《If only I knew you (UNEDITED)》Chapter 51: Stalker
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Every step she took, I also took the same step, following her as she walks into the building. I followed behind her, my eyes not moving away from her form. She entered the lift making me mentally curse, so I took the stairs, running up to her floor which was right at the top. After a long time of running up the stairs and breathing heavily I finally reached her floor.
I knocked on her door, my heart racing insanely when I heard her say 'come in'. I turned the handle and stepped inside. "What are you doing here?" she instantly stood up, her voice snapping with coldness. I gave her a pleading look but she just glared at me, I stepped further into the room, closing the door behind me. "Please, just listen to me" I pleaded.
She gave me a look of hatred, smashing my heart and hopes into tiny pieces. She stood there with silence giving me a blank look. "You have grown so much" I smiled at her to which she only gave me an expressionless look. "E-eyshana" my voice trembled as my eyes swelled with tears. I looked down and bit my lip with hurt and regret. "Eyshana, I....I'm so s-sorry" I gulped as my teary eyes locked in with her empty ones. "So?" she stated calmly. "What will your sorry do Ezhil?, you think by saying sorry everything will be back to normal?" she spat with disgust. I looked away from her with shame.
"I...I truly lo-"
"ENOUGH!" she raised her hand in the middle to stop me. "Don't utter that word, don't utter the word you have no knowledge or understanding about. You don't love me, you never have done" she sneered at me making my eyes widen in shock. I furiously shook my head and stepped towards her only for her to flinch back a few steps adding pain to my heart. "No Eyshana, I do love you, I love you so much Eyshana, so much that I find it hard to breathe without you. Please Eyshana, please give me a chance to prove myself to you...please" I pleaded as I launched myself at her, hugging her tightly to my chest. Her body went stiff but she didn't push me back giving me some hope. "I missed you so much....so freaking much" I whispered as I nuzzled my nose into her hair, my eyes closed as I take in her addictive scent that I missed and craved for her.
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I broke the hug and cupped her face, wiping her tears with my thumbs. "I know....I know I did really bad to you....but Eyshana, I need you, I need you in my life, you are my life line, I can't function well if you are there with me, I love you so so much" I rubbed my nose onto her's. "I'm sorry" I cried and hugged her again but she didn't say a single word, her arms laying at her sides.
"Eyshana....say something" I mumbled over her lips after breaking the hug. Her eyes then moved to mine, staring right into my soul. "Okay" she muttered making me shocked. My eyes scanned her entire face to make sure if there was any sign of her joking but her face was blank and serious. "W-what?" I asked, a laugh of happiness leaving my lips. "I will forgive you only on one condition" she stated now moving away from me, her back turned towards me as she gazed out of the window.
"I will do anything, anything to win you back Eyshana, anything to deserve your forgiveness, just tell me" I walked towards her and wrapped my arms around her waist, leaning my head on her shoulder. "Tell me what I have to do, I will even do it with my eyes closed", I whispered. "Bring back Riya and I will forgive you" she spoke with a cold tone making me freeze in shock. I slowly removed my arms off her and stumbled a few steps back with shock.
"E-eyshana" I whispered with shock and hurt. She turned around staring at me with those same empty eyes that were once filled with life and happiness. "So tell me, will you bring her back?" she gave me a small smile, not a sad or happy smile but a smile of disgust.
I looked down, my tears dropping onto the ground as I felt ashamed to look into her painful eyes. "If not, then get out" she hissed, turning away from me again. "E-eyshana-
"GET.OUT" she gritted out. I gave her a last glance before leaving her office. I face her door and leaned my forehead on it. "I may not be able to bring Riya back my beauty but I will do everything and anything for you to give me a chance even if that's giving my life for you" I smiled sadly and left the building.
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I didn't actually leave, I leaned against my car just gazing at her window right of the top of the building. Minutes, hours and seconds past until it was now nearly dark. I stood up straight when I saw her coming out. She glanced at me with shock but ignored me, walking right past me to her car. She sat in causing me to quickly sit in my car and start the engine. She drove off with me following right behind her.
She then parked her car and walked off causing me to park right behind her. I locked my car and jogged right behind her until I reached a safe walking distance from her. I walked behind her, just admiring the way her long silky locks flowed when the wind blew. She then stopped and turned around making me freeze. "Why are you following me?" she spat with anger. I wanted to chuckle at her cute face loving the way how her nose scrunches up when she scolds me. "I'm not" I shrugged. She turned around with a huff and started walking again with me right behind her.
She then stopped at a small café and entered. "Hi, can I have a hot cup of hot chocolate with cream on top of it please?" she asked with kindness. "Sure, are you sitting in or taking out?" the lady asked her. "Taking out, thanks" she responded with a smile. She was so busy with her order that she didn't realise that I was standing right behind her. I slowly leaned my face towards her head and smelled her hair which gave me peace and satisfaction. Her body then became tensed causing her to whip her head around, only for her head to bump in with mine. "Ow" we both whined rubbing our foreheads.
She stopped and gave me a look of disbelief. "Seriously?" she raised her one eyebrow up with irritation. "I also wanted some coffee" I spoke with hesitation and looked away from her. I could feel her eyes burning holes at the side of my head making me mentally smile. Her order finally came and without giving me a glance she walked away. I quickly followed her again until she reached her car. She glared at my car and turned to look at me.
"Stop what you are doing this instant" she snapped at me with her wide beautiful eyes. "I can't Eyshana, wherever you go I will also be there too" I looked at her with so much love. She shot me a look of disgust, her jaw clenching in anger adding hurt to my heart. "What?, you think by following me, asking for forgiveness, waiting all day and night for me to finish work will make me forgive you?" she scoffed.
My eyes widened and I shook my head. "No, no that's not why-", "I will never forgive you Mr Mital, for me you are nothing, nothing at all, I hate you and always will, don't you dare follow me again, I don't want to see your disgusting face" she shot back and furiously opened her car door and sat down, speeding away.
I just looked at her car from a distance, tears streaming down my cheeks as her words echoed in my ears.
I hate you and always will
For me you are nothing, nothing at all
I tightly closed my eyes with pain and wiped my tears. I drove back to the hotel with only her in my mind.
What shall I do?, what shall I do to make her give me a chance?.
Oh Eyshana, if only, if only I could go back in time and change everything
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