Love the most beautiful feeling in the world. It makes you feel every emotion whether it is care, happiness, joy, pain or sadness. It never left anyone empty it always gives everyone something. it's another thing that whether, it is happiness or sadness. But I always believe that if you love someone truly than no matter what they will come back to you. The question that always eats me is how long can one wait for someone? Is a complete lifetime is not enough for one to see someone's love. Is people says wrong that love find its way. If really love finds it's way then why not in my case I am with my love living a happily ever after. What was my mistake am I really a misfortune for everyone? for me?

Where can I get my answer? I asked the creator, who created everyone of us but seems like everyone is going to ignore my existence. Today is my marriage and here I am sitting like a complete indian bride ready to give my everything, my future to the man whom I love dearly but the question is will he ever be able to love me like I do?even a percent of it?

Today I will become Mrs mahi Aditya Arora the title itself is a dream of thousands of girls but for me it's like a trigger warning into what I am getting in.

"Bachaa you are looking extremly Gorgeous"dev said entering the room..

"Thanks bhai"

" Look mahi I know why are you sad but atleast try once to mend everything with him he loves you but his ego is too big to accept it."

His sentence sent shiver runs through my spine...

"Let's go my babygirl it's the time ." He holded my hand and took me with him. I am feeling extremly nervous no mahi you can't be nervous you are a confident girl.

I entered into the hall. It's decorated very beautifully. My eyes are downcast but I can feel his eyes on me. I lifted my gaze once to see him. As our eyes locked I think the world around me getting disappear. Like it's only him. Like he is the light of my life. He was looking very handsome in his Oxford blue sherwani. I quickly averted my eyes from him and made my way towards mandap....

Aditya's look

Aditya's p.o.v.

I am waiting here in mandap for her highness to show her presence and she is no where to be seen. Uff__i am getting suffocated now.. then the music started I looked up and my breath hitched.

There she is standing looking like a doll. My doll. She is looking extremly beautiful in her red wedding lehnga. It's like she wants to kill me with her beauty....

I just wanna pull her to me and hug her tightly. As soon as our eyes meet I drown in her brown innocent orbs. after sometime she averted her eyes. I hated it... One thing about her is she never smiled except for the once when she is drunk..why? my mahi always smiles. what have changed now?

She came near me and sat beside me and the wedding started. We took our vows and now the priest asked me to put the sindoor in her maang(hair partition) as soon as I filled her maang she closed her eyes and a tear rolled down her eyes. I wiped it with my thumb she looked up at me completely shocked. Then he asked me to tie mangalsutra around her neck. I tied it around her neck and brushed my fingers intentionally...

She shivered under my touch and I smrinked thinking our proximity still affects her. I leaned into her and whispered

"Welcome to my world scarlet...Mrs. mahi Aditya Arora now you are forever caged in my world."

She looked at me with wide eyes. We stood up and took the blessings of everyone. I feel like my family is no longer my family. They are loving her like she is their daughter and I am their son in law.. especially my dad he always acted like a serious man but with her he is talking like a complete different person.. I am shocked will be an understatement...

One thing is still running in my my mind where is her family I had not even saw them in engagement I think they are unable to come but this is her wedding so how can it is possible that they are not here and why she is not crying like other girls do? Is there something more than I know? Where is her doll? I never expected her to miss her little baby's wedding. What are the things I don't know?

"Let's go." Dev said.

We get seated in the car. She was continuously looking outside the car and my eyes are fixed at her. Are u a creep? My mind mocked, yes only for her. Just shut up!

I don't know what is happening to me why I am looking at her like this? why? you just hate her Aaditya remember this. The car came outside the mansion. I stepped out and about to move when I remember her.

"Come out wifey" She stepped out .

"Help her idiot"Alisha shouted at me. On which I just rolled my eyes. I gave her my hand. She slowly put her hand in me and again the same current passed through it. Is she a electronic pole or what. Whenever you touch her you will find electricity running through your body.

We stood in front of our door my mom is doing our aarti like I am god and she is godess. Just stop your horses stupid.

"Now kick this kalash and put your right leg in this plate..." my mom told her....

She was simply doing what my mother is saying her to do. I am getting irritated here.

"Mom I am going in my room." I said

"No beta there are still some rituals stand still." My mom scolded me everyone was laughing at me but the one voice which I want to hear is still no where....

"Ok now find the ring from this milk. The person who will find it will always dominate your relationship." My mon said putting ring in the milk vessel.

"Mahi you have to win it you can't let this brother of me to dominate you." Alisha cheered her. Sometimes I think what yash had seen in her. How can someone tolerate such a loud girl...

"Okk now let's start it." Everyone goes to her side to cheer her only my mom come to my side. Wait all of you I will show you.

Little diya was standing between us confused...

"I will go wlith pari." So, she also changed her party...

Like always this time also I won. I felt like she is making me win everytime. No, I won because I have to she doesn't have done anything. My ego says....

"It's okk mahi you had done great" my mom said to which she just nodded...

"Alisha take her to their room."My mom said to alisha....

Mahi's

Finally I have became Mrs Mahi Aditya Arora. Wife of the devil and here I am sitting alone on his bed. Aleey left me here alone. His room is also like him dark, suits his personality powerfull and dominant....

Today is our wedding night and here I am freaking like anything... My hands are shivering. This is the first time we are going to meet alone after five years. Yes of course we met at the club but when the next morning I woke up I found myself on my bed in my hotel...

I asked aleey she said he brought me here. But except that slap, I don't remember anything. I hope I had not said anything wrong to him. What if I had told him about him. No no mahi don't think anything like that... My trance broke by the opening of the door.... My body started shaking.....I don't know what he is going to do with me.

"Stand up.." his deep commanding loud voice echoed in my ear. But I was rooted at my place....

"I don't like to repeat myself. " He said warning me of coming danger. Timidly I stood up from the bed and stand in front of him. He walked and adjusted himself lazily on the couch. His next word make me look at him completely shocked....

"Strip"

"I already had told you I don't like to repeat myself don't make me do something which you don't like...now be a good girl and strip."He said every word in a dangerously calm manner. I was just looking at him dumbfounded........

How can means a person can changes this much. He stood up from the bed and marched towards me. He hold me by my arms and slide his hand around my waist and pulled me with such a force that my front collide with his hard chilled chest. I wiggle to free myself from his hold but he only tighten his hold around me...

"Why wife, don't you want us to consummate our marriage. You know na today is our wedding night. So let's do it. One or another day I am going to have you, so why not now?" He whispered darkly in my ears and pulled the Dori of my blouse, making me bare from back.

"Adi, leave me. What are you saying?" I said looking into his eyes....

"Why wifey I am your husband. I have every rights on your heart, body and soul. And why are you scared afterall you are quite habitual with all this. How many men's...".before he could complete I put my palm on his mouth..

"Don't say words which you can never take back. You will regret after saying them.."He jerked my hand from his mouth..

"Oh really! I am not going to regret anything. the only thing which I regret is meeting you".. by listening to his words only the pool of tears was flowing through my eyes...

"What you thought huh...that you suddenly came up after five years that too as my wife and I will accept you.. you are wrong miss. Five years back I punished you for your sins but know I think that was not enough for you. so that God has given me an opportunity to recorrect my mistake..."

"Aadi, I am your wife.." I said looking at him with my teary eyes...

"'WIFE'...huh you call yourself my wife, "He said very calmly.

"A girl like u cannot afford to become maid at my house and u call yourself my wife." He said and tightly gripped my arms ,wincing me in pain.

"Aadi you are hurting me.leave me ahh..."

I cried in pain.

"LISTEN ,listen to me very clearly. Never, I mean it. I am never going to give you place which my wife deserves. Nor the respect, neither the love." He said in a venomous tone.

He pushed me with such a force that I fall on floor, hitting my head.He stromed out of room furiously, leaving me in tears.....

Why why you hate me this much? I never done anything wrong then why you are punishing me for the crime which I never committed. I don't want to tell you anything as I don't want to see you in guilt. I know after knowing the truth you will never be able to forgave yourself....

I stood up and went into the washroom. I looked at my reflection in mirror. I touched my partition where there is sindoor of his name and then the mangalsutra that was hanging in my neck. All says we are one but are we ever be able to became one? Will he ever accepts me? I washed my face and changed myself into a simple pink kurta.

I came outside but I saw he is nowhere in sight. I took a pillow from the bed and moved towards the couch...I took my tablets from my bag and let sleep engulf me forgetting everything....

I woke up with the light shining on my face.... As soon as I saw my hands adorned with mehndi and red bangles, reality hit me.. and tears precked up in my eyes.... I moved my eyes towards the bed but It was untouched means he never came back last night....

I stood up and went inside the washroom. I did my buisness. I came out in a towel and went inside the closet. It was very big. I know because he likes everything to be grand. Everything was neatly arranged... I made my way towards end of the closet where my clothes are already arranged.. it must be aunty or bhabhi I mentally noted to thank them later.

I took out a pink net saari as it's my first day I had to wear a saree.. I quickly worn it. I came out. I can hear the voice of running water from the bathroom...that means he is inside..

I stood in front of the mirror and applied light make up and filled my maang with vermillion. I looked at my mangalsutra laying on the table. Is a single thread has the power to brought two destinies together, to tie two destinies together...my trance was broken by a hand around my waist I jumped at my place but his tight hold never allows me to move...

"Good morning wifey."He said in his deep morning voice in my ear and buried her head in the crook of neck....his touch was doing funny things in my body... I struggled to come out. But he was way too much stronger than me ... He was just in a towel. His naked chest is touching my bare back...

"Stay" he said warningly....his hot hand on my cold bare waist was not helping me. My breathing became heavy but I didn't said anything after sometime he turned me around.

"I don't know your motive behind coming back but listen to me very carefully, now you carries my name so stop your all those bitchy habits and dare to hurt my my family in anyway..".he said each and every word slowly and dangerously. He thinks that low of me I can never hurt anyone and his family,.no never they love me like their own daughter and I also love them, I can never do anything to hurt them....before I could say anything there was a knock on the door, he pulled himself away and went inside the closet. I too adjusted my saree and opened the door...

"Yes"

"Mam, Payal mam is calling you and sir downstairs."An elderly looking maid said bowing her head...

"Okk and plz call me mahi"

"But how can I? Mrs. arora sir don't like it."

"No, I am saying na moreover you are elder to me." I said assuring her.

"Okk beta" she said giving me a warm smile and went away...

I too made my way downstairs. Everyone was sitting in the living room. I went near them.. and touched aunty uncle's feet.

"Daugher's place is in hearts not in feets. Don't touch my feet beta." His father said carresing my head. I gave him a polite nod. ..

"Gould molning chachiiiii." Diya said pulling my sari. I bent down and picked her up

"Good morning baby." I said and kissed her cheek.

"You all lokking vely beautiful.." .she said touching my eyes..

"Thankyou baby. You are also looking cute.."she is so adorable just like ava...

"Beta you know na. Today you have to make something sweet as it is your first day.." aunty asked me..

"Jii aunty. "

"Beta call me maa or mom. We are just like your parents." Her words starled me. Bot I composed myself....

Jiya helped me in the kitchen. I made aloo, puri and kheer. I may lived in us but I can never forget indian food..as I had a great teacher my mumma.. she cooks everything with grace even without tasting it...

Maids served all bowls on the table. Everyone was already there except for one whom I am waiting for. I started serving everyone but his mother's voice stopped me.

"Mahi sit with us we can help ourself." I just nodded and took a seat. Everyone started eating.

"The food is very delcious beta." Dad complimented me.

"Yes mahi you are an awesome cook." Dev said.

"Yaa it's really very tasty mahi." Jiya bhabhi complimented me.

"Tej I am proud of my both the daughters" his mother said with a proud smile...I can't wish for anything more. maybe, I can't get a good husband but I surely have a good family.

I heard footsteps coming towards the table.

"Good morning everyone." He said and took a sit besides me. As soon as his cologne hit me my all senses get blocked....

"Mahi serve him beta... " His mother said.. I looked at his side but he was already looking at me. Timidly I served him everything with my eyes downcast.

"Mom the kheer is very tasty. I wanna kiss your hands. I love your food".. he said smiling at his mother.....

"Then you should kiss your wife's hand not mine because she made it. Go on kiss her hands...." My hold on the fork loosened after hearing her words...

His smiled disappears he looked at me coldly. I averted my eyes. Afterthat, no one said anything...

"Maa I am get going." He said to his mother...

"This is not done adi it's your wedding yesterday and now you are going."

"Maa I have a very important meeting to attend. I can't sit here to entertain someone.."

"Okk .... Take care"... He stromed out without looking at me. I was just looking at his refraining figure....I saw maa was looking at me apologitcally but no one said anything.

I think I should stop my heart here only if I don't want to get hurt in future..... expectations from someone only makes you lean on someone. Instead of keeping expectations from others, expect yourself that you can do it on yor own. Because when everyone leaves only you are with you, with your fragile broken heart......

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