I let out a piercing scream that the whole kingdom could've heard.I clenched into a circular form how I was when I was a rouge, Silas covering his ears he tried coming close to me but I don't know what happened its like something was holding him back. The pain was like someone stabbing me with silver once again but its everywhere on my body burning my body to where I can't move.

I tried focusing on my boys but I couldn't feel them I let out another scream and it was the scream that a mother lost her babies. Silas stood there and dropped his hands from his ears and just stared at me I could see the tears forming. I was sweating and shaking from the pain and the pain went away, my breath collapsed into sobs and there was blood leaking from my body. I cried until I could feel the heavy weight on my eyelids causing me to go to a place where I like to call sleep.

I couldn't move or anything I couldn't do anything for my sons but Sara's screams confirmed that she lost the boys and I stood right there and then in shock. Tears were welling in my eyes, I felt everything through the mate bond and I zoned out that I didn't realize that Sara was bleeding out on the floor.

I rushed down to her to pick her up her body temperature was so hot I couldn't pick her up. So I called my physician Rafhael, he is our new doctor since me and Sara really weren't in a official pack. I marked her through the kingdom, Rafhael snapped me out of my trance saying that Sara isn't normal anymore. I was confused and nodded my head to let him continue. He told me everything he knew about my Sara how her mother was a pure blood wolf and her biological father,not stepfather the people once knew, is actually the king of hell now. I stood there shocked and I looked at my mate laying on the ground as Rafhael was stopping the bleeding.

I stood there in my black silk robe staring out in the window on the lake. Me and Silas hadn't really spoken since the loss of our sons. I haven't been the same all I wanted to do was die I felt so numb and lost. I don't know if Silas still loves me or wants me as his mate after the death of our sons.

With that I heard a knock on the door it was Silas it looked like he hasnt been sleeping well bags under his eyes,oh his hazel eyes pleading for comfort, he just came up to me and held me as i broke down into sobs.

' im a curse im so sorry i failed you and our kingdom... im so sorryyy im a half demon and wolf im so sorry that i lost our kids im so sorryyy that im

not—'

'Will you be quiet its okay i still love you and we still have our life ahead baby we will try again. And this time we will be prepared okay? Now its not your fault baby we just need to figure out a way for us.'

I nodded my head and hugged him then i felt hunger for him and i knew he could feel it so he pinned me to the walls.

'Daddy missed you for a while you will not cum until i say so got it princess?'

'Yes d-daddy.'

He started undoing my robe then taking off my thong and bra that were a matching set and threw me on the bed tying me up on the bed post. He started kissing my neck and trailing down to my clit he started licking my clit then entering his tounge into me deeply and started eating me out fast.

My back started arching and moaning i wanted more and he started fisting me and then went deeper and fasterr feeling myself come near my climax.

'D-daddy pleasee can i?' I stated while clawing his back.

'No princess'

He entered me with his hard member and started thrusting deeply into me like he was trying to mate with me and he let me squirt all over as he was playing with my clit and thrusting deeply into me. He started going harder and faster every thrust he would do then he told me to squirt for the 20th time then i felt his cum oozing out of my pussy and didnt realized that he had came multiple times into me and was still going. And lets just say we went all night til dawn.