Emptiness is like numbness...there is nothing left to lose💔

I stepped inside the house it was very beautiful... everything there was painted in rose gold, my favourite. Does he remembers? Once I told him I want a house in which everything was of rose gold....but why he will do it? He don't love me, what I am expecting? That he had build his house according to my choice...

"Finished"....my trance broke by his voice...

"Huh "..I looked up to find him standing in front of me, with hands in his pocket...he was looking very handsome..

"Are you done checking out me and my house..so, let me introduce you with some rules.."he came closer to me...or way to much. Seperating our body by mere few inches...

"What rules?" I asked meekely...

"Babygirl, my house have some rules,or you can say I have some rules which you have to follow"..he tucked few strings behind my hair...

"Let's get started" ..he back away from me...

"1.You will follow my each and every order like a good wife..."

"2.you will not talk to any other male, and if I found than I will kill him in front of you."..some people can never change...same controlling habit..

"3.you will do my every work by yourself...you can take help from maids but you have to give everything to me directly.."

"4. You don't have to wait for me, to come home or nither you will call me..."

"5. You will not go anywhere without my permission..you have to ask me first...to go anywhere.."

"6. You will have your room but I can come there whenever I want, that simply means no privacy.."

"7. The last and the most important one, your duties as my wife..I hope you get it...." He smirked...

"Ok now the room there the left one is yours go and settle yourself. Don't disturb me"....with that he walked away... leaving me alone with such silly rules..what type of rules are they, like who is preparing his breakfast, lunch, dinner from the day we got married. He can also ask me politely, it's not like I will refuse to do his work...like always he just wanna control everything...idiot..

I entered my room it was very beautiful again everything was according to my liking...I picked my clothes and went inside the washroom and took a relaxing shower...I came out wearing my doremon nightsuit, hey don't laugh I love it...and jumped on the bed to take some rest....devil don't want to be disturbed so leave him to fend by himself.....

Finally, I get sucessful in my plan. Here I am sitting on my plane along with my beautiful wife...she was sitting far away from me ...like I am going to eat her..I know she is scared of me... somethings never change...

Last night I ask her to sleep with me but like usual she showed me tantrums.

Unknowingly, I said words which I shouldn't have said...but I don't know how to say sorry, as I never said it... except from her when we are together...it was her cute crying face that forced me to say words which I never said...I was bit overprotective about her...and she loves to disobey me...and at the end I always gave up in front of her demands...but this mahi is bit strange, she don't talk like before, don't laugh like before and the most important question is where is her family...I have to find, there are many things I am unaware about...

I saw air hostess was shooking her but she was looking lost like watching a nightmare with open eyes...there was sweat on her forehead...she said she is fine and then looked in my direction but I quickly averted my eyes...I hope she is fine...we reached delhi whole journey she was looking lost...as soon as I stepped out of the plane she came running behind me. I hoped inside my car without waiting for her..soon she came and took her place....I asked my driver to move towards my penthouse... ignoring his pleasant greetings..she shot a glance in my direction, just to earn a glare from me...

Soon we reached, It was suffocating for me to sit beside her. She was like a addiction, her smell, softness. I just couldn't control myself near her... I love how her figure fit perfectly in arms, like she belongs to me. Everything felt so right with her, like she is my solace. Her vibes, her light,her aura is taking me out from my darkness...I can see the love for me in her eyes, but I know this all is just a facade mask like years before.

I closed the gate with thud leaving her alone...

I saw her entering inside the house, she was just looking here and there in awe, why not everything here was just like my queen wanted. I made this house for her when we were toghther, I wanted to suprise her...but I got the biggest shock of my life..but this heart always have beaten for her and always will beat for her...

I snapped at her and told her about some nonsense rules but now I wanted her only for me...she is mine ...and I will show her whom she belongs to...I asked her to stay away from men's because I don't trust her to let her involved with anyone...

when I talked about her wifely duties she looked at me confused...but as soon as she realised the meaning her eyes widened, her cheeks turned crimson red...I can't share my room with her, because in that case I don't trust myself...I just want her whole for me,only me....but still there are somethings which are nagging me...I have to find out..

"Hello"

"Yes sir"

"I want each and every single detail about my wife from past five years till now. I also want you to search for her family and their every movement.. report me within two days...

"Got it. It will be on your table within two days..".I hung up...I have to find out..each and everything. My scarlet now you can't run away from me, this beast has caged you for, forever...you are mine...there was a knock on the door...

"Come in.". ooh so it's my scarlet, let's have some fun..

"I.i hav_e prepared coffee for you...so I..".she was stammering in her one sentence, like she was giving a exam and I am her hitler proffesor..

"Come here.."I said seriously..I know she was very intimidated by me..

"Huh"..she looked at me with wide eyes..

"I don't like to repeat cara come here.."

She walked towards me very slowly..

"Yes" ..she said in her sweet voice looking at me expectedly..I simply took the cup from her hands and placed it on the table and pulled her towards me. She fall on me I adjusted her on my laps..she again started wiggling..

"Mahi stop doing this."I snapped at her. She immediately stopped and looked up at me her eyes were full of tears...

"Stop moving.."I said calmly..I cerssed her long brown hairs gently...she was looking down on her lap her whole attention was fixed on her wedding ring...no I needed it.

"Look up.. "I demanded...

"Where is your doll? She didn't came in our marriage..."I felt her body freeze, sweat started forming on her head. But she was lost, somewhere else...her fingers started shaking involuntary...but she is not present here...her eyes were red but not a lone tear escape from his eyes...I shook her....

"Mahi.."I shook her holding her shoulders...

"Huh"..she looked at me and realised..what is going here...

"I ha..ve.e to.. go_i have..some work.."she jumped from my lap and shuttered pathetically..but before I could say anything she ran out...

What is going on here..I have to find out..her behaviour is not normal..and after today's incident my every doubt get confirmed... I will never forgave the one who will try to harm her, maybe I don't love her but that doesn't change the fact that she is my wife...she is my responsibility...

p.o.v.

I closed the door behind me frantically...my breathing became frog..

Why he asked me about her? Is he knows the truth, what if he comes to know..no.no this can't be possible..I will never let that happen...I know he still cares for me, I know him more than he know himself...

Love can never be replaced with hatred...it can only be replaced by love. Either by the same person or another...

I know he don't love me, he have someone else in his life...I thinks he had founded his replacement for his hatred towards me..but me, I am still empty...I have love only one man in my life, and it's only him till my last breath..

The one thing which he never do was trusting people..he never wants to face things as they are...he loves to assume things than directly jump on conclusion...

I went inside the washroom and changed my clothes. I tied my hairs in a messy bun and worn a barbie night suit...

I stepped outside the room, he was no where to be seen, seems mr. is busy. Good for me. I went inside the kitchen it was completely designed by professionalist... everything a chef can need is available here. Even I was not able to understand uses of some appliances...

I started doing my work..I prepared dal makhani, toofani paneer with laccha paratha...for salad I prepared tossed salad..and finally for desert I made dark chocolate mousse. I know he don't like sweet things...earlier also he used to make faces when I eat my strawberry ice cream. He says it's just like me creamy and sweet but eventually he agreed to taste it after requesting him for thousand times.....

"Why are you smiling?" I jumped after hearing him from behind...I put my hands on my heart...

"You scared me..."I looked at him accusingly...he raised his eyebrows clearly amused by my sudden accusation...

"Is that so...get habitual..." He replied arrogantly...

"Dinner is ready?" He asked me I nodded...he went out from the kitchen. I took a breath of relief...

I quickly set the table...he was busy on call, or more precise threatening any poor soul....I doubt how people can work with such a arrogant man...i doubt if I use this type of tone there, may my employes had kicked my ass, for being a arrogant inhuman..but I don't have to worry I know there each and everyone loves and respect me...

Because I believe that gratitude is much bigger than any gesture...

I heard him clearing his throat.. simply indicating me to come back from my la la land... He settled himself on head chair...I walked towards him and slowly started serving him his food.. all the way feeling his burning gaze on me...after serving him I turned to leave...

"Sit.." he commanded holding my wrist made me to turn around...not wanting to start any argument, I simply took my seat and served myself...there was akward silence in the air until he decided to break it...

"You remembered my choices..."his word made my hand stopped in mid air..I looked towards him..

"Yes.." I replied very lowly..

"I hope you remember each and everything about me, about us and especially about you..."he smrinked..I can feel the clouds started gathering in my eyes, before the rainfall starts I simply stood up from my place..

"Where are you going?" He grabbed my arm and turned me around facing him..

"My room..." I replied still looking down..

"You have not finished your food, first eat, then you can go.."he said making me sit beside him...

"You care?" ..I don't know from where I find corage to ask him that..

"I already said you are and you will nothing more than a responsibility to me...so don't build any hopes from my words or actions...I love someone else..."his words were like daggers to my heart..I feel it ripping each piece of my heart...

Rest of the dinner went silent. I barely eat any anything as my appetite is long gone.... He stood up with his plate and went inside the kitchen..I also kept my plate in sink for washing it tomorrow... He was just about to leave when I stepped in front of him.. making him raised his eyebrows..

"Don't worry when the time will come I will leave you...forever, and would never come back or disturb your life..."with a single smile I left from there..I entered my room..and tears started flowing continuously...

Not everyone is meant to be toghther... sometimes you have to let your love go. So that he can find the one for himself....

I will set you free as soon as the contract is over.........

To be continued......................