Saturday, my parents got home and they throw a big party in my house which invited my friends, family, some business partner. I didn't asked for a party but my mom is so excited to make one for me, and now here i am in the middle of the crowd with a music fill around my house and a beautiful decoration of flower every inch of it.

Cupcakes are everywhere, people that I don't know are here greeting my parents and of course my close friends, all of them are coming. I wear a dress that my mom bought me as a birthday present which i said too much, but i want to appreciate it.

I walk around the house and so many family are coming they greet me with a present and warm hug, Gabriel and Laura are helping mom with a lot of things on this party. I hope dad isn't going to ruin this party by announcing about the engagement, Apollo and I haven't talk for a week his act affected me a lot. I've been thinking about him all over again, even tho i try to stay focus on my grade but my mind keep coming back to him again and again.

"Lana baby you look so pretty" Sarah and Diana said.

"Thank you guys" i look down on the floor

Both Sarah and Lana are wearing a fancy pink and black dress, it's just me or they're preparing for this party really well.

"Where's the other?" I asked them.

"The guys are on the way but Apollo is probably with his family" Diana said to us.

"Your lipstick looks good on you btw" Diana said and makes me smile.

"Oh thanks, mom's choice" i smile.

"You never tell us you have so many attractive cousins" Diana smirks while Sarah just smiling innocently, i look around and see Alec and Ariana are standing next to the chocolate Fountain.

Oh my god my cousins are here, Ariana and Alec lives in England they moved out of the us when we were in middle school. They're the most attractive twin that I've ever met, both of them has a natural light brown hair and an emerald eyes which is so attractive.

"Oh my god they're here!" I said.

"You should go talk to them" Sarah smiles then i leave both of them.

I walk into where they're standing while holding a plate of fruits and chocolate,

"Guys!" I said then put my arm around both of their shoulder.

"Oh my god Happy birthday Lana" Ariana said then hug me and I'm scared the food are going to mess my dress.

"Happy birthday Lana" Alec said and give me a kiss on the cheek.

"Thank you guys, Where's grandma?" I asked them.

Alec and Ariana moved to England since our grandpa passed away, their dad has to take care of so many things there. They're the closest cousin to me cause they're the same age as mine.

"Oh she's not coming but she bought you a present" Alec and Ariana smile.

"Seriously?" I asked them.

"Yeah you can see it in your room" Ariana smirks.

"And of course you can see another from us too" Alec said.

"Thank you guys and i missed you so much" i said hugging both of them.

I see Ariana is so pretty with a classic navy blue dress while Alec is wearing a black formal suit.

"Where's the guy" Ariana suddenly whispered and smirks.

"Huh?"

"Of course we know, our mom and dad know but maybe grandma hasn't know yet" Alec said.

"Where's he?" Ariana asked and makes me look around but didn't find him.

"I don't know" i said and they can see the change of expression on my face.

"That's okay he'll show up" Ariana gave a brush on my bare back.

"Lana Happy birthdaaayy!" I suddenly hear Justin's voice behind me which makes everyone turn around.

I turn around and see all of them are wearing a formal suit which makes me laugh cause they've never dressed so formal like this and I feel bad for making them dressed so sweet.

"The last time you said that you thrown me into a pool" i said to Justin before hug all of them.

Ariana and Alec still stand behind me looking at all of my friends, The only person who knows them is Jace. So I'm not surprised if jace greet them right away when he met them.

"Oh guys this is my cousin Ariana and Alec, Alec Ariana this is my friends. Sarah, Diana, Floyd, Ezra, Justin and you guys met jace before" i said and all of them give each other a smile.

They begin to talk whatever it is as Gabriel calling up for my name, i went to the round Table which for our family to seat and meet my mom there.

"Lana We'll begin the party in a minute" My mom said and i just nodded, I don't really know what's the concept on my party I suppose to know cause mom is actually the Event organizer.

I seat on the round table with my brother seating next to me, i see my mom walking up to the stage while Emilia preparing for the mic to be ready. I look around and found all of my friends are seating at the same table, i see that they're enjoying themselves.

"Good night everyone, welcome to my Daughter Birthday Party" my mom said with the microphone. I can hear a slow music play around the house like the back sounds for Whatever my mom's going to say.

"18 years ago today i gave birth to a lovely angel that seating over there" my mom said which makes everyone looking at me.

Laura put her hands on me which makes me smile and getting back to reality,

" A daughter is going to be every mom's best friend but i feel like I'm not there for her the whole time" She said with a teary eyes and my heart is touched by her words.

"Anyway I'm so great full to have a sweet daughter like you and i wish you all the best and i just want you to know that i want you to be happy" my mom said and i smile to her, her eyes are sparkles because of tears and i can see her pure love to me.

No longer i can hear applause from all of the people inside of this house, no longer Gabriel then Laura then my friends walks up to talk about me. Sometimes i laugh sometimes i cry,

I feel like i am in a funeral but it is actually my birthday.

"Please Welcome Apollo Hamilton" Emilia said and I don't know why my heart just beating so fast.

I look around but doesn't see his appearance in this house, i look into his family table and there's only Philip and Daisy. Both of them are also looking around looking for his son. I think he's not coming, and i don't know is he still mad at me? Okay he was so childish if it's all because our simple silly fight.

After a while we still don't have any sign of her so Emilia decided to call for another name, and it is Me. I stand from my chair and walk to Where's the mic standing stand and all the focus is on me now.

"You'll be the last one so after you've done your speech you can welcome them to enjoy the party" Emilia whispered before giving the mic to me.

"Okay" i said.

The mic is on me now and all i see is all their eyes are literally on me, i see Diana and Sarah are smiling for me while my parents are looking straight at me.

"Hey everyone, uh thanks for coming to the party first of all i want to thank Mom and Dad" i said while looking at my mom who's smiling all the time with a teary eyes acting just like it is my wedding. My eyes suddenly caught an appearance of a tall figure on the room, He's walking to his family's table after greeting the boys who's seating in the middle of the room.

He seats right on the chair and his dark blue eyes are now focus to the front and meet mine, i look away and looking back to where my mom and dad are seating.

"I was rewatching the family clip from Christmas when i was around 2, and i can see how much both of you can raise me to be a woman like this. I want to say thank you for being a parent for me" i said then looks into Gabriel and Laura.

"Gabriel and Laura" i smile and Laura giving a big big smile.

"Gabriel you're my favorite brother" i said then he smiles.

"Cause you're the only brother i have" i said and everyone laugh while Gabriel just giving me a smirk.

"Just kidding, i love you so so much and Laura you're like my own sister i love you so much and Both of you are my favorite couple ever, i can not wait to be an aunt" i said and Laura giving me a smile while nodded.

"My friends Jace Dalton, Diana Alley, Sarah Rawls, Floyd Williams, Ezra Brooks, Justin Arrington, and"

"Apollo Hamilton" i said and i can see a smile on their faces accept the mister cocky that soon I'll ripped his head off.

"You guys more like a brother and sister to me, you're always being there for me and we're always taking care of each other, i just love you guys so much" i said and Diana nodded while smiling.

"And Matilda, Mr Dillon and Chef Fredo Matilda thank you for always Waking me up in the morning, clean up my room and help me, Mr Dillon thank you for always driving me everywhere i go and Chef Fredo thanks for serving the best food in the world and i just want you to know that i love you and i also care about you all" i said and i can see them are smiling at me.

"And last but no least my family, Ariana and Alec thanks for being here and brought grandma's present i love you guys so much Uncle Joe and Aunt Anna thank you for coming. I feel like all of us in this room are family for me, and tonight I promise that I'm going to be a better person and a good woman"

"Thank you for coming to my party and you can enjoy the party thank you" i said then the music is getting louder as i walk into the table.

Everyone is ready to grab the food and enjoy the party while dancing, drinking or eating. As everyone enjoying the party i feel tired and decided to walk into my room to chill in a bit.

I walk inside of the elevator and went into my room, the hall feels empty all i hear is the music from the first floor and a sound of the plate. I keep walking to my room until my body being stopped because I'm surprised that Apollo is standing alone in the hall while looking into the picture on the wall.

His hair are dark brown and both of his hands are rest inside of his pockets, he's standing tall on the hall with his black suit. I can see his sharp jaw clenched for a second before he turns around noticing my appearance.

I'm standing on my heels with my dress spreading on the white marble floor, while looking straight into his figure. I can smell his familiar perfume from this far, i missed him. But my mind are fighting for an ignorance that he gave to me for the past few days.

My hands are curled my eyes shut and all i do is turn around to walk away from him,

"Avalana" he said.

But a single word that came from his sweet sweet mouth making me stop from running away from him, it feels like a chain is being wrapped on my body.

I slowly feel his warm hand on my shoulder brushing down to my arm and his body are now standing in front of me.

God i missed him.