《If only I knew you (UNEDITED)》Chapter 23: Ruined
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"Eyshu listen...we need to report that bastard to the police" Riya sneered with anger while I cried. "Crying won't take you anywhere Eyshu....I spoke to Sunny yesterday" she said making me snap my head up at her. "He said he was sorry and that he wasn't involved. Eyshu you don't know how happy I felt....I don't know what would have happened if he was involved as well, even he said that we should report to the police" she said making me shocked.
He lied to her?...why?
"Riya he is-"
I stop speaking. No....I can't ruin her life. She is madly in love with Sunny...I can't hurt her like that, but why would he lie to her?, Maybe.....maybe he didn't want her to know how disgusting he was. "What happened sis?" she asked in concern. I just shook my head, "Nothing and Riya even if we report him he...he is wealthy enough to get bailed" I said.
"But we can try can't we....he fucking raped you Eyshu...he committed a crime...no....he committed a sin and for that I will make sure he regrets" she snapped. I closed my eyes as those images flashed in my mind. He raped me, he stole my innocence, he killed my soul, he should get punished ....yes....he should. He hurt my dignity, he ruined me and claimed that he loves me?...was that his love for me?. "You are right Riya....we will go today" I said with confidence. "That's my sister" she hugged me while I cried in her arms.
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Me and Riya entered college, my eyes instantly going to the ground. I could hear people whispering about me which stung my heart. I bit my lip controlling my tears. I looked up to see people eyeing me in a weird way. Boys were smirking at me looking at my body with lust while girls were looking at me with utter disgust. "Ignore them Eyshu" Riya said as she wrapped her arm around me. We kept walking until we heard a boy whistling. I felt disgusted but ignored them moving closer to Riya.
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A foot blocked my way making me flinch, "Where are you going my sexy vixen?" a random boy eyed me with lust. "Get lost" Riya spat at him. "Shut the fuck up you bitch" he snapped and looked back at me. His eyes stared at my chest making me cover it with my scarf, "No need to cover it...I've already seen it" he muttered making me confused. "FUCK OFF" Riya yelled at him as she pushed him away and continued walking on but I could feel his eyes on me.
"Gosh....what a cheap actor...acting so innocent" a girl hissed making me flinch due to her words. "She should have signed up for porn instead" a girl laughed. Tears swelled up in my eyes as I fisted my shirt. Finally me and Riya reached our class and I was about to open my door until I saw a group of boys standing near the classroom looking at their friend's phone with so much attention, smirking and hi-fiving each other. I sighed and entered the class room.
I lifted my eyes and stood there in shock. Everyone looked at me with disgust and lust as I became the centre of attention. My eyes scanned the room walls in fear as I fell to the ground in tears and shock. "WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?" Riya yelled and ran towards the walls pulling off all the photos. I sat there frozen as one of the boys in the class started to film me. "By the way...nice boobs" one guy shouted and started laughing along with his friends.
I shivered in disgust as I looked at all the photos. They were all of me....me naked....me topless. My nudes were stuck everywhere in the room, fully naked, not a single area hidden. I struggled to breath as I held my neck. "Eyshu...EYSHU" Riya ran up to me as everyone continued to film and laugh at me. "EYSHU...EYSHU" Riya shook me but her voice started to die out, I couldn't hear her anymore but just people laughing at me with their phones in front of me.
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"NICE ASS SLUT" a boy shouted out. I kept feeling Riya shake me, patting my cheeks but I could only hear voices insulting me. "Fuck....how much do you take for a night?" another boy asked making me want to puke up. "Eyshu" a voice echoed but I couldn't see.
Tears blurred my sight as I started to feel dizzy. "EYSHU PLEASE...PLEASE DON'T CLOSE YOUR EYES" I looked back at Riya who was crying and screaming but her voice was coming from a distant. "Riya" I whispered as I fell into a tunnel of darkness....darkness which I never wanted to leave from.
"EYSHU....EYSHU...WAKE UPP...WAKE UP EYSHU!" I cried as I shook her form. "What is happening...what-oh my" the teacher came in as she placed her hands over her mouth in shock, staring at the walls in shock. She then looked at me and Eyshana in my arms and rushed towards us. "EVERYONE OUT RIGHT NOW!" she raised her voice while I cried shaking Eyshana in my arms. "Eyshana" I cried on her chest, cradling her to my body. "I will call the ambulance" the teacher said leaving me alone with my sister. I glared at the ground in anger. "I'm going to kill you Ezhil....I'm going to finish you".
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I slammed the doors open to Ezhil's little den inside the college. The whole group was there laughing with each other except Sagar who was missing. They all stopped and looked at me while I stormed to Ezhil and slapped him across the face. I grabbed his collars and punched him on his ugly face. "YOU FUCKING BASTARD....HOW COULD YOU FUCKING DO THIS TO HER YOU CHEAP FUCKING PEICE OF SHIT" I slapped him again.
He spat on the floor and glared at me with anger. I snapped my head at Sunny who was standing there with a blank face on. I stared at him with betrayal. "and you....you were here laughing with them...I thought you weren't with them?" I asked him in disbelief. "Wait, he told you he wasn't with you?" Vicky laughed and patted Sunny's back. "Gosh you two sister's are so stupid, believing in anything you hear. Of course he is with us....he is our friend, of course he will be here. What did you think that he will leave us for a little slut like you?...." Vicky mocked making me shocked.
"What?" I looked at Sunny with pain and tears. He just stood there with a smirk on his face. "S-sunny" I whispered, my voice shaking. "Oh and yes he was also there when your darling slut of a sister got raped but don't worry he didn't touch her" Farhan hissed making me stumble on my feet. My lips trembled as I looked at them all in so much pity and disgust.
"You are all monsters....you....you are all devils....why would you do this to a girl?...why would you spread her nudes?...how could you?" I asked in disbelief.
"Nudes?...what nudes?" Ezhil stood up in a flash, anger flashing on his face. I pointed my finger at him with anger, "DON'T ACT LIKE YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING.....YOU WILL ALL PAY....YOU WILL ALL PAY" I pointed at each one of them and left the room. I ran out of college and cried as I sat in my car and drove to the hospital. I furiously wiped my tears but they weren't stopping. I punched the steering wheel in anger. How could he betray me like that?...fuck fuck fuck....I even let him touch me...why?...why did I do that?.
I cried as I parked outside the hospital. "AHHHHHHH" I screamed as I banged the back of my head onto my chair. I placed my hand over my heart and cried my eyes out. "If only....if only I didn't meet you" I whispered.
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