《If only I knew you (UNEDITED)》Chapter 49: Forgiveness
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"Aditi come inside" Sagar spoke in a cold tone, his eyes glaring at his ex-friends. Aditi walked towards him, holding his hand. Sagar squeezed her hand, needing her warmth to calm him down. "What the fuck are you all doing here?" he spat at them. "S-sagar...you and here?...I mean you were with her all this time?" Aliya asked in shock.
"I asked you all a fucking question?...what the fuck are you doing here?" he hissed, ignoring Aliya, nearly losing his control but Aditi calmed him down by placing her hand over his chest. He closed his eyes then re-opened then, squeezing his wife's hand again.
"We....we came to...to ask for forgiveness" Farhan said with guilt. A devoid of laughter left his lips. "Forgiveness?...you think it's April fools day?" he chuckled bitterly making them all look down with regret and shame. "Who is she?" Sunny suddenly asked, looking at Aditi with confusion. Sagar wrapped his arm around his wife and kissed her on her temple. "My beautiful wife" he said with pride. Aditi blushed at his words giving him a soft smile.
Sona gasped. "You...you are married?" she asked in a stunned tone. She looked at him with hurt. He got married without his friends, while her and Vicky waited to get married as they wanted their friends, Sagar and Eyshana to be involved as well. She smiled at Aditi's swollen stomach, happy that he has a family of his own. "Yes I am....is that a problem to you Miss Butt?" his words stung her making her look away in tears.
"Sagar....where...where is Eyshana?...p-please I want t-to talk to her" Ezhil pleaded with his hands folded. "Quite shocking to see you here. I thought you would be rotting in jail by now" Sagar said sarcastically. Ezhil was taken aback from his response. "Just look at the audacity of you all, coming back after 10 years to ask for fucking forgiveness...JUST GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HOME" he shouted at the end, his breathing getting heavy.
"No...no I'm not going to leave without seeing or talking to her today. I need to ask for forgiveness, please let me do that Sagar...I beg you", Ezhil begged, leaning his head on his folded hands. "Forgiveness for what?" a voice spoke behind them making them all stunned.
They all turned around to see Eyshana leaning against the wall, looking at them with amusement. She got off the wall and stalked towards them, standing next to Aditi. "Talk...I'm right here....forgiveness for what?" she asked, looking at her so called fake ex-friends with a calm face. "E-eyshana......I...I" Ezhil stuttered fearing for her reaction.
"I...I...what?" she mocked him. No one spoke as they just looked at her with tears and regret. "Wow...no one is speaking now....just great" she looked at Sagar who glared at the group. "Well I'll say it for you instead. I'm so sorry Eyshana for cheating on you, for hitting you, for raping you....for spreading your nudes and ruining your reputation, I'm so sorry for destroying your life and murdering your sister and her unborn child" she imitated them, her words sending daggers to their hearts.
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They all looked at her with teary, red eyes, shock shown on their faces, their lips opened apart. "E-eyshu" Sunny cried, her words sending burns to his heart. Ezhil fell to his knees and cried. "I'm so sorry Eyshu...I'm so sorry...I was wrong...I was fucking wrong. I couldn't see the truth in your eyes, I couldn't see the innocence in your tears. I was so fucking blind to believe in those lies...I'm so sorry....p-please f-forgive me" he begged.
Eyshana stood there, her face masked with a cold face but her heart was breaking from the inside. She felt her heart beat again when she saw him after 10 years but the hatred for him over took it. She wanted to scream, cry, pull out her hair and curse him but she stood still in silent looking at his shaking body, his tears falling onto the ground.
"I'm...I'm also so sorry Eyshu. You....you saved me from r-rape once while...while I just sat there not helping you at all. You know...I feel so dirty....so dirty that I want to kill myself. N-now...now I k-know what you felt. I...I was raped E-eyshu and the only...the o-only thing I thought about was....y-you" Sona cried loudly, her whole face wet because of her tears.
"Are you really sorry Sona?" Eyshana asked in hurt. Sona furiously nodded her head. A bitter laugh left Eyshana's lips. "Would you forgive your rapists?" she then asked making Vicky angry. "How could you say that Eyshana?" he snapped in anger.
Sagar laughed and clapped his hands. "Wow....just wow....how could she say that?...did you just ask how could she say that?" Sagar spoke in anger as he stalked towards Vicky. "Then I ask you-" he spoke facing Vicky now. "How dare you all ask for forgiveness when you did the same thing to her?" he spat in his face making him speechless.
"What?..no words to talk now?. Even though you didn't rape her, you were still involved so equally you are also a rapist" Sagar said with disgust adding a sting to Vicky's heart. He looked at Sagar, taken aback from his hurtful yet true words. "You all are rapists as you were all involved, every single one of you" Sagar pointed at them with anger.
Farhan nearly lost his balance as he stood in front of Eyshana. "Eysh-"
"just shut up" Eyshana hissed while looking at the floor. "Eyshana p-please" Farhan begged but she just gave him a sharp look making him look down in guilt and utter regret. Sunny just stood there in tears, too ashamed to even look into his dead lover's sister's eyes. "Riya really loved you" she suddenly said making him snap his head up at her, shocked that she spoke to him.
Tears were running down her cheeks yet her face was cold. "she had many dreams for her future yet you crushed them all" she spoke with a calm tone. "I...I'm sorry" he cried, placing his hands over his face. "You will never be forgiven Mr Edwards....even if you are in your deathbed, I would never forgive you because-" her breath shook, "because you took the most special person from me. I wish we had never met you, she would have been alive if only I fucking took her away from you at the right time" she said with pain.
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"Kill me Eyshana...I want to die from your hands...p-please....free me from this pain" he cried
"Pain?" she asked in disbelief, her eyes wide open. "Pain?" she scoffed, "what pain have you suffered from?, you didn't even love her forget about being in pain Mr Edwards and about death, I won't let you die....you can't die after what you did with her. You will live your life living in regret for what you did to my sister, that is a curse I put on you" she spoke with disgust.
"p-please don't say that...I lo-", "Just shut your fucking mouth" she snapped at him making him cry even more. Ezhil suddenly stood up and hugged Eyshana making everyone shocked. "P-please Eyshana...please take me back...I'm sorry...I'm sorry....I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU...I'M SORRY EYSHANA" he cried loudly only to be pushed back and slapped harshly on the face.
She grabbed his collar, her chest raising up and down, her breath increasing as she glared at him with so much hatred. She raised her hand again and slapped him across the face causing his cheek to redden, the sound of the slap echoing in the room. "DON'T......DON'T YOU FUCKING TOUCH ME WITH THOSE HANDS YOU USED WHEN RAPING ME" she pointed her finger at him making him speechless.
"Your apologies are useless. You all don't deserve forgiveness, every single one of you. What do you think huh?....you think after 10 years of crying and regretting I will take you back. I will easily forgive you?. You think my self-respect is a joke to you?....raping me in front of your cheap disgusting friends, cheating right in front of me, hitting me and losing my sister makes you think I will actually forgive you?...shame on you for even having that thought" she glared right in his eyes.
"People like you don't even deserve to walk on this earth. That actually reminds me, now that Sona has come to me to help her fight her case, I just realised that it's not just two rapists I will be throwing in prison but it's 5 other rapists and abusers I will be throwing in prison as well" she said with a smirk causing the whole room to go silent.
"W-what?" Ezhil asked with shock, staring at the smirking girl in front of him who was broken from the inside.
"You know Vicky, I thought you were quite clever you know?...coming into her office, trying to find a lawyer to get justice for Sona that you forgot that the friend standing right next to you is also a rapist...what about the justice of Eyshana?....HOW WILL YOU GET HER RAPIST PUNISHED?" Sagar yelled in his face making him flinch.
"The truth is you are all selfish, not one of you has changed" he spat at them with disgust. Eyshana looked at the ground in tears but managed to keep her face calm. "I will surrender myself...I will surrender myself if that makes you come to me" Ezhil said with determination.
A humourless laugh left Eyshana's lips. "Nothing can bring me back to you Ezhil. You died for me the day you ruined my entire life" she said with a sad tone, her eyesight becoming blurry because of her tears. "I know Eyshana...I know but....but I love you...I love you so fucking much. You don't know how I have lived without you for so many years, I felt dead until I saw you again. You are my life Eyshana, you are my heartbeat...please....please don't do this to us. Punish me but don't let me go...p-please.....I broke you...I will also heal you...my love will heal you" he pleaded moving closer to her.
Eyshana fisted her palms and moved closer to him, now face to face. "You aren't strong enough to break me, forget about healing me with your so called love. The word love sounds like a curse from your mouth. You don't even know what love means. My biggest mistake was to think that you actually loved me....but....but only if I knew you better I would have known that monsters like you can never love, they can only destroy but not love" she gritted out making him gasp, his red now swollen.
She moved away and gave them all a disgusted look. "Get out of my home. Thanks to you all I will have to get the entire house washed so that it stays pure" she mocked. Their hearts squeezed in pain, her words stabbing their hearts.
"E-eyshana...I"
"I don't want to hear anything from you Aliya...I've had enough of today" Eyshana turned her back towards her while she cried, falling to her knees. "get out" she hissed but Ezhil refused. "NO...NO I'M NOT LETTING YOU GO...YOU ARE MINE EYSHANA....YOU ARE MINE" Ezhil hugged her from behind making Eyshana flinch.
"JUST GIVE ME A CHANCE PLEASE...PLEASE...EYSHANA PLEASE...PLEASE LET ME STAY WITH YOU" he yelled whilst she trashed around. He nuzzled his nose into her neck making her scream. "L-LET GO....L-LET GO OF ME YOU MONSTER"
Sagar then grabbed Ezhil from behind and punched him on his face. Ezhil fell to the floor and crawled towards Eyshana who was hugged by Aditi. "P-please Eyshana...I love you....I love you...I'm sorry....I'm sorry Eyshana...I'M SORRY" he kept yelling while Sagar dragged him out of the house with the group looking at him with utter shock and fear.
Sagar threw Ezhil outside with a thud and shut the door on his face. Ezhil banged and kicked the door, crying and shouting all night for his lover. "Ezhil p-please stop...they are not going to open up" Farhan said while wiping his tears but Ezhil was deaf to his words.
"EZHIL STOP" Sunny yelled as he turned Ezhil around and punched him on his face. Ezhil slid down to the ground and cried. "I..I c-can't l-live w-without h-her. P-please t-tell h-her t-to o-open the d-door, p-please" he hiccupped in between his cries. Sunny just shut his eyes tightly and cried, hugging Ezhil to his chest.
He looked up at the dark starry sky with tears and gazed at the blinking star above him. 'I'm so sorry Riya...I'm so sorry' he whispered mentally to himself.
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