I gained clarity after doing it with my right hand. Maria hadn’t moved from her spot. I felt really awkward to imagine her while she was literally behind me.

Her wet hair was covering her front body, so I could see her bare back. My heart raced again when my eyes traveled down toward her marshmallow-like buttocks, but I was confident I would be alright. Post nut clarity was strong.

“Maria, I am alright now.”

“Adrian,” she muttered weakly.

“Yes?”

“Adrian, Adrian, My Adrian, I love you.”

I felt like my blood went to my brain when she moaned my name. Then, I realized her left hand seemed to be busy with her under part while her right hand played with her bosom.

My calm dragon raged again. She actually did it while chanting my name with her sweet voice. All reasons blurred. I hugged her from behind and pressed my face onto her head.

Maria locked her hands around my neck. “Honey~ I want you to touch me down there~”

I was about to do it, but then I heard a knock.

“Adrian, are you in there?”

It was my brother. I actually felt relieved. If no one stopped me, I didn’t know what I would do to Maria. She seemed to come back to her sense too. Her face was red like a tomato.

I approached the door. “Yes, Brother.”

“Um, I know it will be awkward between you two inside, but please don’t do anything… anything dangerous for the sake of you two.”

I coughed when I heard that. We did moan and chanted each other’s names. I wondered if my brother could hear it from outside. “Err, are you hearing something, Brother?”

“No, I was enjoying my coffee. I only checked here in case you….”

“I understand, Brother. I appreciated that you didn’t hear anything.”

“Then, I won’t disturb you anymore.”

I heard his footsteps getting further. I turned back to Maria. There was a silent agreement between us. I took my things and prepared to leave. “Then, I will use the bathroom on the second floor. You can use my toothbrush, the green one.”

Maria nodded. I wrapped the towel around my waist, left the bathroom, and quickly ran to the second floor. This lower member of mine was still hard, so I continued the unfinished business with my hands. I imagined what would happen if my brother didn’t interrupt us.

……

At night my brother ordered three boxes of pizza. We gathered in the dining room to discuss things about Maria.

“So, you want her to stay in here?” My brother asked.

My brother was frowning and it made me nervous. He had been a good brother to me, but I guessed this request was too much. I was aware my decision would leave a bad impact in the eyes of neighbors, but I still wanted to help my girlfriend.

“Yes, brother. I sincerely want to help Maria. Can you please consider it?”

My brother leaned against the backrest of the chair and sighed. He loosened his tie. My brother was an executive in his office. Every day was tiring for him. I felt bad to add more burden to him, but I determined this was the last time I depended on him.

“Let’s discuss it with mom first.” My brother took out his phone and called mom. He explained our situation. After that, he gave the phone to me.

“Hello, Mom,” I said.

“Adrian, Maria can stay with us, but her guardians need to know this. As for the matter of neighbors, we can just say she is your cousin.”

“Thanks, Mom. I love you.”

“Don’t be happy too fast. Remember, you can’t have adult intercourse in my house. Let Maria sleeps in my room.”

“I understand, Mom.”

“Maintain your health and don’t neglect study. I heard Maria is a smart student. You can study with her… in the living room! That’s it. Mom is busy. Take care, Adrian. Mom loves you and Aditya.”

“I love you too, Mom. Goodbye.” I gave the phone a smooch and gave it back to my brother. “She said I can.”

My brother smiled. “Then it is settled. You need to contact her guardian, though.”

I nodded. “I will, Brother.”

“Then, let’s enjoy our pizza.”

We had thought that Maria would be hungry, so we had ordered three boxes of pizza. However, after eating three slices of pizza, she didn’t touch another.

“Are you full?” I asked her and she nodded. “You are staying in here from now on, so you don’t have to feel shy. I know you have a big appetite.”

Maria pinched my hand when I said that. “What a thing to say to a girl.”

“Hehe, I was joking.” I was glad she acted like Maria I knew. If it was me, I definitely could change her. “Are you sure you aren’t hungry anymore though?”

Maria smiled at me. “Someone bought me lunch like usual. I am not that hungry.”

I frowned. “Someone?”

“Every Friday, many people like to give food and money. The park is an ideal spot for beggars.”

“How about on other days? How did you survive on other days?” my brother suddenly asked.

Maria stiffened and darted her eyes. “I… I….”

I grabbed her wrist to calm her down and answered in her stead, “Please, Brother. Maria needs to calm down first. I promise we will tell you when she is ready.”

Brother nodded and continued to eat. Maybe my brother’s question bothered Maria so much that she decided to eat more slices of pizza. However, in the end, I ate most of the slices than them.

We didn’t forget to brush our teeth before we went to my mother’s bedroom.

The room was still quite spacious even with a king-sized bed, dresser, and wardrobe inside it. There was still a spot to lie on the floor too.

The pillows were softer than firm pillows in my room, and when we threw ourselves onto the bed, we felt like we were absorbed.

We stood again, and I showed Maria my mom’s wardrobe. Mom said Maria could wear her collections too.

When Maria searched through the folds of outfits, she pulled a white bunny onesie. My eye widened, remembering the past.

When I was a child, I, Aditya, my late father, and mom had a matching onesie. I used to cry sometimes if we didn’t wear it once a week. I was slightly touched that mom still stored her onesie.

“This is cute. Can I use it, Adrian?” Maria asked.

“Of course, I want to see you in that outfit.”

“Hey, looks. There is one more.” Maria suddenly pulled another white bunny onesie that I believed belonged to my late father. “It seems to fit you. Let’s wear it together.”

I hesitated. Sure in the past I liked this outfit so much, but the current me felt awkward to wear it. Then, I saw her pouting.

“Come on, Adrian. Pretty please.”

I sighed. There was no winning in an argument against women. Well, if I wore it, I could see her in that outfit, so I supposed it was a win-win solution.

As I thought, Maria was super cute in a white bunny onesie. Her body looked rounder, and she had bunny ears too.

I placed one arm around her back and the other one around her knees. I lifted her with my legs, and she—in surprise—grabbed my shoulder. I kept her body close to mine as I spun my body several rounds.

Maria laughed. “Adrian, Adrian, okay stop.”

I ended up sitting on the edge of the bed with her on my lap. We laughed together.

Maria tapped my nose gently. “Bad boy.”

“Can’t be helped. You are too cute.” I patted her head and another hand rubbed her chin. Her reaction was like a pet who got addicted to this. I bet if she had a tail, she would wag it furiously.

She yawned after getting petted. I was sleepy after eating so much too, so we lied side by side. I didn’t stop with the pat, so she could sleep faster.

Her blinking movements were getting slower. “Adrian will stay here, right?” She muttered.

“Of course.”

“I am glad… glad I can see Adrian again.”

That was her last word before she slept. I stared at her sleeping face for several minutes before I closed my face and gave her cheek a light kiss.

“I love you, Maria.”