《Love Still Finds A Way.》35. I'm Sorry.
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I sauntered elegantly in my blue jeans and blue turtle neck top to cover the hickeys on me and I went to the hallway to my locker and she was standing there.
Keep it cool Pamela, you can do this.
It's weird how in my former school,the cheerleading captain was my best friend but in this school, she treats me like an arch-enemy.
Mehhh whatever.
"Hey you bi-"
"Mind your language Belinda." I cut her off, shoved her aside and opened my locker as she stood there shocked of my outburst. I even smirked a bit.
"How dare you talk to me like that? and where did Nathaniel go during the concert?" She asked me when I ducked my head into my locker.
"Outer space or probably somewhere far away from you..but I think the last answer is more realistic and obviously true." I answered sighing and I shut my locker.
"But in any case, I don't know and I don't care as well." I grinned at her.
I was somehow in fear and I was trembling but I didn't show it out.
"What did you do?" She narrowed her hazel eyes at me and pointed her finger to my face.
"I answered your dumb question." I rolled my eyes and moved her finger.
"Did you just give me an eyeroll?" she asked.
"No, I gave you diapers." I answered sarcastically and when I turned to leave she grabbed my arm making me sigh.
"You have no right to talk to me like that understand? "She ordered.
"Yeah yeah fine, can you let go of my arm now? I need to go to class." I said boredly and shook of my hand from her hold.
"Nathaniel can never like you understand? He loves me." She gritted and despite the slight pang I felt in my chest, I replied, "Of course he does can I go now?" I asked making my face blank as possible.
"I'm not done talking you-"
"Belinda, I have way more important things to do than just stand here and let you continue your nonsense talks so bye." I said and began to walk away from her.
"You nerdy bitch-"
"You pathetic cheerleader." I cut her off and went to class.
Yes! Yes!
***
"Pamela please ask Mackenna why she has been ignoring me." Angela begged. Mackenna rolled her eyes at her plea and continued to devour her food.
"What's wrong Mackenna?" I asked her.
"She ruined my moment with Angelo!" Mackenna complained and Angela nearly smirked.
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"Woah...chill there tigress." She chuckled.
"Wait, what?" I asked confused.
"Now, how do I tell you? Okay we found Angelo and Mackenna making out... " She said and made her smirk obvious.
"You and Angelo...were making out?" I gasped as my eyes widened and Mackenna glared at Angela.
"Yeah." She pouted and I smiled.
"Wow." I sighed. "you must have been really happy." I chuckled. My lips were bugging me to tell them about mine and I was trying to find a way.
"You wanna say something to us?" Angela asked.
"Oh naa no, no no." I chuckled nervously and they gave me the 'do-you-think-I'm- dumb' look
"Guys I'm serious it's true, nothing." I lied.
"Don't think we believe that shit." Mackenna said.
"Yeah Pamela what happened?"
I bowed my head and bit my lips to block the smile as my face heated.
"We kissed ." I confessed and they they gasped gaping at me.
"You mean you and Nathaniel? "Angela asked and I nodded unable to meet their eyes.
"So that explains why you left the concert,"Mackenna said.
"Also because I was exhausted. " I muttered.
"Whoaaa."Angela sighed."This is just so much."
"Who started it? " She pried again.
"Him."I bit my lips.
"Too much shock and surprise!"
"Yep, Pamela,we're shockprised."Mackenna said and bit her fries.
"But...that doesn't mean I'm gonna let him off easily." I sipped my drink.
"Ouuu." Mackenna smirked. "Can we help?" She requested.
"Of course. Why else do you think I told you guys in the first place?" I sighed.
"Oh well, we have a lot to teach you." Angela smiled.
"Tip one..."
***
I sighed and flipped over to the next page. The library was almost empty. The teacher had gone home leaving the keys with me while only two students, remained. Thats I and some other fresh man.
I adjusted my glasses as I toom my time to take note of the information in the geography textbook.
A few hours later, the freshman got up and left and just at the moment Nathaniel too entered the library. Like...how did he know that I'm here?
My heart bounced but I didn't do one thing, glance his way but he was heading towards me.
I dug my face deeper into ht text book and my heartbeat increased as he came closer and sat next to me without permission.
I continued writing my notes, just that this time, my writing speed was almost the same as my heartbeat.
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I didn't talk and so didn't he. It was almost as if he wS wondering exactly where to start from.
I glanced at him from the corner of my eye and saw him staring at me, looking vulnerable. That look almost melted my heart but I kept my cool.
"Pamela please can we talk?" He requested and that sentence...it felt and sounded so....foreign....so unreal...so sweet...so...ugh! Be mean girl! Mean!
"About what exactly?" I confidently asked him, not sparing him a glance.
"Everything?" He mumbled.
"Are you asking me or telling me?" I sighed pausing my writing a bit.
"Um..can we just talk please?"
"Ain't that what we're doing?" I asked.
"Right." He sighed.
"You have just two minutes. I'm super busy as you can see." I stated writing faster than ever.
"I..I honestly dont know where to start from..like seriously." he stated.
"But.." he began placing his hand over mind. My heart skipped a beat, yes, but withdrew my hand and passed him a glare and an eye brow raise.
"I'm sorry." He whispered and that phrase just went through me. My heart was begging me to just give in a forgive..that it'll be all good, but my mind was going back to the past beginning and more of what I could remeber.
He couldnt just treat me so bad and come up with an sorry at all to earn forgivenes...like who does that?
He aint serious.
"I reckon your time is up.." I sighed stadinng up amd packing my stuff.
'Pamela-"
"Please leave, I have to lock the library." he got up and I walked past him and just like how my mind anticipatd, he gently gripped my forearm.
"Nathaniel I do not have time for this okay? I'm really tired and I have to go home..let go!" I twisted my arm not looking at him because he was staring intently at me.
I gasped when his arm slithered around my waist and that was when released the books in my hand.
That made me momentarily look ino his onyx eyes. They looked so...remorseful..
"I really mean it..I'm sorry." He whispered leaning his forhead on mine. My breathing became..shallow and I was wiggling out of his hold.
"Pamela please.."
"Please what? and sorry for what? Let go!" I yelled and pushed him away with all my strenth. I bent myself and picked up my books and headed for the entrance to leave. I could come later and lock the library..but for now..I had to take my time and think over myself.
"Angelo what are you doing? " I asked. We were in the same janitors closet and I was pinned to the same wall.
"Angela and Nolan are in class..."
"So?" I aksed.
"So.." He said as he leaned down and brought his face close to mine.
"Angelo we have ten minutes to go to class." I pointed out and he smirked.
"You think that's not enough for a make out ?"He asked and I blushed red as my heart hammered in my chest. He snaked his hands around my waist and buried his head in my neck.
"Wh..what do you mean?" I stuttered when I felt his lips on my skin.
"You have no idea? " He asked huskily and I felt his nose nuzzle in my neck.
"Angelo." I said but it accidentally came out as a moan because he sucked my skin.
"Hm?" He replied and lifted his blue eyes to meet my green ones.
"W..we need..to go to class.." I said with my voice barely audible.
"Not before I do this. " He said and pressed his soft lips with mine. I opened my mouth to tell him to stop even though I was enjoying that moment but that rather gave him the chance to delve his tongue into my mouth, shutting me up for good.
I shyly kissed him back and I felt him smirk against my lips so I bit his lower lips and he groaned and bit mine as well.
He was messing up my hair but I didn't take note of that because I was too drowned into him. Again our moment was ruined when the door opened but we wished it was Angela and Nolan, it was the janitor!
"Shit." Angelo muttered dragged me behind a pile of huge boxes and made us lie on the floor with me on top of him.
When the janitor took whatever he or she or it needed it left and I got up from the jerk. I took out my handkerchief and wiped off the lipstick stain on his lips as he smirked.
"Jerk." I grumbled and his smirk widened. I wanted to remove that stupid smirk off his stupid face so badly.
"You're a good kisser." He complimented and even though my face flushed, I glared at him. We went out of the closet and after checking that the place is clear, he intertwined our fingers and we went to class.
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