46. Get Set, Go!

Juliet

“Then you have to tell him, Julie. So he stops wasting his time… What do you know about a guy’s hotness anyway! You haven’t even manifested. When is that going to happen, do you think?” My dad teased, also biting into an apple.

“I have never dumped a guy… I’m still young... Maybe it’s time.”

I ignored his jab at my vampire-less state. Starting to kill people wasn’t something I was looking forward to.

“All seriousness Julie, why don’t you first go see how it is. I haven’t seen Qadir in hundreds of years, and I don’t think I ever want to, but if you really love Marcus, I will make the sacrifice.”

My mom and I laughed lightly. “No, I have not thought of him in that way. But I will now… Let’s see how it goes….”

My mom and dad seemed happy and a little too eager. “A little advice,” my mom came closer and whispered into my ear.

“If you can think about kissing him, it’s a good sign.”

“Mom… This is bad parenting.” I yelled, leaving the kitchen when she kissed my dad.

The seed was planted. Kissing Marcus was my next goal.

But if I knew that one kiss would bring about the worsts days of my short life, I might have thought differently.

***

The next time Marcus knocked on the door, I received him without my veil. Hair long, braided in a flattering way hanging across my chest.

Just a little bit of make-up. He had never seen me before, and he visibly jolted.

Marcus’s face was always an inscrutable mask. So, seeing his change from utter astonishment to a genuine smile was rewarding. My stomach flipped and reacted funnily. It was the first time I felt anything sexual.

I smiled and pulled him into the house. “Come, I need to show you something. Don’t worry, you won’t turn to stone… Am I that ugly?”

Marcus’s gaze was darting around nervously. “What are you doing? Where is your father? You can’t just do what you want, you know!”

“You going to point a finger at me?”

I turned around and pushed my latest project into his hands. But he wasn’t listening to me… Marcus just kept staring at me… for the longest time.

His eyes took in my hair. Our eyes met, and strangely, I felt very exposed without the veil. His eyes dropped to my lips. He swallowed and let his eyes drift further down over my bare neck.

I smiled radiantly when he came back to my eyes. My eyes darted at his hands and up at his face. I do it a few more times. He didn’t budge.

“Come on, Marcus… look at it.” I stood up and down on my toes a few times to get him to lose focus.

He shook his head and immediately started laughing when he peeked down. “What is this? Did you try to knit something?”

“I did. What do you think?” He just kept laughing. My mom and dad came around the corner. Hopeful and peeking at the two of us. He seemed to be just as natural around them. They were relieved that he didn’t suddenly change into a monster about etiquette.

They all had a good laugh at my expense about my attempts to make a scarf. Later my dad took Marcus outside to have a beer. Shoeing me away.

***

Marcus

“So Marcus, it’s time we speak man to man.” I sat up. I knew it was coming. I was ready to plead my case.

“You know I can’t leave the compound… Juliet will never be happy here… Over the years, I have given you some background into our race. Things your father conveniently didn’t tell you… If you brand her, she will be under your protection! You can allow us all to leave. So I know this is a lot of pressure, but I see how you are around her. Things have changed….”

I was spinning my beer bottle in my hand, nervously playing with it. “My father is completely against the match. You know it’s been so long, and there were many times that he raised his objections.” Liam stiffened. “I’m afraid for her, Liam.”

“But if you do it, Marcus. He won’t be able to do anything…

“I can’t do it to her. She is one of those women that will hate me forever if I tie her down just to make her mine without consent.” I got up, putting down my beer bottle. “I won’t do it.”

I went into the house. Juliet and her mother were washing the dishes. They talked in hushed tones and laughed… no, they were giggling. Juliet was still so young.

I made my goodbyes and greeted them.

Juliet walked out with me. She had never done it before. Her veil was back on. She took my hand like she had so many times… but it felt weird. It felt wrong. I shook her off. I didn’t know what to do. She waved at me and skipped back into the house… like a child. Relieving me of all doubt that she was ready for anything else.

But… that was the first time she saw me. She was growing up.

***

Marcus

Sometime Later

Unfortunately, seeing her face had made me think of nothing else.

Those caterpillar eyebrows were bushy and lush. Icy blue eyes gripping your attention. A button nose. Soft clear skin to go with her unthreatening and playful way. Her lovable character.

She was witty and there was never a dull moment with her.

I was trying to convince myself that she would have to choose to come willingly. That I would not be the one to make her bend into a box. But trying to convince Juliet to do anything was probably where my troubles started.

It was her birthday, and I went with high energy to celebrate and spend time with her.

I didn’t take anything because there was nothing you could give her. If you did try, she would tell you off. Saying, “I don’t want anything from you.”

When I got to the house, the door was open. She was in the lounge watching tv. I went to sit next to her. She was beautiful and had opened a can of worms taking off that veil. I was fixated. She could feel my eyes on her. Slowly hers met mine, a seductive play in her manner.

“So, aren’t you going to wish me a happy birthday?” She glanced at my hands. “Where is my gift?”

I smiled and gave her a handshake. “There is your present. Where are your parents?”

“I don’t know, making me a cake.”

“You asked for cake again.” I smiled at her. She seemed so different. For a while, there had been a shift in her towards me. I had noticed that she liked me more than just a friend. It scared the hell out of me.

“Okay, obviously, you will not declare your love for me. So I’m going to have to give you a push.”

And again, she beat me to it. Coming right to the point and opening the next can. “There is no need to declare it. You’re not a stupid girl.”

She sat up, rested one elbow on her leg, staring at me. She whispered, “If my parents didn’t tell me… the thought wouldn’t even have crossed my mind.”

Astonished, I gaped… but she was dead serious. “How?”

“You never said anything or did anything or… I don’t know? Is there anything else? You are the same stoic Marcus day in and day out. How is anyone to see what you are feeling?”

Feelings? Where I lived, there were no feelings. How can I bring lovable, joyful Juliet into my house? “Is that why you took off the veil?”

“Yes! I’m sick of seeing you and the world through that thing.”

My dejection worsened. She kept repeating the same thing. How she couldn't handle our way of life. She would not budge. That was why I hadn’t said or done anything. I got up to go greet the parents.

She jumped up and grabbed my arm. “That’s it?”

“What would be the point? I’m not enough….”

She frowned. There was a pull around her mouth. “I have decided what I want for my birthday.” I kept quiet. “A kiss. A first kiss.”

“No, you’re way too young.” She burst out laughing.

“I will be eating people soon and get married in a year.”

I didn’t like the idea of her with someone else. My jaw flexed involuntarily. She noticed and smiled at my reaction. She really did take my breath away.

Unable not to touch her anymore, I stretched out my hand and let my fingers slide over the soft skin on her cheek. Flattening my hand and rubbing my thumb over her lips. She blushes from her chest to her cheeks. Blotchy red patches all over her neck. I followed them back to her lips. She came closer and kissed me.

I flinched back and stepped away from her.

She wrapped her arms around my waist nervously. Keeping me from walking away.

“What now? I kind of liked the idea of kissing you.” She reached up on her toes and kissed me for longer. I just stared at her. Open-eyed. I wanted to so bad, but I pushed her away.

“You have no idea what you’re talking about.”

She sighed heavily, letting me go. “I ask for one thing from you… you can’t even do that for me. Who’s not enough….”

“You just got your kiss!”

“That was not the kind I was talking about.”

“You won’t be getting any other kind from me.”

“I was right. You don’t love me. We will always just be….”

“Don’t say it!” I pointed a finger at her. She glared at the offending finger and bit down on it.

I pressed my lips together. Suppressing a smile. She let me go when there was no reaction. Juliet stepped back away from me. I didn’t like it.

“Why don’t you come with me to my house. I would like to introduce you to Qadir Ahmed that you so dislike.” The words were out before I could come to my senses.

We walked to the kitchen, and I pitched the idea to her parents. Liam was quietly thinking about it. Cindy said there was no way she would be going. Liam was staring at Juliet, deciding if he should send her into the lion’s den. He was nervous. But he knew that if he went with it would be worse…

Juliet wasn’t stupid. She noticed Liam’s reaction. She frowned, staring at him... “You said I should go to see for myself… If I’m stuck here forever and this will be my life. Should I just go meet the man?”

Hope built up in my chest. Just maybe, I will have one person in my life… For the rest of my life, that would actually want to be with me.

Liam was still thinking. “Will you bow when you see him?”

“I will.”

“Will you keep that tongue in your mouth?”

“I will only speak when spoken to.”

“That does not make me feel at ease. Are you sure, Juliet? There is still a chance to dump Marcus.”

She laughed lightly. Her eyes fell on my lips. “No, not yet.”

***

Juliet

Driving with Marcus in the car was the first time I had gone anywhere without my parents. In hindsight, meeting the most ruthless man in that small world of mine for a first outing… might not have been such a good idea. What was Marcus thinking?

“Why are you taking me to meet your father?”

Marcus seemed uneasy and nervous. “My father had noticed that I go there every day… I think he knows about Sundays as well.”

“Probably that guy that keeps following you, your driver, Kubra.”

Marcus smiled. “You’re very clever. That’s exactly what’s going on. He’s with me all the time but because he’s paid to be. I don’t get to question my life companion.”

“Oh, so you’re gay? Is that why you don’t want to kiss me?” Marcus laughed. I rarely saw him laugh. When he did… It was like seeing a rare bird in the wild. Those days I had been staring at him a lot. There was something so mysterious about him that you were always left wondering. Since my birthday we have both been different. Marcus, on the other hand, had become distant. Colder.

Driving through the gates at their estate was an eye-opener. Marcus lived in a different world than me. The house alone was a mansion. A few stories up and in a Chinese style. Various courtyards around the main building with a different home for each wife.

“Who lives in the main building?”

“All the kids. Servants… and my mother and father.”

Getting out and meeting Agatha and Qadir went down without any problems, but his mother had yet to speak to me.

So I followed her example and kept my mouth shut as my dad suggested. Trying to follow the customs and etiquette to a tee. Head bowed the whole time. I even tried not to lift up my eyes when we sat around the table.

During dinner, we were interrupted by one of the servants. He came to whisper into Qadir’s ear, who was immediately angry. I didn’t think the man’s face could contort more than the constant scowl that played around his eyes. Being as small as I was. It felt like he towered above me.

“Well, Marcus, you want to play house today… Introduce us to a girl you want to take as a wife… No, not a wife… Your first wife.”

Marcus choked on his sip of wine he was taking. It went down the wrong pipe. It was the first time we had made eye contact that day. I was so happy that I flashed my eyebrows at him.

Qadir took a deep breath when he saw my attitude towards his son. Marcus did treat me like a child. Indulged me like a child. I could see he was trying not to smile. Biting his lip.

“So Juliet, today you will see how we sort out these domestic situations. One of the maids was caught stealing.” Marcus paused, his eyes changed from amused to horrified. His breath hitch. It scared me… I could sense the situation had taken a sour turn. What could be so bad? What could be the punishment for stealing?

I had just thought that maybe. Just maybe I would be able to follow all the rules my whole life. If Marcus could just treat me the same as he always did amidst everything. I could grow up and settle into other people’s opinions. Conform to the compound way of life… For that brief moment when Marcus was himself with me again.

Marcus’s elbow rested on the table. His head slumped into his hand, and our connection was gone again.

Qadir looked at me. “You have to know that we have a hundred wives in my house alone. Between my other sons and me. Marcus is the only one old enough that haven’t gotten married yet.”

Qadir’s eyes drifted over the table to Marcus’s mother. “But just one is allowed at the table with me… So you better hope that Marcus makes it official soon… Or else you will always be scraping the barrel.”

Qadir’s voice had a drawl to it. In general… his manner was slow and steady. To him, nothing was a rush. He pushed his chair out behind him with his legs and stood up. Wiping his mouth and dropping the napkin.

“Come, Juliet, let Marcus show you how you will have to deal with your servants.”

“I don’t think I’ll have servants,” The moment I heard myself speak the words, I froze. Dread climbing up my spine. Marcus’s head snapped up out of his hand. He shook his head ever so slightly to warn me.

I had made a mistake. Qadir stopped and turned to me. He pointed a finger right in my face. My eyes at the floor. “Watch your tongue, or you’ll lose it.” His voice was so menacing.

I was too young to understand the threat. It didn’t sink in at that point that he was serious. I wondered how he could say something like that? But it did make me shut up. I had never been afraid of anyone in my whole life but there was always a first time for everything.

The four of us made our way to the servant’s courtyard. The maid in question was already on a slab block. A panga blade stuck into a piece of wood next to her.

I instantly realized what the punishment was for stealing.

It was losing a hand.

Marcus didn’t seem to hesitate or show any weakness. He walked confidently to the blade. Removed it from the wood in a jerky motion…

Kubra was tying the woman’s arms down. After Qadir’s warning, I didn’t think I would say anything… But… I hysterically started yelling. Ran over to Marcus… trying to stop him as he lifted the blade.

He didn’t even glance at me or try to placate me. His mother gripped my arms and pulled me back to get out of the way. The blade struck down behind me. The woman screamed. I was screaming. Marcus’s mother shook me and opened her mouth. The stump of her chopped-off tongue shook me to the core. I gasped, eyes wide, realized it wasn’t that she had nothing to say or was forced to be silent. She could literally not speak.

Seeing the horror in her mouth or what was left of her mouth had brought me back to reason. I stumbled backward into Qadir, who turned me around and hit me across the face making me fall.

There were a lot of firsts for me that day.

That was the first time I saw Marcus’s face like that. He had manifested. His teeth gritted in an angry line. He clenched the hilt of the blade he was holding. But Marcus didn’t do anything. I thought I would never speak to him again.

Lying on the floor, I blenched and struggled to regain composure. The woman on the block had manifested from the anger.

There was more to come… Other maids moved across the courtyard and seared the wound with a flaming hot iron. She passed out as our eyes met in mutual understanding.

Tears pooled and spilled over. My cheeks were wet. I couldn’t remember the last time I needed to cry.

“Marcus, you have no taste. This chit will never come into this house. She is and will always be her father’s child. If she can’t even handle this, there is no hope for her.”

***

Marcus didn’t help me up. I think he knew he shouldn’t touch me right then. It would only make me slap him in front of his father. I would have probably lost an arm that day. He returned to his human face casting his eyes down. He cleaned his hand with a rag and walked out.

Kubra knelt next to me. “Come, Juliet! Just a little bit longer. All you have to do is get up and walk out.” Kubra had said just the right thing. I grabbed onto him as if he would help me do it. He did, and I almost ran for the door.

On our way home, Marcus tried to take my hand in the back of the car. I flinched away from his touch. Revolted that he would stand by and let things like that happen. He bit his fist, not knowing what to do.

When we stopped at the house, my mom and dad waited outside to greet us. I started sobbing.

“You did her a disservice, letting her grow up like this,” Marcus yelled at my dad, turning around and walking away.

I flung him back and hit him on the chest. “So what you want is for me to be treated like that! To accept stuff like that! Who does your father think he is? Controlling anyone like that! The last time I checked, he wasn’t God! And you are not my guardian! My parents are not the problem here. Apologize!”

He stood staring down at me.

I hit him again on the chest when he ignored me. Again and again, until my hand hit his cheek.

I scared myself… I felt so bad that more tears sprung from my eyes. Kubra wanted to get out of the car, but Marcus stretched out a hand and halted him.

He grabbed my wrist furiously, swinging me around, and pushed my back against his chest, holding me like a two-year-old that was throwing a tantrum.

Mom wanted to come, but dad stopped her.

I was so angry. Livid that we were stuck at the compound.

“I didn’t want to hurt you or make you sad, Julie.” He whispered into my ear. “But this is how things are out there. You have no idea what’s going on. You read all your books, but you know nothing. All you know about is the human world… You get to go out of the house… No other woman gets to leave their houses, Julie….” Marcus’s head lifted… “How do you think she will make it in here, Liam? How will you get her out?”

Listening to his words made me calm down. “Let me go.” Slowly his arms released me. It wasn’t like they were choosing to stay... There was a reason we couldn’t leave… But why did we not make a run for it?

I walked into the house, hearing Marcus behind me.

“Qadir made me cut off a woman’s arm. He hit Juliet for crying and screaming….” I saw my mom moving closer to him. “My mother shoved her cut-off tongue into Juliet’s face. She meant it as a warning, but it scared her to death.”

My mom grabbed Marcus around the neck and pulled him into an embrace. He shook as he cried. I was dumbstruck. It was a long while before he calmed down.

She let him go, walked up to me, and we went into the house.

I saw my dad take him aside. What was it that they were always talking about?

***

Marcus

“You know what to do, but you refuse.” Liam scolded me.

“I won’t do it!”

“She will go somewhere eventually. She will be stuck here forever.”

“Then let’s ask her and prepare her.”

Liam sneered at me. “What? Should we tell her that she will be stuck with you for life? Death do you part. Tell her that she will have to go through a process that will be so painful that it will make you alone sleep for two weeks. And then we have to tell her that she belongs to you. She will live in fear that you will make her stay!”

“You’re not scared Juliet will not do it. You are scared that you will be stuck here forever. Is this even about her?”

If Liam got angry at my words, I would know he had some selfish motive, but he didn’t.

He scoffed and put his hands in his pockets. Playing in the dirt with his shoe. “I know what I did. I know why I’m here. But you and Juliet are not responsible for our choices. You guys can get out of here. If that’s what’s stopping you… We will stay, and the two of you can leave. Yes… when we met… I saw you… laughing at her jokes… I got to know you. I see how you treated her… You love her, Marcus.”

I bent down, leaning on my knees.