I didn't even feel surprised at his words last night.

He hates me at his best.

He doesn't like me ignoring him, he doesn't like me talking to other men and what not.

The only thing that he likes is my body probably.

All he cares about is how good I smell or how delicious my skin and soft my body is.

Nothing else.

I am sure he will probably throw me away after taking my virginity.

That's all I am to him. A toy.

It even surprises me to think he hasn't taken my virginity yet.

But it definitely didn't stop him from leaving my body with numerous hickeys, love bites and bruises every night or tasting me till I can't keep my eyes open. I want leave him. I want to leave from here, from him, from everything.