[Diary]

7th April, 2015

Sunday (05:00 AM)

Dear Diary,

On Monday, finally deciding to follow big sis, I needed to make some preparations even though I didn't know what sorts of things to prepare and searching on the internet didn't help, I decided to just prepare those things that I think would be necessary.

So after big sis went to school, an hour after that I also went outside to do some shopping as I get my monthly allowance from Mr. Jansha and I don't use that money often as my needs such as food, everyday clothes and stuff like that are bought by Mr.Jansha, so I think this money he gives me is for my own personal use and since things that I am going to buy are personal stuff so they won't be mad.

Firstly I went to a clothing store and bought a round hat, sunglasses, and an anti-dust face mask, as I thought these would be necessary to cover up my face in case big sis turns around and catches me but wouldn't recognize me. Then I went to a book store and bought a cheap storybook so it would look like I am just walking through street reading books so don't mind me. Yeah, that should be enough I guess and If any more needs arise tomorrow then let's try to deal with it accordingly.

On Tuesday, the moment big sis left home for school, I also went with her saying that I am going for a walk outside, I didn't mention the park because if for some reason they Mr. and Mrs. Jansha came looking for me and didn't find me in the park then that would be bad so I simply said going outside for walk and where for walk I didn't tell.

Firstly both sis and I left together and I held her hands tightly due to which she got pretty embarrassed and asked to leave her hand but I said, "why? two sisters holding hands is pretty normal" with a wide smile and then brought my mouth close to her ears and softly whispered, " or could it be that the reason you don't want to is because big sis is having some indecent thoughts for me?" and softly bit the tip of her earlobe. This is a technique I learned in that porn website and apparently doing to make the receiving party pretty happy and turned on. But what I didn't expect that it would also give me chills all over my body, my heart beating like a madman and my inners shaking. Hnnnnnnnnn, hah, haaah, haah, ha, calm down me there are a lot more things to do with big sis if you get like this just from this then I need to control it or at least make it so it doesn't show outside.

The reason I did it is that from all the search on the internet I found out that the love big sis feels for me is different from the love I feel for her, of course, I don't believe it and to validate the fact that she loves me the same way I started doing stuff like this and her reaction from the bite was that her whole face was red and she had tears at the tip of her eyes and her legs were squirming and she started saying some pretty inaudible words. I mean if THAT CUTE FUCKING! reaction doesn't show that she has the same feelings for me then what the fuck does! but it can also be a misunderstanding on my part and this can be a general reaction everyone shows.

So I thought to do more stuff like this with her when she least expects it so that she could get excited from stuff like this and one day in order to do more and more she would come to me and at that point, I think it would be pretty clear that she also has the same feelings for me and if she doesn't then doing things like these and at the same time making her feel like a princess will surely do the job. Fuck! these types of information you get from those romance novels and porn sure is helpful.

After that, while big sis still continued to say inaudible words, I said to her that I am going in the opposite direction and she still was saying inaudible words so I guess the effect of that bite was quite strong which means great progress is being made, so I waved my hands in front of her taped her shoulders and came back to reality with a loud, "HUUUUUH! WHY DID YOU DO THAT!" and I just simply smiled at her and said, "because I love big sis" she probably didn't expect to hear that and most likely interpreted it as the sibling kind of love but before going the other direction she had a red all over face which means that I succeeded in making her think that what if it's that romantic type of love?.

After she went away I opened the bag I brought saying I need it to put a water bottle in it and if while jogging I found something I want I could buy it and put it inside and Mr. Jansha agreed. So I opened the bag and put on my hat, and face mask and opened the book in my hands, I didn't put on glasses as wearing them when there is no sun glare is pretty abnormal and as for the hat, it's a pretty common fashion.

So I started following big sis while pretending to read a book. I maintained a moderate distance between us and started observing her but soon after she got on a school bus and now I had to think about what to do so I quickly called a nearby taxi and asked the driver to go to big sis's school and due to this I reached big sis's school earlier than her and then waited for her arrival, after she arrived I saw that she was talking with 2 boys and 2 girls, so these 4 must be her friends but I don't like the look of that 1 boy with messy blonde hair who is constantly trying to get close to big sis. This school is dangerous and what's most dangerous in it is that boy, I mean how dare he try getting close to big sis when she already has ME! yeah, this is emergency, I can't wait for next year to get into big sis's school by then who knows what kind of things that boy would do big sis and what if there are more people than him trying to get close to big sis?

Big sis is an angle so she probably wouldn't realize the vulgar thoughts of those people and will probably fall in their dirty tricks, at that time who would save her? or during those times who will protect her so that she doesn't fall in their tricks? OF COURSE, IT'S ME! nobody can do bad things to big sis! nobody can touch her as I do! NOBODY! can get in between us!

On Tuesday, I started studying the moment I woke up and constantly studies just having breaks for food, tutor lessons and occasionally seeing big sis and tightly hugging her to get the energy back and to see her embarrassed and shy faces.

After doing during the whole week I just did this routine because I need to get into school as soon as possible and the moment I am caught up with studies in 1-2 months I think I will be joining 6th class while big sis will be in 7th class. But after seeing those boys at school I also realized that if I need to protect big sis then sometimes I would also have to fight with them and practically speaking I can't beat them up with my current body so I also need to start training to fight but I can't do that myself so let's ask Mr. Jansha that I want to take self-defence classess and due to this I could also fight them and protect big sis because I am the only one allowed to do it!

Mayuri