I’m holding on so tight

But it’s painfully beyond my grasp

It’s slipping through my fingers

And I’m left to watch the hands on the clock

As it goes tick tock

As time is not on my side

You’re doing this on purpose

You’re doing this on purpose

Bleeding me out

Watching me suffer

You control me

I’ll give you everything

I loooooove you

I’m traaaansfixed by you

But you won’t let me do it

You won’t let me touch you

You command me to do no more

I am your puppet dangling on your string

I’m asking you

I’m beeeeggging you

Chorus: Can I think about it?

You loving me

And me loving you

Can I think about it?

Your lovely form

And the things that lovers do

Can I think about it?

Why do you taunt me?

Why do you abjure me?

Why do you ignore me?

Why do you suppress me?

Why do you reject me?

Can I at least think about it?

Can I at least...

Can I at least...

You’re looking like a god tonight

You’re feasting on my mounting appetite

You’re so cunning

That look in your eyes is haunting

Why do you do this to me all the time?

All the time?

All the time?

You put me back in the cage

I guess it’s time to get ready for another stage

In this tormenting game you play

You are the master

I am the slave

You are the torturer

And your love I crave

I’m down on the floor subjugating myself

As I have no self-respect

You’re coming close to me

Your masculine cologne consumes my senses

My words get broken up

I stutter, and I can’t form sentences

This is all a game to you

I know I mean nothing to you

But please let me do what I need to

I need to touch you

I’m beeeeggging you

Chorus: Can I think...

I need my release!

Please grant me peace!

When it is I think I’ve convinced you

That I’ve really surrendered myself to you

You close in

I can feel your long fingers moving through my hair

You lean in and whisper in my ear

I’m grip with sudden fear

And you just saaaaayyyy...

(three heart beats)

I’m not there...

I’m not there...

I’m not there...

Control me!

Consume me!

Please release me!

(Repeat 3x)

Can I think about it?

(Control me...)

Can I think about it?

(Consume me...)

Can I think about it?

(Release me...)

Chorus: Can I think...

I’m bleeding out toniiiiiiiight...

I’m bleeding out toniiiiiiiight...

Toniiiiiiiight...

Toniiiiiiiight...

(Repeat to fade)