I avoided Haden for weeks. What he said had really hurt me. How could he think of me in such a way?

I never wanted his money and I don't want it.

I spoke to his mother earlier and informed her that I wasn't feeling well. It was partially true. My head was hurting and I had a slight fever. But I did it for Haden. He really expressed how much he didn't want to go to Tahiti with me and I wanted him to be happy. Itwould be weird to insist on going somewhere with someone when they don't want to be there especially with you.

I was bored out of my brains. I didn't really have any friends and my parents were out of the country. I was all alone in this house.

I decided to prepare dinner and watch 'The Little Mermaid' it was one of my favourite Disney movies. I absolutely loved it. Call me childish but I don't think I'll ever be too old for Disney movies.

About 2 hours later I ate dinner and started watching '13 reasons why".I also waited up for Haden to tell him the news about the honeymoon. I'm sure he'd be happy to hear that.

He arrived home earlier than I expected but he wasn't alone.

A beautiful blonde was perched on his side. She had gorgeous blue eyes and pink plump lips. She wore jeans and a white t-shirt but still managed to look amazing. Instantly I knew who she was. Ivory.

She is so beautiful . No wonder why Haden loves her.

I greeted them by the door.

"Hi I'm Aubrey." I said ignoring Haden's glare.

"Hello I'm Ivory." She replied politely. She seems nice. If only we weren't in this situation then I wouldn't have to feel insecure.

"You're Haden's wife aren't you?" She questioned with a polite smile and Haden clenched his fists.

"Yes I am. And its nice to meet you." I answered, hiding the jealousy that rose within me.

"Its nice to meet you too."

Haden was quiet. He hadn't said anything since he came. We were all seated in the living room. I had a whole lot of questions for him. For beginners what was she doing here?

"Can I get you both anything to drink?" I questioned. It felt as though they were the married couple.

"A glass of water would be fine." She responded.

"A beer." Was all Haden said.

I ran to the kitchen and got their drinks. When I came back I saw Haden smiling brightly at Ivory as she whispered something to him. I would never be able to get that image out of my head. They looked so perfect together it almost tore me apart.

"Here are your drinks." I announced as I placed the tray infront of them.

"Thank you." Ivory smiled but Haden said nothing.

"There's something we have to discuss Aubrey." Haden started and I nodded. This couldn't be good.

"Ivory is pregnant with my child. I would like to end this marriage so I can be with her and my baby." He stated plainly and I couldn't hide my surprise.

I was absolutely speechless.

Ivory? P-Pregnant? This had to be some sort of sick joke!

"Say something." Haden growled and Ivory put her hand on his lap to calm him down.

My head started to hurt really badly. My vision became cloudy and my eyes began to hurt.

"Are you okay?" Ivory asked.

I tried to speak but I couldn't. My head began spinning and I felt myself falling. The last thing I saw was Haden and Ivory standing over me as I faded into the darkness.

~

My eyes fluttered open to reveal a man staring at me as I laid on the couch.

"What happened?" I questioned.

"I'm Doctor Johnson and well, Aubrey, you fainted because of your iron deficiency. I phoned the hospital and got access to your records. Have you been taking tablets for anemia?" He asked.

"I haven't for a while. I guess I forgot." I added shyly while looking away from him.

"That's not something you should forget Aubrey. It's important, you are putting your health at risk."

"I know, I know."

Haden stepped into the room with a glass of water which he passed to me. I was surprised at his gesture as I took the water and drank it.

"So doc, will she be okay?" Haden asked. Why is he acting like he cares? Does he actually care?

"Yes, she will as long as she takes her pills. She's anemic, it's an iron deficiency. She has to eat alot of food with iron in it or she will get really sick. Please ensure your wife takes her pills." Doctor Johnson said as he packed up his bag to leave.

"I will doctor." Haden answered.

Johnson left a few minutes after, leaving Haden and I alone in the room.

"Aubrey." He started." Please set me free from this marriage." Haden spoke softly for the first time to me. Did he really want to run away from me that much?

"Its a contract Haden. There's no way out of it. It says we have to spend atleast 3 years together. We can't get divorced. I'm sorry." I whispered softly.

"Fuck! I never read the contract. Why did I sign that shit?" He growled in frustration.

"Wait a second, that means you read it Aubrey. Why didn't you say something? You just signed those documents. Now I have to waste 3 years of my life with you." Haden yelled.

"For heaven's sakes, my parents asked me to do this. I'm sorry okay. I had no idea you hated me that much. I didn't know I disgusted you. I'm sorry okay!" I yelled.

He remained silent for a while then left the room.

I stood up on wobbly legs and made my way upstairs. I wiped the tears from my eyes and went to my room.

He loves her. And I will never have a chance.

Aubrey's words stung in my brain and I couldn't get her broken voice out of my head.

I did not like her but do I really hate her? I don't I think I've ever hated a person before. I mean sure I wanna get out of this marriage and leave her penniless but still, I don't think I could hate her or anybody for that matter.

"What are you thinking about?" Ivory's soft voice interrupted my train of thought. My arms were wrapped around her as we laid in bed.

How would Aubrey feel about this? I'm sure she'd be angry or hurt-

Wait I don't care how she feels. I can do as I please.

"Nothing." I answered.

"Maybe we shouldn't be together right now. You're married and your wife is right next door." Ivory blurted.

"What?? Aubrey knows that this marriage is just a contract and it doesn't matter what either of us do. I love you and our baby Ivory. My future is with you not her."

"Well I guess you're right." She muttered as I captured her lips in a warm kiss. She responded immediately and I couldn't help myself. The kiss was full of nothing but love.

Sometime after, I saw Ivory snoring softly in my arms. That brought a smile to my face. I promise you Ivory I will marry you.

~

I woke up the next morning with Ivory still wrapped up in my arms. This is perfect.

I climbed out of bed ensuring not to wake her and brushed my teeth. After I made my way downstairs to grab something to eat.

Two plates were already on the counter with bacon, eggs, pancakes and a glass of orange juice. My mouth watered at the sight of the meal. Aubrey was on the opposite side of the counter eating her own breakfast.

"Is this for Ivory and I?" I questioned and she nodded.

"Thanks." I said to her.

"You're welcome."

A couple minutes later Ivory came downstairs and took a seat at the table.

It was fairly awkward as we all ate in silence.

"This tastes amazing." Ivory swooned. "You can cook really well. Where did you learn to make food like this?" She complimented Aubrey causing her to blush.

"Thanks. I learnt from my mom. Plus I had to cook for my niece and nephew when my sister wasn't around." Aubrey smiled genuinely. Seems like she enjoyed talking about her niece and nephew. Now that I think about it, her smile is really beautiful.

What am I thinking? I don't like her and I shouldn't think of her in that way.

"Aww. How old are they?" Ivory cooed.

"My niece is 4 and my nephew is 6. Their names are Sophia and Antonio." Aubrey smiled as she showed Ivory a picture of them on her phone.

"They are absolutely adorable." Ivory said.

"Yes and quite the handful." She admitted and Ivory laughed.

Ivory has such a kind personality. She has every right to be angry at Aubrey but here she is smiling and chatting with her.

"Hey, why don't we all go somewhere. We should take a mini vacation. To free our minds from this, situation." Ivory suggested.

"To where?" I questioned.

"How about Tahiti or Hawaii. No, Paris! What do you think Aubrey?" She smiled.

"I think you both should go. I mean I'm not feeling well and I'll probably feel worse if I travel." Aubrey said.

"Aww c'mon Aubrey." Ivory urged.

"Its fine Ivory. You guys have fun." Aubrey replied, a fake smile plastered on her face.

"Alright if you say so."

"Ivory you should start packing. We will leave tomorrow." I said.

"I have to pick up my clothes at my home so I'll go do that now." Ivory giggled in excitement as she walked upstairs.

Aubrey and I were left alone in an awkward silence.

"Umm Haden, I have the two tickets to Tahiti. I got it from your mom. I think you should take it. It wouldn't make sense buying another pair of tickets." She smiled as her voice broke.

"Yeah thanks."

"You're welcome. I hope you both have a good time. I'm gonna do the laundry." She said awkwardly as she left the kitchen.

I stared at the two tickets in my hand. I should be happy that I'm taking Ivory with me. So why does it feel like Aubrey should be going instead. Why does it feel as if I've cheated her out of something she really wanted.