Mu Xiaoke suddenly sent inexplicable words, which made Chu Han unacceptable. He made countless calls to Mu Xiaoke, but none of them answered. Mu Xiaoke is hiding from him, because of Rong Yanzhe's appearance, is Mu Xiaoke so afraid that he will cut off relations with him?

Chu Han went to Mu Xiaoke's school to look for him again, however, after spending a day in his dormitory downstairs, Chu Han did not see Mu Xiaoke.

"Where are you, make it clear!"

Chu Han's tone was severe. He didn't like such an uncontrolled situation. He couldn't let Mu Xiaoke disappear without saying a word.

Mu Xiaoke hid in a hotel near the school and saw the news of Chu Han. He couldn't restrain his tears. His heart seemed to have been slashed by others. He couldn't bear Chu Han, he really couldn't bear it, but he couldn't bear it. Selfish, if he continues to stay with Chu Han, he will ruin Chu Han.

Last life.

.Mu Xiaoke still remembers that he should have just been sent to that unknown small building. It was when Rong Yanzhe further restricted his freedom. His scope of activities narrowed from the large flat in the suburbs to only one room. The size of the space. Rong Yanzhe said it was a punishment for his escape.

When Mu Xiaoke saw the trees behind the balcony, he thought that Rong Yanzhe had put him in a guest room of Rong's house.

Mu Xiaoke was still able to talk at that time, he struggled for help, but no one was willing to help him. Except for a housekeeper from Rong who has been with him for many years, he has never contacted a third person. The housekeeper didn’t like him, and the time of food delivery was very wrong. Sometimes he only gave him one meal a day. At that time, Mu Xiao could deliberately torture him because Rong Yanzhe deliberately tortured him, but now I want to come because the place where he is imprisoned is too great. After being remote, the housekeeper had no interest in coming over to take care of him on time.

.At that time, Mu Xiaoke feared Rong Yanzhe to the extreme, and he did not dare to disobey Rong Yanzhe at all. He could only silently endure such inhuman abuse. The housekeeper got even worse, and only came once every two days later. In the most horrible time, the butler did not come for three days, and finally Mu Xiaoke, who lacked food, was in shock.

After returning from the hospital, Mu Xiaoke found that Rong Yanzhe seemed to hate him even more.

Mu Xiaoke had a thought of committing suicide at that time, because he didn't know why he was still alive, and there was only pain in his life. He was confined in a room less than 20 square meters, without food or drink, and yet to be taken by Rong Yanzhe. As a tool for venting desires...that kind of life, there is no hope, no happiness, he doesn't even know how he survived it now.

Later, another person came to bring him food. .It was a college student of his age. His name is very nice. Mu Xiaoke will never forget the name of this benefactor-Li Mingyao. Ming Yao is a very optimistic big boy. When he comes to cook for Mu Xiaoke, he always talks a lot with Mu Xiaoke. He is the eldest brother in the family, and there are three younger siblings below. He was admitted to the first-class metropolis from the countryside. The college students help their families while studying.

I heard that Rong Yanzhe paid a very high salary, so he took the pains to drive over to work from a school more than 20 kilometers away every day.

After Mingyao got acquainted with him, it turned out that Mu Xiao was not the mentally ill brother mentioned by the employer, but a poor man imprisoned. Mu Xiaoke saw Ming Yao's sympathy for him and made the decision he regrets most in this life. He asked Li Mingyao for help.

Li Mingyao helped him...

However, when they fled, Rong Yanzhe appeared.

.In Rong Yanzhe's rage, he tortured Mu Xiaoke for a whole day.

And Li Mingyao... died under the black-backed teeth of the Rong family.

Li Mingyao's death was so tragic that the Rong family even recorded the scene at that time on a DVD. The Rong family specially handed the DVD to him, asking him to "appreciate" the content.

Looking at the terrifying and bloody image, Mu Xiaoke remembered that when he was in bed, Rong Yanzhe repeatedly questioned him: "Do you still dare to ask for help?"

I dare not...In this life, he dare not speak to anyone again, let alone ask for help...

After being frightened and fainted by those images, Mu Xiaoke woke up again and could no longer speak.

Li Mingyao died because of him, Li Mingyao's family lost hope because of him, and it was him, Mu Xiaoke, who harmed Li Mingyao's family. Mu Xiaoke could not pay for this sin in two lifetimes.

.And now Rong Yanzhe from his previous life has also come to this new world. He can't repeat the same mistakes. He can't let Chu Han become the second Li Mingyao. If something happens to Chu Han, he really can't live anymore.

Mu Xiaoke cried holding the bracelet made of blue tourmaline. Chu Han said that he hoped he would be safe and happy for a lifetime, so he gave him this precious tourmaline gem. Now he doesn't dare to ask for happiness and peace, as long as Chu Han is well, he doesn't need anything.

On the third day when Mu Xiaoke was hiding in the hotel, Rong Yanzhe sent a photo taken from the porthole of the plane, "I went back to school, you don't have to hide anymore."

Mu Xiaoke didn’t know whether he should believe him or not, so he still didn’t leave the hotel. Until two days later, Mu Xiaoke saw Rong Yanzhe’s circle of friends, which was the gate of his foreign school. The time shown on the door card outside the gate was indeed It's today.

Only then did Mu Xiaoke decide to go back to school.

.After Mu Xiaoke went back, his roommates came to care about him one after another. Seeing that he had lost a whole circle, he couldn't help sighing: "Those of your friends are too terrible."

Mu Xiaoke shook his head feebly, but fortunately, it didn't affect a few of them, and the others were not important anymore.

It was December in a blink of an eye.

Mu Xiaoke habitually turned on his mobile phone and found Chu Han's name to open his circle of friends. These days, Chu Han really didn't contact him anymore. It seemed that he really left Y City, left him, and led a new life as he said.

At night, Mu Xiaoke looked at Chu Han’s different living conditions every day. He was extremely painful. He missed Chu Han, but he dared not find Chu Han. He was afraid that once he opened his mouth to Chu Han, Chu Han would step into the quagmire again. He was even more afraid that he could no longer get Chu Han's love. Chu Han would not like a bad kid like him who didn't keep his promise and made decisions without authorization.

.One day, Mu Xiaoke sorted out his hairpins. The orders were already backlogged. He had to find a way to complete them.

But sitting at the desk for a long time, he didn't have any inspiration.

Chen Ying saw it in her eyes and walked to him and patted him on the shoulder, "Xiao Ke, are you... broken in love?"

Mu Xiaoke was terrified, what... broken in love?

Chen Ying seemed to have expected his reaction, "It wasn't your brother who came to celebrate your birthday that day. You...like him, don't you?"

Mu Xiaoke immediately lowered his head to deny that Chen Ying was helpless, "Actually, we can see it, but Pengyuan and the others said it is difficult to interfere with your private affairs, so they have not bothered you."

"But seeing you are so troubled, life and study are also affected, I don't think you can continue to be so depressed."

.Mu Xiaoke frowned, his eyes hot, "Thank you, Chen Ying, thank you very much."

Chen Ying persuaded: "You're hiding a lot of thoughts by yourself. In fact, it's better to open up the matter. Maybe it's not as bad as you think?"

But, how can I say it, what can I say?

"It's really that bad?"

Mu Xiaoke nodded slowly, so bad that he might die.

"Then I don't understand, but I think you like him very much, can you really hold back not contacting him for so long?"

Mu Xiaoke's eyebrows were drooping, and he couldn't help it... It's just that he hadn't gotten a few words from Chu Han in these short two weeks, and he was already in pain day and night.

.During this period of time, he was thinning at a speed visible to the naked eye. He was very afraid that his body would go wrong. He didn’t want to die. He wanted to continue to live. He wanted to have a new life... Maybe one day, he could get what he wanted. What about the life you want?

Mu Xiaoke discovered that he had a fluke mentality, and the source of this fluke mentality was...Chu Han.

But……

He shouldn't think so much, can't think so much.

After another half month in a muddle-headed manner, Rong Yanzhe did not trouble him anymore, and Chu Han... really never contacted him again.

Mu Xiaoke looked for Chu Han's life like self-abuse every day. He felt that he was crazy, driven crazy by the various things that happened in the past and this life, but he could only taste the bitter fruits by himself.

.On December 31, when Mu Xiaoke was walking on his way back to the dormitory, his mobile phone suddenly rang the alert tone exclusively for Chu Han, and Mu Xiaoke was so scared that his mobile phone almost hit the ground.

He steadied his hand, he actually saw the word "Chu Han", it was really Chu Han!

He didn't even think about it and clicked to connect. The suffering of lovesickness these days is enough. He wants to hear Chu Han's voice, and he wants to see Chu Han's smile.

The moment he connected, his tears fell coldly, he wiped it off quickly, showing a smile, and asked Chu Han in sign language if he was okay.

The expression on Chu Han's face was as cold as frost, which made his smile froze. He looked at Chu Han and patiently endured the bitterness of his mouth in pain.

Chu Han didn't say anything. Just looking at him like this, he almost broke down. There was only one thought left in his heart, "I want to see you!".Tears blurred his vision. He felt so painful all over his body that he could not straighten up his waist. He held the phone tightly and slowly squatted down, covering his eyes with his other hand, tears streaming down.

How can he say that "want to see you"? He can't say that!

Chu Han put down the phone and walked slowly to the poor man who broke down and wept bitterly, his heart dripping with blood. After a whole month of separation, he didn't say a word, and Mu Xiaoke also resisted asking each other.

He wanted to see how much love Mu Xiaoke had for him, but today, Mu Xiaoke was tortured by the deliberately designed "disconnection". For the first time, Chu Han doubted the decision he made. Why did he tortured each other like this? Why did he design his beloved so much?

Chu Han pulled Mu Xiaoke up and hugged him into his arms.

.Mu Xiaoke could smell the cologne that is often used on Chu Han, and for a while forgot to cry, Chu Han...by his side!

Originally thought it would be a deserted New Year's Eve alone, but now, the one who missed the most is by his side!

Chu Han took Mu Xiaoke out of the school and wiped away the tears on his face in the car. Mu Xiaoke's face was not big at first, and now he was so thin that he almost lost his face. Chu Han held his face and stared closely at Mu Xiaoke's eyes, "Are you trying to kill yourself?"

Mu Xiaoke was so frightened that he shook his head again and again, except for having such an unpromising thought in his previous life, he had never thought of dying. He can't die, he doesn't want to die!

Chu Han glanced at him deeply, turned his head and drove.

Mu Xiaoke squeezed his seat belt. He didn't know where Chu Han was going to take him. In fact, Mu Xiaoke would follow him wherever he went. He was nervous about how Chu Han would "handle" him.

.However, Chu Han took him to the river embankment again, where a grand New Year's Eve event is being held. Mu Xiaoke saw the bustling crowd suddenly remembered what the girls in the class said, this is a rare New Year's Eve event in the city, and many students in the school have plans to come to the New Year's Eve.

Mu Xiaoke looked at Chu Han, and his heart was rushed by the sweet smell. Chu Han squeezed him into the crowd with him, and Chu Han turned around and reminded him: "Don't get separated with me."

Mu Xiaoke looked at Chu Han, could not hear what Chu Han said, but just nodded habitually.

They moved to the center of the Long Street together with the flow of people. Mu Xiaoke's eyes moved back and forth between the evening party and Chu Han in the distance. Chu Han kept looking at him without a smile on his face.

.Near zero, the drone performance began, and the crowd began to commotion. Mu Xiaoke was hit by the people next to him, and he staggered and fell. Chu Han almost stopped his heartbeat and pushed aside the crowd to hug Mu Xiaoke. Before Mu Xiaoke could react, he was taken by Chu Han to leave the place where he was watching the party and came to the embankment.

Mu Xiaoke was put on the fence by Chu Han. Only then did Mu Xiaoke see Han's face clearly. There was no smile on Chu Han's handsome face, even his eyes were so fierce. Then Chu Han questioned him: " You said you want to see me, why do you want to see me! Didn't you drive me away, why you still want to see me!"

Mu Xiaoke was frightened and panicked.

But the next moment, Chu Han bowed his head and kissed him!

.Chu Han’s lips were slightly cool, and Mu Xiaoke clearly felt the touching touch when he pressed it up. Chu Han held the back of Mu Xiaoke’s head to prevent him from escaping. He kissed deeply, no Give Mu Xiaoke any opportunity to refuse.

Mu Xiaoke closed his eyes, opened his lips and teeth, and let the other party raged. He knew that Chu Han was angry, and he was angry with himself. He is a useless person, a waste of harm to others and himself.

With his lips and tongue intertwined, Mu Xiaoke's tears fell again, his hands climbed onto Chu Han's shoulders, and he stood on tiptoe to cooperate with the angry lover.

After entangled for a long time, Chu Han slowly let go of Mu Xiaoke's lips and wiped away Mu Xiaoke's tears. Mu Xiaoke opened his eyes and lowered his head unconsciously when he saw Chu Han's still serious expression.

"Are you planning to avoid me after tonight?"

Mu Xiaoke gritted his teeth, as expected, he couldn't hide anything from Chu Han.

."For Rong Yanzhe, do you want to abandon me?"

Mu Xiaoke frowned and shook his head vigorously. Chu Han lifted his chin so that he could not escape his gaze, "You are afraid that the Rong family will harm me, are you afraid that I will be killed by Rong Yanzhe because of you?"

Mu Xiao was shocked, how could Chu Han know what to kill and not to kill!

Chu Han was helpless, "Your face is full of your thoughts. I can understand your thoughts at a glance." Chu Han gently stroked Mu Xiaoke's changing face. This is what he loves. He Don't want to lose.

"Xiao Ke, I love you."

Mu Xiaoke's heartbeat and breathing almost stopped.

"I won't let go of you easily, but I don't want a feeling that I can't get. I only ask you this time, do you want to be with me?"

Suddenly, at zero o'clock, I remembered that dazzling fireworks exploded from the sky.

.In the light of the fireworks, Mu Xiaoke looked at Chu Han and the man for whom he was suffering and unable to sleep. This man stirred all his thoughts and looked at him as if he had seen the whole world.

Mu Xiaoke nodded.

I want, I want to live, I want my happiness.