I woke up with a sharp pain in my head. Did I bump my head somewhere?

I get off the bed. I will be late if I didn't get ready in 20 minutes. I took my phone, there was a message cane from Kate.

Kate:- I'll be at your house within 15 minutes. Get ready fast.

Me:- okay😘

I get in the bathroom. I was brushing my teeth when I thought about the things I drink or ate last night. I just drink a cold drink, which Kate opened in front of me. Yes, the brownies. They were so tasty.

Shut up and hurry idiot.

I was taking bath when the word Dragon potatoes and the black hole were coming into my mind. But why?

While I was drying my hair, I remembered taking Xavier's ear in my mouth. The dryer slipped from my hand.

What the f***? That can"t be me. I don't remember anything. I will pretend that I don't know anything. How am I going to look him in the eyes?

I remember, he was smelling so delicious that's why I did it. Was I really planning to eat him? God, please kill me right this moment.

It was not me. Yes, it was not me. Who am I fooling here?

I took a deep breath and got ready.

I get down and went to the kitchen to eat something. I didn't make anything today. But my aunt didn't said anything. I guess they get the hint that I am not going to bend in front of them anymore.

I take a glass of mike and a piece of bread. I didn't have the time to make a complete breakfast for me. I finished the bread piece in two go. When I was drinking milk at that time I remembered something more.

I remember his lips just a few inches away from mine. I remembered leaning towards them. They were looking so attractive. As I was remembering this I choked on milk. It spilled out.

What the hell was that? Did I... Did I force him in that way? God, this is confirmed, you have to burry me today.

I heard the horn. I think Kate is here. I said my bye and get out of the house. I was about to tell her what happened but she said it first.

"Do you know what you did last night? You won't believe it." She said.

"You were there then why did not you stop me? I don't remember any alcohol." I asked.

"It was not alcohol but the brownies. They were hash brownies." I was beyond shock. I took drugs.

"I was sleeping after taking it myself. It was David who took me to my home. Xavier dropped you." She said.

She gave me her phone. She told me to look at a video. Her FB was open. The title of the video was "The most intelligent girl".

I clicked on it. It was me in the video. I was shouting standing on a table. I was dancing badly.

When did that happen?

Then after watching the whole video I understood why 'Dragon potatoes and black hole' were coming in my head.

We reached the school. As we walked to the school building many students came and greeted me and complimented me.

"What the bullshit is this? They were the people who bullied me or if not ignored me for the whole of my school years. Just because of my stupid video." I said to Kate.

"It's not stupid. It was fun." She said.

"Yeah, you can say that because you were not in it." I retort.

"I wish I would have been there." She replied.

As we entered the building, she went to her locker. I was taking out some books from my locker when someone tapped my shoulder. I turned to look who was it. But no one was standing in front of me. But a boy was on one knee in front of me with a bouquet of white roses. I love white roses. So I smiled by seeing them. But when I saw the person who was giving it, my smile vanished.

He was Marcus. The star football player in our school. He is an arrogant, flirt, and mannerless guy.

Why would someone like him, would do something like this for someone like me? He is friends with Rita. My cousin and her whole group have tortured me for years. He is one of them.

"I know what you are thinking. I was wrong. I am sorry. But yesterday when I saw you at the party. You were looking so sex... I mean beautiful. And when you were talking nonstop. I felt like I was seeing you for the first time. I felt like you are the one for me. So, please accept me. Please give me a chance." He said with a very big and fake smile. I could see clearly what he is trying to do. I looked somewhere else. Then I saw Xavier was standing there too. An instant smile came automatically on my face.

I was about to go to him when suddenly I remembered something else from yesterday. I looked into his eyes to confirm it. And I don't know how but I got the answer.

I remember everything now. I remember how he pushed me away. I remembered him apologizing for not feeling the same for me because he doesn't feel the same about me. I remembered almost confessing to him by telling him what he means to me. I remembered him denying my feelings again and again.

I remembered the heartache from yesterday. It was so much that it is painful again right now. I didn't notice when the tears from yesterday's pain are leaking right now from my eyes.

Then I did something, which I knew I will regret in the future.

I accepted the flowers.