SAUDADE:

An emotional state of nostalgia and longing for someone or something distant.

S H I R A ' S P O V

A week and a half have passed, and I haven't spoken to Valerius. We have seen each other around the house, either he was on a call talking about business, or he was busy with Dante, who arrived three days ago. Ever since that kiss, I have been confused because I don't know if it meant something to him or not.

Yesterday, Chiara and Dino both started college, and it feels quite lonely without them, but they said they will visit every weekend. Anyway, I have spent a lot of time with Angelo and Sienna. I have taken them shopping, to the zoo and they have been spending the last of the summery days out in the sun on the beach.

"Shira, I'm hungry," Sienna said, rubbing her stomach in small circles. "What would you like, ma chérie?" I grabbed her and placed her on my lap as she stared at me with her sky blue eyes. Sienna leaned her head back onto my shoulder, still looking at me.

"Ummm...pizza!" Angelo exclaimed after a long time thinking, Sienna jump up, and a massive smile displayed on her angelic face. "You want pizza, huh..." I said, tickling them both as they squealed and wiggled around. "Let's go." I stopped tickling, letting them catch their breaths.

Walking into the kitchen, Lorena was cleaning the dining table. Wrapping, new clean cutleries in a cream coloured napkin with delicate gold designs. "Hi Lorena," I smiled.

"Hello ma chérie, what are you cooking today?" Lorena chuckled. "Pizza, these two frogs have been jumping up and down for pizza." I looked at them both who now ran to Lorena and hugged her waist, hiding behind her giggling.

"Have they now?" Lorena crouched and began tickling them both. "Gran Lo... stop it tickles... hahaha." Angelo and Sienna screamed. Lorena stopped and took both of them to the living room to watch a movie with them.

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Finish chopping all the vegetables needed and cooking the chicken with a bit of spice. As the tomato sauce was cooking on low heat, all I needed to do was the dough. Standing on my tiptoes, I tried to reach the container labelled flour. My fingertips were barely touching the container as I stretched my arm.

Feeling a warm firm body against me, I lean forward and look to the side. Valerius towered over me as his front pressed hard against my back. I could feel a particular something poking me as he leaned closer. I bit my lip at the feeling of his member rubbing against my ass.

One of Valerius's hands that was resting on my hip moved downwards to the hem of my checked skirt. He pulled them downwards as he grabbed the container with his other hand.

"As much as I love seeing you in this schoolgirl skirt, you only wear it when I'm here. Understood?" He whispered into my ear as his hot breath hit my neck.

"Dirty bastard, I see you're into some kinky dress up crap, but sadly I won't be dressing up for you, and by the way, I can wear whatever I want whenever I want. I don't need to ask for your permission." I pushed past him and walked towards the fridge.

As I was opening the fridge, Valerius came behind me and spun me around, pushing me into the fridge door, closing it in the process as he caged me with his veiny forearms. "My men are here, and they are going to be distracted by the tight clothes you wear." His icy cold eyes are back on mine again.

"You're not my dad to tell me what to wear and what not to wear!" I retorted, but all he did was smirk. I pushed past him again and headed over to where the flour was placed.

Valerius followed me and leaned against the worktop, watching me tip the flour into the bowl. " Mm, maybe you'll call me Daddy or Papi one day." He smirked, his eyes burning with lust.

I leaned into the corner of the worktops and bit my lip as seductively as I could. Staring into his lustrous eyes, I clenched my thighs together and watched as Valerius noticed my little act, moving closer. "Are you wet thinking about it, Shira?" He smirked as his hands gripped both sides of the worktop, caging me.

"Mhm, I'm thinking about what works better? Daddy Valerius or Papi?" I whispered whilst Valerius growled. "Cazzo!" He muttered under his breath. I had him exactly where I wanted him to be. Men. They can't think about anything else but their dicks.

(T: Fuck)

Quickly dipping my hand into the bowl of flour, I chucked it at his face. Valerius moved away, closing his eyes and stood still. I laughed loudly, holding my stomach as a stitch was forming. Unable to breathe, I held on to the worktop laughing as my eyes teared. "Aww Papi, what happened?" I winked and returned to laughing my lungs out.

Valerius wiped his face and ran his fingers through his hair. He looked angry, but I was tempted to push it even more. "Is Daddy upset with his naughty schoolgirl?" I pouted, grabbing my skirt slightly and twisting my body innocently.

Valerius swiftly grabbed the packet of flour and dipped his hand into it, grabbing a handful. I sprinted out of the kitchen, turning the stove off in the process. "Lorena, help me!" I screamed as Valerius followed behind.

"Shira, what's wrong? Why are you screaming? Valerius what- Oh'' Lorena laughed as Valerius chased me around the living room. "Valerius...I'm sorry... please forgive me!" I begged as he circled the sofa and threw a handful of flour, which I luckily dodged.

"Amore Mio, go upstairs!" Without thinking about the outcomes, I sprinted towards the stairs, going up it two steps at a time. As my stupidity took over, I decided to turn back to look at an approaching Valerius. Screaming, I turned around to run but instead bumped into a hard chest. Quickly looking up, I notice Dante looking at me with a confused look.

I looked back to see Valerius was already upstairs and was marching his way towards me. With all my force, I pushed Dante in front of Valerius. "What the-'' The next thing I knew I was laughing uncontrollably as Valerius threw another handful, intending to aim at me but poor Dante got the full effect of it.

"Sorry, Dante!" I yelled, continuing running down the hall. Valerius was right on my trail, so instead of going into my room, I went into his and slammed the door and locked it before he could enter.

If I went into my room by the time I opened the door, he would have caught me. "Shira! Open the door, now!" Valerius ordered angrily. As my back pressed against his door, I heavily breathed and replied with a stubborn 'No'.

I took the time to look at the design of his room. I was impressed at the onyx coloured room. His room was indeed very modern and luxurious. The room was perfect from the king-sized bed perfectly centred in the middle to the picture that hung at the top of the headboard. The pungent smell of whisky and his perfume, creating a new sensation to my body.

Valerius wasn't making any noises, so I released my hold on the lock and walked around the room, taking a good look at the bookshelf that caught my eye. Ruffling was heard outside as the lock on the door now was unlocked.

My relaxation was quickly turned to fear as Valerius walked through. Looking at the door next to me, which I presumed was the bathroom, I quickly rushed towards it. I tried to close the door, but Valerius was quick to hold it open.

"Valerius-" I could tell my eyes held fear and he was loving every second of it. "Where are you going to run now, Shira?" He smirked, taking a step forward each time I took a step back.

Valerius had another handful of flour in his hands and threw it at me. I crouched down and moved behind him, snatching the flour out of his hands and tipping the whole lot on him.

Did I just? Whoopsies.

Valerius turned, grabbing both of my hands and pushed me into the large black marbled shower. "That's it! You've had your fun," He seethed as he pressed me against the cold tile under the showerhead. "My turn." A devilish smirk appeared and that's when I knew I fucked up real bad, he turned on the shower, making the cold water hit me first.

As the water began to warm up, my shuddering stopped. "You have been a naughty girl. Shira-" He started as the water droplets dripped from his hair which towered over his forehead.

His white shirt now wet and the intricate tattoos visibly showing as his muscles bulged out. "Do you know what happens to bad girls?" I remained quiet but shook my head no slightly.

Valerius inched closer to my neck and began kissing and nipping on my sweet spot, removing the hair stick from my hair once again. It was like I had deja vu. He trailed his kisses along my jaw and to the corner of my lips.

I looked up at his eyes filled with lust. "They get punished, and do you know what punishment you'll be getting?" I looked at him with water droplets falling off my eyelashes as the hot water ran down my hair and body.

I shook my head again. He smirked and trailed his hand up my thigh so slow, goosebumps began to coat my skin. "They get..." With that being said, his palm collided with my ass. I moaned, closing my eyes at the burning sensation and moved closer to him as my hand rested on his covered chest. "Spanked hard."

Hello, my loves, I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Let me know your thoughts. Have a wonderful day or a good night's sleep

What do you like on top of your pizza?

I like to have vegetables and chicken.