All of us finally got back home the next day after the grand opening of Valerie Airline, Gabriel and Laura are preparing to welcoming their children. It is almost the time I'm going to be an aunt, am i to young for this? But i am so excited to have a baby around, just like having a new toy and a new friend. But the most important thing is having a new family.

Apollo and I haven't talk since that night, the text was our very last conversation. I didn't make it to school today because i just arrived on Monday morning and got a little tired so i skipped school for two days and skipped my practice 2 times. I should probably back to school i feel bad and I don't want to get left behind, big final test is coming for me.

Mom and dad are still in Dubai for the New Airline but Gabriel, Laura and I decided to go back sooner. There's so many things that Gabriel and Laura have to prepare for their baby. If i was Laura I won't fly to Dubai knowing that her pregnancy is close to 9 months besides i think it isn't safe enough to travel around.

I still laying on my bed since the first time i open my eyes this morning, i decided to go to school today but it seems my body is too tired to be carrying around and to focus on the subject. The curtain is still close, i think Matilda decided not to open it up because she saw me how tired i am.

The clock said it is 9 in the morning and all i do is flipping my body around the bed trying to fall asleep again, but i just can't so i guess it is time to get up from the bed. My room are still dark and feel cold, it is too comfy to get up.

I get up and went to the bathroom to see my own reflection on the mirror with my messy long hair and a tired face, my face looks pale but i feel better after spending my time by sleeping. I suddenly hear a ring on my phone and see the id caller, surprisingly it's my mom who calls.

"Hey mom" i picked it up.

"Happy birthday baby! 18 such a big girl" her voice sounds so excited.

I forgot today is my birthday, great i woke up late and didn't make it to school. I haven't even think about how to celebrate it.

"Today is my birthday?" I asked.

"Oh my god you forgot?" She asked.

"Oh by the way thank you mom" i said while looking at myself reflection.

"I'll bought a birthday present for you okay i gotta go hon byebye" She said then ended up the phone call.

Woah not even reach 5 minutes and didn't even hear anything from my dad, I'm not expecting it too. I've grown up to not expecting anything from anyone cause it'll always disappoint me in the end.

I begin to wash my body and walk down the stair where i meet Matilda, Chef Fredo and couple of the maid are holding a little cake with a blue candle on it. I can not believe they do this to me, i smile and begin to walk where Matilda stands with the cake and the candle. I make a wish then blew the candle, i thank them then they continue to work.

It is funny when the workers here are more like a family to me, i love them all so much. After that Matilda and Chef Fredo begin to hug me and wish me a happy birthday. They made my day and I'm happy to have them in my life.

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My friends haven't text me or call me to wishing me a happy birthday, now I'm in the middle of the dining room alone with my laptop right in front of me. I have nothing to do so I decided to see some of clothes online since i am too lazy to go to the mall. And i think it is a good option to buy Gabriel and Laura something for their child later.

I keep on checking on my phone but got nothing, this is the time where I'm too often to check on my phone. A part of me want him to text me or call me for an apology of maybe we can talk again and forget about those stupid texts thing that night, i miss his smile and his joke or him being care. I think I'm too stupid to do love, like i said we haven't even started but why is he affected my body so much. Ever since we fight, i have no mood for eating or even get up and living life.

I close my phone and put it next to the laptop and continue searching for a baby needs, i wish i know what is the gender so i can probably know what to buy but both of them are still keep it as a secret. My hair is so messy right now I don't even care anymore and all i wear is just a white top and a short for sleep, both of my feet are warm with the slippers that i got from last Christmas.

I put my head with my messy hair on top of the table right in front of the laptop, i feel like i got bored with my life and i need something new that entertained me. But I don't know what it is, an idea suddenly popped up in my mind about College. I decided to browse something on the internet but I suddenly stop cause I remembered I don't really have an option for what i want to choose so i went to some test that is going to prove what am i good at. After a while doing the test the result is finally out and a a part of me is good at helping and art they said i'll be good at Taking s good care of people like a doctor or a nurse and i'm also good at design, well at first I'm a little confused but I'm so good at doodling while got bored in class.

The dining room that was so silent suddenly broke by a loud voice of a confetti and shout of a happy birthday wish,

"SURPRISE HAPPY BIRTHDAY" is all i hear.

I see Diana is holding a chocolate cake with so many colorful candles on it while Sarah and Floyd are holding on a pink and silver balloon on their hands. I see Jace is holding a camera recording me while Justin and Ezra are ready to give me a party popper spray, and I finally see his tall figure appears behind them.

My focus are now on him that looking straight flat at me, not even a smile or a congratulate expression just flat as he is. I focus back to the candle that I'm going to blow, i close my eyes to wish first and slowly blow the candle.

Justin and Ezra begin to spray me with the party spray and i can tell now i'm purple and green. They made a mess on my dining room and all i do is just standing there with all of them are laughing at me.

"Happy birthday Lana" Diana and Sarah said then hugging me.

"I thought you guys Forget" i said with whatever on my face is.

"Of course we're not" Sarah said smiling.

Jace finally close the camera and come to me to hug me, he gave me a big hug and brush on my back.

"Happy birthday Lana" he said smiling.

"Thanks jace" i said and hugging him again.

"Happy birthday Lana" Floyd said while holding a balloon.

"Thanks Floyd" i smile then turn around to found Justin is seating on the chair that i used to seat in.

He smiles at me and suddenly pick me up and now i got my head on his back while trying to get off of him,

"Put me down Justin you didn't even wish me a happy birthday" i said while trying to get off.

I see all of them are laughing while following wherever Justin is taking me, i try to move but i can't.

"Well you'll hear it in a minute" He said and I realized that he's going straight to the pool, oh no no please don't take me to the pool I don't want to get wet i just showered an hour ago.

"No please not the pool!" I said which makes most of them laughing.

No longer after that i feel myself hit the water and all i do is give up and let the water hit my body, guess i should take another shower tonight. Ugh i hate that guy.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY LANA" Justin screaming at me while everyone is laughing at me.

"Are you insane i'm wearing a white shirt!" I said freaking out.

"Yup he did it on purpose" Ezra said and the guys are laughing accept Apollo who just looking at me on the pool.

Can't he just go with the flow and enjoy the moment and put that trash face away for a minute, i hate it when he can not blend with what are we doing. Especially when he try to act like I'm not even exist.

"I'll go get you a towel" Sarah said before leaving the pool.

"Sorry Lana we love you so much" Jace said while recording.

"You guys better go to the dining room" Diana ordered and make all of them walk away, i see Apollo is throwing me a last glance before walks away.

I begin to get up from the pool with Diana begin to seat next to me watching the view from the pool, where there's only a dark sky with no stars in the sky.

"Thanks for surprising me Diana" i said.

"Your welcome bae" she said.

"But why do you have to take that mr trash pissed face here" i said to her.

"Who? Apollo?" She laughs like she knows who am I talking about.

"He never shows any expression Lana and why do you have to be so care with his face" she said then laughs

"Cause it feels weird when you're in a joy and he's being a robot" i said.

"Oh he must practicing to be a more charming guy" she said and we laughed.

No longer sarah comes with a towel then i cover myself with s robe then come to the dining room with all of the guys.

We cut the cake and it eat, everyone eat it accept Apollo and Sarah. Sarah said she's on a diet while Apollo juts doesn't want to eat the cake. Why do he has to be so cocky on my special day, he's rather be in his house than here.

After that everyone excuse themselves to go home cause it's getting late and we still have school tomorrow, I'm expecting Apollo to stay and maybe explain or say something to me but he turns out to be the first one who got home.

I really can't understand about his feeling.