From: Kamal E Y [email protected]>

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 7 September, 1999 02:29 PM

Subject: November is going to be terrible!

Dear girl,

I know very well that you want a baby. And I know there can be no substitute for it. Oh, my dear, how I wish to be with you and going for the ultimate act culminating in the birth of our baby. That will be a bond from which nothing can separate us.

If you haven't known about the directors I mentioned. You don't have a complete picture of the Indian film industry. Their films would not be a commercial success. Satyajit Ray's films, I cannot understand fully, because it is full of subtleties and hints. Maybe someone like you who has more exposure to great films can teach me. Aravindan, Adoor Shaji N Karun are all from my home state. Shaji's films have won a special mention at the Cannes Film Festival. Adoor has won many gold medals from all over the world. Aravindan made some good films (there also I didn't understand fully) and suicided all of a sudden. You can check out Shyam Benagel also.

Hey, I am not a topper in the computer industry! But I am confident that I can take up any challenge. I don't like being second to anyone, except you, because you are not another person. Your victory is not my defeat. I am too win.

I will go and see a doctor if the fever is persistent. Promise! But first I will try out your sweet voice. What did you mean by "persuading more spit"? I didn't understand. Anyway, I will make you kiss! Sure! Watch out for the surprise!

You can't write to me in November? My god, that is terrible. What will happen to my mornings? Without your cute little babbling, I can't start my day. Maybe this is another testing for us. I wish I could just steer my life as you did. You have already become my idol in making a career and living free. You are not pushing me, you are trying to make both of us happy. All your suggestions are creating a huge upsurge in me.

So now I know what happened on our Valentine's Day. You fell in love with this guy! Here I was thinking of you all the time! Ok, it is all past. We are in love as deeply as ever. Spoiled lovers as you said.

Now here elections are going on. You asked me about our democracy. You know democracy is the best form of government a country can get even if it is in the worst form. Politicians are corrupt everywhere. Here also. They take the money allotted for welfare schemes for people. So no welfare measures really get kicked off. Then education is another thing. India is a country with only around 45 or 50% literacy. My state has 100% literacy and has the most educated people.

Oh, now it is lunchtime for us. People have started coming. So bye for now my dear...

Yours only

Kamal