I didn't grow up like Caroline or any other kid but it's the only life I've known. My mother died when I was really young so I've never had a woman influence in my life, I've grown up surrounded by men which is probably why I'm okay here.

I bet my father wished he had a boy instead. My father and I always had a difficult relationship I don't think he ever really loved me. I've really been on my own most of my life the only person I've ever been able to count on is me. I wish I grew up like Caroline I wish I was Caroline In a way but I'm not and I'm okay with it now.

I can't stay here forever though I do need a plan because when this is all over I really doubt they are going to just let me go I know too much. I'm sure the boss man who ever he is will kill me or have Christopher do it I don't honestly know if tom could do it he acts all mean but I can tell he's a big softy.

But I really need to know who this boss is he seems crazy but powerful I can tell he has a lot of connections if we can just find where he's hiding then this will all be over.

But until then I better make the best of this situation.

"Hello boys" I greet them as I sit on the couch

They are all glued to the tv.

"Do you guys have a life like one that's not doing anything illegal or anything" I ask

"Of course we have a life" Michael says not looking away from the tv

"Outside of this house" I say slowly trying not to laugh

"Of course we do" Cody says

"Do any of actually have a girlfriend?" I ask them

Everyone stays silent.

"I'm going to take that as a no?" I chuckle

"We do fine with the ladies" Michael say I can't help but laugh "why are you laughing?"

"I'm sure you guys do" I continue laughing

"What's that supposed to mean?" Cody asks me suspiciously

"Have you meet yourselves" I raise an eyebrow

"I'm actually seeing someone right now" Cody says smugly

"Is she pretty?" I ask

"Yeah she hot" he shrugs but I see he's trying not to smile

"Since when have you started dating someone?" Tom asks surprised

"Why are you surprised" Cody says back

"You just never said anything" Joshua says also surprised

"You guys should talk to each other more often" I say "have you ever even had a girlfriend Joshua?"

"Uh" he says face getting red " n-no there not a lot of girls in the mafia" he nervously chuckles

"Really? I didn't notice" I smirk "but you'll get one your a cutie"

"Cutie?" Tom chuckles

"What?" I asks him

"No guy wants to be called cute" he tells me

"Guys call girls cute?" I say

"But it's different with guys" Cody says I roll my eyes

"Fine Joshua your hot and manly there" I say boosting his male ego

"Thank you" he says blushing

"Good one" tom laughs

"Thanks cutie" I smirks, he glares

"Do you have a boyfriend?" Joshua asks me I hear tom laugh

"What I could have one" I say to tom even though I don't have one

"Okay do you?" He says smirking

"No" I roll my eyes

"Have you ever had one?" He asks me but he knows Caroline never have had one

I have but I've never really had a serious relationship but I have had I guess you could call them 'boyfriends' but Caroline hasn't ever had one "well I already know you don't have a girlfriend" I say changing the subject it to him

"Why would you say that?" he raises his eyebrow

"Have you met you" I smirk

"I find myself quite charming" he smirks back

"Yeah I'm not really getting charming"

"I think we should leave you too alone" Cody laughs getting up

"So much sexual attention" Michael smirks at us

"Don't leave me" I say but they still leave jerks

"Can't trust yourself alone with me" tom says leaning towards me

"Please your not even that good looking" lie lie lie

"Really?" He raises a eyebrow leaning towards me

"Really" I challenge back

"So if I kissed you right now you wouldn't like it?" He smirks his lips so close to mine

"Every single time you've tried to kiss me I've turn you down" I tell him trying to remain calm

"You almost kissed me at the party"he says

"I was drunk on champagne" I say we still are making eye contact

He leans closer I feel his lip barely touch mine my eyes flutter close then he pulls away I open my eyes to see him smirking at me.

"See" he says smugly

I'll never kiss you first though" I mutter

"We will see" I hear him say