart melts, I give her a kiss on the lips and she consents to it.

It stays gentle and lovingly, I pull away to look at her one more time and than she clears her throat, "you look even better " she says as she kisses me on my nose.

I smile and realize she has the rose in her hand, I smile even more when I see her smiling at me.

I grab her hand and lead her outside, she stops dead in her tracks "wow"

"You like it?"

She looks at me and smiles, she pulls me in for a kiss and wraps her arms around me, I feel her smile through the kiss which makes me smile as well.

"I'll take that as a yes" I say after pulling away.

She nods frenetically which makes me giggle at her.

I grab her hand and keep on walking, I lead her to the table and her eyes widen, "you done all of this, set all of this up and got ready so gorgeously and still had time to make food!?"

I laugh, "no mama, I ordered it, the rest I done on my own and just so you know I broke a sweat running all over the places setting all of this up"

She puts the rose on the table and grabs my other hand and looks me in the eyes, "I love you" my heart pouts as I smile so widely at her, "I love you too" I say honestly and give her a peck.

I than go and pull out her chair for her, she sits and than I go and sit at mine, she smiles as she sees another rose on the table, "such a gentlewoman"

I laugh a little thinking back to what I just called myself when I was helping her down the stairs.

"Liz?"

"Yeah baby?"

"I wanna know more about you, about your past, why don't you talk to your parents or even your twin sister anymore?"

That question seems to bother her by the sudden falter of her smile and the way she suddenly started to bounce her leg like she does when she's super nervous or uncomfortable or on the verge of tears.

"Hey" I grab her hand from across the table, "we don't have to talk about it of you don't want to"

"No it's okay, uhmmm... so when aaron was only two months old and alex was two his birthday was gonna the next month," she sighs and I squeeze her hand to comfort her, " they aren't biologically my kids, they are my nephews, I was babysitting them one day cause I was mad at my family cause they didn't approve of me being gay and I denied on going on a trip with them, so they left, and I woke up the next morning to a phone call that changed my life"

By than tears were streaming down her face, "my whole family was in a plane crash, and no one survived it, i took over all of my parents belongings and my sisters as well, I decided to adopt alex and aaron since they were my only family left, and I married Daniel cause it was who my parents wanted me to marry since we were little kids, my sister was the only one who truly accepted me which she was the hardest part of having to move on from, especially since she is- was my twin sister, not only is- was she the other half of me but I see her everyday that I see myself in the mirror"

She closes her eyes " it took me so long to be able to finally sleep again without jolting up in the middle of the night or even multiple times at nights by hearing her yelling my name, after a while of being married to Daniel we got divorced cause there was no real love and there never was, he became a part of the boys life so that's why I let him still see them, plus they kinda need a guy around after being around me all the time,"

I get up and walk around the table, I sit on her lap with both my legs on either sides of her with me facing her and wrap my arms around her, "I'm so sorry" I kiss the top of her head and she bursts into tears.

"You know, I thought I was in love before I fell in love with you, she was beautiful, she always would brighten up a room without even having to try, she got sick after a year of us dating, well she was sick most of the time but she kept it from me until she couldn't anymore, it got so bad, it tore me apart everyday to see her hooked up always to so many machine's, soon everyday she was losing more weight and color to her skin, she would eat less until she couldn't eat anymore, she started to talk less until she couldn't talk anymore, and she started to sleep more and more, until she just... didnt wake up anymore" at the end my voice cracks.

"Throughout my whole life I've experienced so many of my family members and people I love die, honestly the list goes on and on, I've lost a brother, a nephew, a aunt to cancer and a aunt cause she was alcoholic, uncles, cousins, bestfriends from health conditions and from suicide, my father died when I was sixteen and it sucked cause I had been mad at him for five years for leaving my famiky for drugs and when he died I felt so, I don't know, like I just couldn't apologize, and I couldn't forgive him"

She pulls away a little to look at my face, I smile weakly at her, "I just want you to know that I understand how it is to lose someone who you love dearly"

She nods and puts both her hands on either sides of my face and wipes my tears and I do the same, I lean in and give her such a soft kiss trying not to hurt her like if she was physically hurt.

I pull apart once I need air, and we just lean our foreheads against eachother and keep our eyes closed,"I love you" she whispers.

"I love you more" I whisper back.

"Not possible" she says with a little giggle which makes me so happy that tears come back to my eyes.

She pulls apart and open her eyes as soon as I open mine, she sees tears in my eyes and smiles at me, I smile just as big as her as tears roll down my face.

She kisses the two tears rolling down my face and rubs her thumbs on the sides of my face.

I sigh contentedly at her and than I hear her stomach grumble which makes us both burst out in laughter, "I think I'm a little hungry" she says.

I smile and nod, I get off of her and walk back to my seat, we than start to talk about such small things that mean so much to us as we continue to eat and drink champagne.