[These poems were made for the book]

1)

Now the familiar sense of perfume, mixed with those damn cigarette smells.

Coming towards me as my adrenaline goes crazy. Everything about this boy drives me mad, fuck his swollen lips that I stayed kissing all damn night.

He looks different today, he looks tired and ruthless, like he is about to rip someone's head out. He gives me a hard glare and walks past me, did this asshole forget everything that we did?

Fuck him I,m done with this, but that damn perfume mixed with those cigarette smells. I wanna kiss him one more time before I go to bed. He's afraid a voice in my head yelled, what can a boy like him be afraid of? I asked back, he's afraid of love a love that you cant give.

I'll do anything for the boy with that cigarette smell in him.

2)

No !No !No! I cant live without that stupid boy with the cigarette smells next to me. He is just too perfect to be real, and I'm nit ashamed to admit that I fell for this boy who simply looked at me. His black hair messy, his green eyes that shined every time, his muscular body and his pink swollen lips, his perfect personality that I fell for this deep.

'Why are you doing this?' I yell at you pushing with all my strength

"I'm trying to protect you" You answered with a deadly look on your face. A tear slips my eyes as I punch you on you chest, fuck you I whisper and run far away

Fuck him I'm gonna be better without his deadly glare, without his beautiful perfume mixed with the cigarette smells

3)

I lay down glaring at the stars, a beautiful feeling deep in my heart. I turn in my right and see you sitting down, a feelings of joy fills my body. Without a word you stare at the stars. I smile at your handsome face glaring at the dark.

'I'm sorry if I did something wrong 'I whisper as you only shake your head

'I'm the monster here, let me apologize in your beautiful face' You smiled at me, that fucking smile that melted me, If I had to beg for this boy I would immediately

"Oh shut up and kiss me' I say as you lean down, those pink beautiful lips connecting mine. You kiss your way down marking me as your own. Your gonna me be the death of me, the boy with the perfect perfume mixed with those cigarette smells.