From: Kamal E Y [email protected]>

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 11 September, 1999 02:25 PM

Subject: I am so happy and so sad

My Dearest girl,

It has been a very long time since I have been as happy as I am now. But again, this happiness is paining me more and more. When you talked to me on the phone, I could feel the emotion, every word you said, coming to my heart, I don't know, what I am feeling.

I have a lot of questions to ask. But where to begin, how to ask and all is bothering me. That is why I didn't ask many questions. These two days, I will never forget.

When you asked me "I have to wait for more?" I felt a sudden burst of emotion coming from deep inside me. How I managed to hold it back is a surprise to me. At that moment I wished to hug you tightly and shower with kisses. I could have challenged the whole world then. I can't allow you to cry. But I am helpless. That is why I asked for your promise. You wanted to ask something about my ex-girlfriend. What is it? I don't have any secrets to hold back from you. You can ask any number of questions. My questions, I will ask one by one.

Are you sad about your sister? I know you are. We can do something. I am confident about your will power. We can do something for her. I am always with you. You prayed to Buddha? Hmmm...I don't like it very much, I want you to be mine only.

I got your second call just now!!! Oh, I am so happy!

Mailcity seems to have some problem, now. I don't know when this letter will reach you. I will give you the number of my lodge. It is XXXXX.

It is Wxxxx Tourist Home. I am staying there. Ask for Kamal in Room number 18. Then hang up the phone and call after 5 minutes, I will come there to pick up the phone. Try to call after 8 o'clock, our time. I may go out for dinner at that time. You can call me whenever you want, but then I will also do that!!!

Hmmm...you gave me two kisses yesterday, but only one today. Hmmm...I will break something in your house!

We usually have parties every now and then. There need not be any reason for it, but all of us will go to some restaurant and have some fun and sometimes we discuss serious things. I will write about my friends in the next letter. If I write this letter, you will not get it soon. You are going to your family house at night, right? As soon as you get my mail, send me a notification, OK?

I visited my friend's house because he invited me to come there. He saw me trying to call you and getting disappointed. Then he told me to come to his house and try from there. I always go after the office with him. His name is Ojas.

So that is it for now, see you, bye and I love you...

Yours only

Kamal