《Toxic Marriage》Chapter # 30
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Sophie POV:-
"I love you... I love you so much, enough to die for you.."
My body stiff when Christian burst out his emotions- what's inside his heart, what he wanted to tell me for a while. My strength deprived of my body, my mind was lost in those unfathomable thoughts that are causing me to lose my senses. I remained like that for a few seconds, I couldn't move, I couldn't react as if my body and mind were frozen and his words were echoing in my ears causing a commotion in them.
Christian rested his forehead against mine and was panting heavily. But I was lost in the fathom of his words as my heart along with my dazzled form stopped functioning for a second. When I didn't react, he slowly opened his eyes. My eyes were wide and looking at the sky devoid. My body isn't moving at all but the sound of my breath mixed up with his. He let go of my hands and pulled away. The look of disappointment flashed in his eyes, he closed his eyes and wiped his tears, he sat up and was about to stand but I held his hand weakly, he stopped and spared a glance at me.
I slowly sat up and looked down. I felt his piercing gaze on me making my heart beat louder than any echo.
I didn't dare to lift my gaze, my lips curved upwards slightly, I brought my hand close to my chest and slowly opened a few buttons of my shirt and slid it down from my shoulder and finally lift my gaze and looked at him with a smile, his eyes widened as I whispered,
"Do it, Christian... I know only you can remove this feeling from me.. only you can make me feel safe.. only you can become my redemption... I know you'll love me like no one else... Christian.. right now I am shattered.. that's why... you have to save me.. and after that.." I moved close to him and sat on his laps and held his hand in mine and pecked him on the lips slightly and continued,
"After that.. I'll save you... I'll remove all those insecurities from your heart.. I'll shine your dark world.. I'll become your salvation.. I'll save you from the darkness that is eating you from inside. I will fill your whole being with my love. I will give you so much happiness that you'll cry from it. I will carve my name deeply into your core just like yours is carved in mine." I let go of his hand and put mine on his shoulder, I moved to his neck and continued again,
"I don't know when and how that happened but Christian... I have fallen for you too. Every second, nothing but your name is on my lips. My very soul yearns for you. Just your presence is enough to give me serenity. A mere touch of yours sends shivers down my spine. These feelings are filling my heart and they are getting stronger by each passing second. So great that I can never isolate myself from you as I am falling deep and deep in those eyes of love." My eyes glimmered with lust, my whole being began to pant, my heart rate is increasing. I slowly moved my hand to his shirt, I slid it up and took it off, revealing his toned body. His abs, his flawless body similar to a Greek God.
I move to his lips, he was looking at me intensely, I can feel him getting aroused.
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"I love you, Christian, I Love you, I love you, I love you so much Christian Elvis," I said huskily as I was about to kiss him but he gripped my hairs and pulled me away. My eyes widened for a second as he looked at me with such a dire gaze that it made my heart clenched. His look of seriousness made me dejected.
I once again felt rejected.
I gave him an innocent yet hurt look and whispered closing my eyes, I felt humiliated again. "I am sorry. I don't know what took over me. I just want this feeling to be eradicated once and for a-" Before I could finish my sentence he pushed me on the sheets with his hands on my side but not touching me as he is growling at me,
"Do you think you can back away now? Love, I will remove this feeling, you don't have to worry about it. But now.." He moved to my neck as the emotion that was fading away came back with much force, increasing the longing of his touch fiercely.
"...I'll take you to the deepest depth of the pleasure. Claiming you as mine. Making you call- no Scream, my name for the rest of the night..."
" You have evoked this feeling in me and if you think I'll leave like before then you are wrong."
"I'll show you all those dark desires you are eliciting in me.." He snarled. He kissed my neck and bit it slightly but possessively. I curled my toes and arched my back as shivers travelled to my very core making me lose my senses and blinding me in the spell of allure cast by him.
"Love... It's a sweet poison.. and I'm gonna rush it into your every vein." His one hand held mine while his other moved from my one curve to another tenderly.
His hand moved to my thigh, slowly stroking it and giving me the profound feeling of lust and want. A blissful feeling of being touched by him made me moan his name, "Christian..."
"I haven't even started.. just you watch.. only the sensation of my touch will be present in you. Your very soul can remember nothing but the euphoria I'm gonna give you..." His deep husky voice is wreaking havoc of needs in my mind. My heart began to pound, my breath became so heavy I feel like I can faint. Just a mere touch is driving me insane. My lips were quivering, I didn't have any strength in me, my whole body was on fire.
He shifted and was on top of me now. My face flushed looking at his bare chest, I averted my gaze but he held my chin and made me look at him,
"What happened to that boldness, huh?" He sneered and I bit my lips, he moved closer and placed a sweet kiss on my lips and smirked,
"You can touch me." He breathed out. I nodded timidly and hesitantly brought my hand close but a sudden pain shot through my body as I squeaked, he pinched my thigh, that teasing bastard. He chuckled darkly and moved to my collarbone,
"C-Christian" I stuttered his name because of the sudden sensation but it seems like he received satisfaction from it.
"Such a melodious voice.." He said rubbing the spot. I turned my head away and moved my hand again to his chest.
"Come on.. do it.." he whispered, amusement was lingering in his voice. I pouted slightly,
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"You're gonna do it again.," I said lowering my gaze. He moved his hand upwards, so slowly that it gave me ultimate pleasure. I never felt these bliss sensations, they genuinely are a source of salvation to me. They are giving me heavenly equanimity and removing all this abhor from me.
"I won't.." he murmured. I gulped and put my hand on his chest, Oh My, what body. I realized this time, he never pressed his chest against mine, he always kept his distance and maybe I am touching his body like this.. for the first time. But it was so holy, unlike before. It was a divine feeling of purification of my body.
I touched his ripped chest, what muscles, maybe he was right that he can crush me in his arms. I am so petite as compared to his large form. So pleasurable to touch...
"You liked it?" he snickered, nibbling on my ear and letting out a deep husky laugh. My being was immersed in the ecstasy he was giving me. My lips can't produce a sound, I was bewitched by his beauty. I hummed in response and he kissed my ear and moved down slowly.
I involuntarily moved my hand down to which he growled, "Damn it, Sophie... You're so... Tempting..."
"For you.." My breathless form manages to reply.
"Only for me." He hoarsely said. His hand finally let go of my hand and his both hands were free and the ravishing look he gave me made my heart skip a beat as It evoked lust in me too. His hands were stroking me affectionately, arousing me more and more.
The gentleness of his touch, the elation of it, the seduction, everything is celestial. He was proceeding slowly so that I could embrace the new sensation and crave it deeply into my soul.
The allure for him is getting stronger by each passing second. His fragrance filled my nostrils giving me tranquility. Slowly my body began to burn for his touch, every inch of my body began to hanker him. I am thirsty for him. The longing is getting out of hands. And not just me, he is also becoming impatient, but still, he is controlling himself and taking things slowly.
The feeling of love emitting from us, giving us deep contentment. I closed my eyes and let that rapture to fill me as I whispered,
"I love you, Christian.."
"I love you too Sophie.." He whispered on my neck. He moved to my shoulder and whispered again, "I love you.. and always will.." A smile crept upon my lips when I heard it,
"Me too.," I replied honestly. If I have him, I want nothing else, he is everything I need. I'll gladly spend the rest of my life in his arms.
He stopped and moved away from me a little, under the moonlight, his glorious body is even more prepossessing. It is increasing my desires more.
"Still nervous?" He asked, concerned. Looks like he can see through me. My heart is beating so fast as if it could leap out of my chest. The butterflies in my stomach, a disturbance in my mind. And a passionate desire for him. I nodded and lowered my gaze,
He caressed my cheeks and passed me a smile, "It's okay. If you want me to stop, you can tell me." He assured me. I passed him a faint smile and shook my head. His hand then moved down slowly. My heart thumped against my chest, the charm of the night increased our desires more.
His hand stopped in my mid-section, he gave me a look of worry. He wanted to make sure that I am comfortable about it or not. He doesn't want to proceed if I am not ready. "Can I?" He asked innocently. It was so sweet. I closed my eyes and breathed out. Enchanted, I don't want him to stop. "Don't stop." My heart races when I gave him all the access to my body.
"Fuck..." He cursed gritting his teeth, I looked at him innocently as he slammed his hands on either side of mine and said vehemently,
"God Sophie, You're making me senseless with these reflexes of yours." He scowled and kissed me. It was possessive but I liked it because it's his touch. He moved his hand to my neck deepening the kiss while his other hand moved down and slowly began to unbutton my shirt, undressing me. I shivered when the cold breeze embraced me.
"You're mine. And let me tell you, I am very possessive over you. For now, The only touch this body can feel is mine. The name you scream will be mine. I will kill anyone who even tries to look at you with lust. You belong to me. Your body.. your very soul.." He said so seriously that it made my heart skip a beat. My lips began to quiver as I gulped hard, feeling slightly startled. He noticed my look and pulled me in his arms and said gently now, "I love you. I love you so much..." He meant it deeply. His warmth gave me everlasting endearment. I hugged him back and said,
"I love you too... I am yours... I always was and always will.." I smiled and crashed my lips on his and complete my sentence,
"Just like you're mine," I smirked as his eyes preyed upon me,
"Oh, Yeah?" He asked with a smirk playing along his lips.
"Yeah," I said rather proudly.
"Prove it then~" he cooed in my ears and I convulsed again. Controlling myself- which was impossible, I held his shoulders and flipped us over and now I am on top of him. He looked at me with amusement and I moved my hand over his chest, feeling it and being stirred more. He groaned in pleasure and I did something I never did, even in my dreams, I left a trail of kisses starting from the neck down to his chest and then slowly pulled away and leaning back while moving my hand down to where I shouldn't and rubbed him, earning a moan from him which stiffed me. I was held captive by that sound, It was heavenly.
"Fuck.." he cursed again. He was breathing heavily, he could barely control his urges. I was so enthralled in it that when he moaned, I began to shiver violently, my strength drained of me as I left with the incapability to think anything else but him.
His exquisite eyes grazed over my body as he let out a suppressed laugh and said,
"..Sweetheart, you're too young to dominate me." He said holding my hanging shirt- my only clothing except my innerwear and pulling me close. I looked at him with a guile look as he pecked my lips,
"I am yours, never hesitate to touch me. Do whatever you want." his words gave me some courage, I nodded as he let go of me. I swallowed the lump in my throat and I pulled down my shirt, left only in my undergarments and leaned in close, I cupped his cheeks and kissed him passionately. Receiving an intense euphoria from it. I pulled back and bit his lips slightly. His eyes were so intoxicating and the vast sea of love is my treasure. I then moved to his neck and bit it and sucked on it to form a mark. My mark. To show he is mine. After pleased with me that I marked him, I pulled away, a trail of saliva connecting my lips to the mark. He smirked and held my wrist and was on top of me again. He moved to my neck and spoke with his dangerously low voice,
"Now... it's time to claim you."
And I let him implant this supreme pleasure to my very core. He made me feel the ultimate benediction, To let the sensation of his touch overcome the sensation of any touch. I let myself indulge in that everlasting feeling of love and devotion. To submerge me in the pools of desires and passion. Embedding the sensation of tonight- the marvellous night of my life, the most gratifying night of my life profoundly on every inch of my body and soul...
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