'The intense pain lingered throught my back and core. As he glided the silver knife across my entire body making his torturing more slow and painful, as my blood is dripping all over my body.'

'Blows of punches in my gut where he had punched me, with my freshly new cut made by him and him only. Tears rolling down my face as he yanks my head back moving the knife along my back making a sissling feeling as my skin was getting burned.'

Sweating and moving with the endless nightmare I was trapped in, my heart rate monitor was beating at the maximum sending red signals. My whimpering and gripping the bed sheet with silent sobs.

I could feel hands all over me, I was shaking uncontrollably and they were trying to pin me down and give me a sedative. I felt another hand on my arms and I had instantly calmed down,drifting back to sleep.

I woke up and stared striaght ahead of me which was a blank red wall with black carpet. As I realized that I had something down my throat, it was blue and there was a white tip taped to my mouth.

I pressed a button which alerted the doctor. He had came in calmly and was more gentle than I remembered him to be. He slowly took apart the machine that was in my throat, taking out the iv inside of me and giving me an reassuring smile.

I watched him writing down something in his notes and him showing it to me.

'Hello ms. Im dr. Darrel for the hellcat pack. Can I step closer to you? Do you mind telling me your name to help me out?'

I shook my head and allowing him to step closer to me handing me the pen and the yellow notebook pad he had. I began writing for the first time in 15 years.

'My name is Sara Blackwood..I cannot.....hear you....nor can I speak.'

I gave him the notepad cowering my head down as he gave me a smile and wrote down.

'I had figured that you were deaf when you couldn't hear the most painful whistle that I blew. Do you remember how you got into the pack territory? If you are comfortable with talking about it I understand.'

'I..i'm not comfortable... I don't know where I am... let alone know anyone from here..... especially that scary person that made you.... back away...'

'That is Alpha Nickerson of the hellcat pack. No need to be afraid he actually brought you here. No one knows who you are, but me and I have no intentions on spreading your life like that without your knowledge and Alpha Nickerson would have my head if I do.'

'Do you mind if I only tell him who you are?'

I shook my head no, as an response to his question, as he left the room I was in.

I looked to my right there were clothes and a towel. I got up with the strength I only had left and found the gorgeous bathroom to run a bath.

I got into the bathtub with my clothes and towel on the counter locking the door. I take a look at myself in the mirror realizing I haven't taken a shower in a while with my hair all matted and knotted. My eyes skimming to my scars he left me, with tears brimming up in my eyes as I let it fall. My thoughts kept saying i'll never have a mate who would want someone ugly like me, as I walked to the hot water and let my thoughts continue to take over.

I get out and get dressed leaving the room which sent chills all over my body. And I opened the door and he was standing right in front of me.